KARMAS
Find you

The droplets of tears that kept flowing down the river on the delicate cheeks became friends of Mesya carrying his steps. Mesya did not know where to go at this time, he just followed where his feet would take him.

A few days ago, I thought, was the point where her happiness would start to return. But in fact he was wrong, the destruction has not been completed until now.

Now Mesya is back alone, only the child in his womb that he had as he had when he first came out of his house.Tak know where to go, and complain to whom

remembering Kusworo's words about Bisma earlier.

Of course, Mesya's heart was like being pierced by the waves knowing that the nature of Bhishma was beside him these few days.

It is indeed Mesya's own fault for believing in the sweet words of Bhishma. Didn't Mesya know from the beginning that Bhishma doesn't like women like him.

"It turns out, replying to me by destroying my feelings hurts more than living in the streets and scavenging for leftovers. If you want this child, but why should you say love to me. Damn it again, I can't see that lie in your eyes!! You really have managed to hurt my soul and body Brother"

Mesya rubbed the magnitude with still as much as he pleased. Hungry and thirsty really no longer felt Mesya. He again walked in search of shelter from the harshness of the world

Suddenly Mesya remembered Grandma Asri, Grandma who sold crackers as her helper.

Although he had never been to Grandma Asri's house, but Mesya had been instructed by Grandma.Asri at that time.

"Excuse me sir, I'd like to ask your house where does Grandma Asri sell crackers??"

The thick-moustached gentlemen looked surprised by Mesya's question.

"What is there really need for Neng?? If you can know this Neng is Grandma Asri??"

"I just need a moment with Grandma Asri Pak. So if you can tell, which house is it sir??"

Again the father looked confused and seemed silent for a moment.

"Sir??" Call Mesya again because Mesya never got the answer.

"Who Sir??" A woman came out of the house behind the old man who had been talking to Mesya.

"This is Ma'am, she's looking for Grandma Asri's house. There needs to be a word" said the father earlier to the woman who Mesya estimates is his wife.

"Huh?? Sure Neng??"

"I-iya ma'am, could you please ask me where's the house??" Mesya wonder why showing the house alone should be shocked like that.

"Home, next to us exactly. But Grandma Asri died a week ago in an accident"

JEDEERR....

"Installation.." Mesya Gumam.

"Asri's grandmother died, Mom??" Mesya asked still in disbelief.

"Yes, hit-and-run victim" replied the woman.

"Oh God the Grandma. Forgive Mesya who does not know anything" Mesya's cheeks that were dry are now wet again.

"Thank you, Mama. Excuse me"

Mesya has no hope anymore. No one can help him now. He also did not want to see Bhishma at all.

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After meeting Kusworo earlier, Bisma and Ferry decided to split up looking for Mesya. Perhaps in that way, it will be faster to find the woman who is now loved by Bhishma.

"Where are you, Sya?? Are you and our son okay??"

The day had begun in the afternoon but Bisma also had not received any news from Ferry and his other men.

Dark clouds were also increasingly dotting the sky this afternoon. It seems that soon thousands of water will descend to wet the Earth. No doubt it makes Bisma more worried about the state of Mesya.

Bisma continued to drive his car slowly, his eyes also continued to look to the left and right sides never let loose.

Bisma stops her car in a quiet park due to a dark day. Rain spots also began to fall to coincide as Bisma exited her car.

The man who did not want to lose the woman he loved twice chose to get out of his car and look for Mesya on foot. No matter the body that began to get wet with rain water, Bisma still walked without direction.

In the darkness with very minimal lighting, Bisma still continues to walk through the spacious garden. I don't know why he feels so close to Mesya at the moment.

Until Bisma saw a glimpse of the shadow of a woman who walked slowly in the rain.

"THE MACHINE!!" Call Bisma.

Bhishma pursues the woman he believes is Mesya. From the posture and clothes he had bought for Mesya first, Bisma was sure if it was Mesya.

"MESYA, WHERE ARE YOU!! IT'S ME, LET'S GO HOME!!" Shouted Bhishma because he suddenly lost the woman he had seen earlier.

Bhishma ran to and fro, checking behind trees and in nearby stalls that had been closed and unused.

"THE MACHINE!! I KNOW IT'S YOU!! COME ON OUT, LET'S GO HOME!!"

While a woman who had been covered sat behind a tree by smothering her lips as tightly as possible so as not to let out her crying voice.

Mesya immediately ran to hide himself because he saw Bisma who came to him.

Although the rain fell not so heavy but managed to make Mesya's body shiver behind the tree.

"I KNOW YOU MUST BE ANGRY AND NOT WANT TO MEET ME!! BUT PLEASE TRUST ME!! DON'T LISTEN TO ANYONE!!"

Bisma kept shouting for Mesya to listen to her explanation.

"I NEVER LIE ABOUT HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU. I SINCERELY LOVE YOU, I SINCERELY LOVE YOU BOTH!!"

Bisma is grateful that the rain can wet her face so that it can disguise her tears.

"I'M NOT A GOOD MAN FOR HURTING YOU. BUT I ALWAYS TRY TO MAKE UP FOR ALL MY MISTAKES TO YOU YES!! I WANT TO PROTECT YOU AND OUR SON, I WANT THE DICTIONARY TO BE BY MY SIDE UNTIL THE END. NOW YOU ARE THE ONLY WOMAN I LOVE IN THIS WORLD. SO I BEG YOU TO TRUST ME YES!!"

Bhishma really is like a tireless man of disobedience who keeps shouting like that.

"I DON'T INTEND TO TAKE OUR CHILD AWAY FROM YOU. I JUST WANT TO RAISE HIM WITH YOU. EVERYTHING THE MAN SAID WAS A LIE. HE JUST DOESN'T WANT TO SEE US HAPPY!!"

"I LOVE YOU MESSA!! I LOVE YOU!!! LISTEN TO THAT HAH!!!"

Bisma collapsed bending her knees in the cold garden. He felt desperate because Mesya would not listen to him anymore.

"Hiks..hiks..." A sobbing sound that Mesya could no longer bear the dream penetrated the ears of Bhishma.

"Messiah??" Bisma sharpened her hearing.

"Hiks..."

"Where are you??" Bhishma immediately rose to look for the source of the voice.

"Messiah!!"

Bhishma immediately fell to his feet near Mesya who was sitting curled up behind a tree.

The sliced Bhishma heart saw the shivering body and the pale face of Mesya.

"I finally found you. Don't you stay away from me!!" Bhishma hugged Mesya in a sitting condition on the ground like that.

"You must be cold, right?? We're going home now, okay??" Bhishma continued to hug Mesya tightly to make her warm even though she herself was soaking wet.

"Sister" Lirih Mesya.

"Yes baby??"

"Bring me home. I was cold and hungry" Mesya's voice was almost inaudible as he conveyed his request to Bhishma.

While Bhishma grimaced with pain in her chest, she heard Mesya complaining like that to her.