KARMAS
No need to marry

A photo, with two people inside who looked very happy with smiles engraved on both of their lips instantly greeted Mesya's eyes right away.

"Sorry Brother, I didn't accidentally" Mesya immediately released the phone into the hands of Bhishma. Mesya threw his face to the side because he did not know what kind of expression he had in front of Bhishma at this time.

Although only a glance at it, but Mesya can know that the photo that is made wallpaper is Bisma and Alya.

"Why does this sick person only see photos of the two of them?? Didn't you already know that this man beside you would never be yours!!" Mesya wanted to curse himself for still wishing on Bhishma.

Bisma closed her eyes in regretting her stupidity. Why did he forget to change the wallpaper on his phone. Seeing the disappointment on Mesya's face made Bisma frightened at this moment.

"Yes, I'm sorry. I forgot to replace it"

"Why is Sister Bisma apologizing?? I'm not papa. I know it's not easy to forget the people we've loved for years. Even if that person has left or has hurt us so deeply" Mesya said without looking at the handsome face of Bhishma.

"A little bit of me. Even though you have made me this broken, I have never hated or forgotten you until this very moment" Mesya continued in his heart.

"Yes, I haven't completely forgotten Alya. But I will try to replace her name with yours in my heart, and I am also earnest about my word to take responsibility and marry you after our son is born"

Bhishma did not know why she became frightened when facing Mesya in the current situation.

"Sister, I'm going to give birth in about two months, and I'm sure that in no time at all that soon will be able to change how you feel about me. I also thought it was responsible not to get married. We can raise our children together but without any bond between us" It's hard for Mesya to say that. Who wouldn't want to marry the man we love. But if that man never wanted us in his life, it's better for Mesya to give up.

"No, no matter what happens, I will marry you. Right now I can't say that love to you, but I will prove my sincerity!! So don't ever think like that again. Please, trust me. Give me some time"

Bhishma did not want to lose Mesya, he did not want to lose a very meaningful person in his life for the second time.

But if Bisma thinks Mesya means so much in her life, why is it so hard to get out of her lips.

"Already Brother, I have told you from the beginning to follow the current. Better we go now. Don't you want to see our son??" Mesya forced a faint smile on his lips for Bhishma even though the man still continued to look at her with a hard-to-art look.

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"So Brother" Mesya said as he exited the dressing room.

Before going to the Doctor, Bisma actually invited Mesya to buy clothes to a fairly famous boutique.

But when compared with the Mesya boutique that used to be, the brand owned by Mesya is still more familiar. Even so, to enter the boutique alone Mesya could not afford if not with Bhishma.

"Where are the clothes you tried??" Ask Bisma.

"I'm this one, brother"

"I paid for all the clothes my wife tried!!" Say Bhishma to employees of boutiques serving Mesya. Bhishma paid no heed to the speech of Mesya.

"Wife?? Have you called me his wife twice??" Inner Mesya.

"But it's just a fake status" Mesya smiled wryly after that.

"Well sir" said the employee carrying a credit card that was given by Bisma.

"Let's just wait in the car, let them take him out" Bhishma grabbed Mesya's hand to take him out. Bhishma's hand felt so warm it touched the surface of Mesya's skin, not as cold as the person.

"Go to the doctor first or eat first. You hungry yet??" How would Mesya's heart turn away, if Bhishma alone now treated him so tenderly as that.

"Later, you guys go home"

"Alright, I obey the wishes of the mother of my son" Again Mesya could only freeze in his place. Bhishma was far too far to play with her heart. Sometimes it can make Malalayang like that, sometimes it can also make his heart crashed like a kite without being tied to a rope.

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"Why Brother??" Mesya saw Bhishma's face as if he was not calm thinking of something.

Bhishma took out her purse and took out a black and white photograph from inside.

"I asked for the results of my examination at that time" Mesya saw the results of the USG photo was the same as he had.

"I can only see it from the picture. And now I'm nervous because I can't wait to see it moving inside your belly"

Mesya did not think that Bhishma really loved her son. He even kept the photo in his wallet.

"Do you want a boy or a girl??" Ask Mesya.

"Male" replied Bhishma without thinking.

"Why??" Mesya was afraid that if his child was born female, Bhishma would not accept him.

"Because if it's a woman, then I'll regret my whole life for not being able to be a guardian when I marry her later"

Jamb...

Mesya's heart was also pierced to hear the confession of Bisma.

"When I was born, I didn't have a problem. But when I see his face, I will feel very guilty. I'm sorry I never thought long when I did it with you.But I'm also grateful that the presence of him made me realize my mistake" Mesya was uncomfortable seeing honesty in the eyes of Bhishma. He was afraid to believe that Bhishma would love him.

"Mother Mesya Clarisa!!" The call made the two cut off their eye contact.

"I Sus" Bisma followed Mesya who had passed into the doctor's room.

"Please lie down Mom" the Obstetrician ordered.

Mesya's heart was beating faster because the nurse pulled the dress over. Although the bottom is already covered in a blanket but the stomach that looks plain it is plastered freely in front of Bhishma.

While Bisma only smiled faintly looking at the face of Mesya who was flushed with embarrassment.

"Please sir, get closer to his wife to see her fetus more clearly" Bisma was happy to get the green light to get closer to Mesya.

"It's 31 weeks, ma'am. The baby is healthy, the fetal weight is enough but if it can be raised again. Then the amniotic waters are all good. Look sir, the fetus is moving his finger, his mouth is also yawning, funny "The doctor said showing the situation in Mesya's stomach.

Bhishma felt countless happiness. Her feelings are really medium to want to cry. He finally saw his little son.

"My son is healthy and complete, right, Doctor??" Ask Bisma. I don't know why Bhishma's hand moved to hold Mesya. I was nervous to hear the answer from the doctor.

"Complete Sir, Alhamdulillah"

"If it's the doctor's gender??" This time Mesya who really hope if what he wants bisma is granted. Mesya did not want Bhishma to live in regret when she saw the face of her own son.

"For her gender..." The doctor kept twirling his instrument over Meysa's stomach.

"Male, congratulations sir"

"Alhamdulillah" Welcome Mesya and Ordinary with a full day.

"Thank you God. Thank you, yes"

Cup...

Shamed Tampa Bhishma gave a gentle kiss to Mesya's forehead in the room.