Love in Marriage 3
Chapters 142. The Desire to Have Children.
Love can give light to even the blind eye. The eyes of Riyan's heart that had been blinded by a wrong vendetta, had now been washed away by the swiftness of a sense that he was unable to control. The warmth, too, of Fara's earnest concern for her, can melt the ice in her heart slowly. His warmth began to be seen, although he often hid behind his cold attitude.
Over the course of a few days in Indonesia, Fara and Riyan are seen getting closer to each other. Their happiness is perfect after giving up longing with their extended family. But that day Fara was so sad that she had to go back to parting with the people she loved so much. Especially Mother is also Omanya, who is very attentive to everything related to her.
"Ma, call me often..! Let me not be sad because I always miss Mama." Fara said before she stepped onto the plane, which she and Riyan would ride back to America.
"Oma too. Don't forget to tell me!" Fara added while looking at Mama Alira with tears.
"Yes dear. Oma will call you every day. You don't have to be sad! There is a husband." Mama Alira answered while rubbing Fara's head.
"You can't cry like this. You now have a husband who will always take care of you. You have to learn to be more mature. Because you'll be a mother to your children." Aleta said as she hugged Fara affectionately.
"Yes Ma, I will try to be like Mama." Fara replied while tightly hugging the body of her beloved woman, who had also shed tears in her arms.
"Mba, I'll go first.. Please take care of me! I'll send you a perfume like Mba's looking for." Fara said while hugging Shelina who also took her and Riyan to the airport.
While the two Riyan parents who are none other than Reza and Melda, had returned to Malaysia yesterday afternoon. Because Reza has important business that can not be delayed. On the plane, Fara looked very different from the situation when they were on their way to Indonesia, one week ago. Fara's face looks so moody while staring at the clouds through the plane window. Seeing Fara's expression, Riyan who had just been silent immediately made a sound.
"Fara, don't you want to live apart from your parents?" Riyan asked as he looked towards Fara.
"What do you mean ask like that?" Fara asked while looking at her husband's face.
"No meaning whatsoever. I just want to know what you want." Answer Riyan.
"I love both my parents and my whole family. But all I want, is to be with you forever." Fara said as she leaned her head against the chest of Riyan's field.
"You must learn to be wiser as Oma says. Now you're not just a princess from the Permana family. But you too are my wife who must come with me wherever I go." Said Riyan while rubbing Fara's back lovingly.
"Yes Mas. I'll go wherever you go. But the one I ask for, don't you ever hurt my heart now and forever." Fara said those words while tightly hugging Riyan's body.
Hearing his wife's request, Riyan immediately felt guilty for his attitude during this time which always made Fara hurt. His cold attitude is also an ego that always dominates him, has made him a man who is strong towards women who have sincere love him. While tasting Fara's head, Riyan began to mutter in his heart.
"I'm sorry I always hurt you. I've made you shed tears often. But I promise to make you happy now and forever. My heart and mind are only you. Be an angel in my life." Riyan spoke in his heart with all his earnestness.
"Mas, you don't want to have children?" Fara asked without looking at Riyan who was immediately confused to answer.
"Mas, are you quiet? Don't you have any intention of having a child from me?" Fara asked again while letting go of Riyan's embrace.
"I haven't thought about it." Riyan's answer that made Fara's face look instantly turned flat.
Seeing Fara's facial expression, Riyan immediately took a deep breath while embracing Fara's shoulder. But Fara who was petrified, immediately brushed off her hand while turning her face to the side. But Riyan, who already loved him very much, tried to remain patient in dealing with his attitude. But he himself was confused as to what to answer.
"Mas, all those people are getting married to look for a child. But why don't you even think about it? Don't you want to have a child from me?" Fara asked with eyes that made Riyan go awry.
"Fara, all married people are not looking for children. For example, we both. Our marriage has no purpose. But the matchmaking deal from the parents." Riyan's answer made Fara even more misunderstood.
"So Mas does not want to have children, because Mas thinks that our marriage is without purpose? If so, why should we be together? I don't want to spend the rest of my life in a relationship with no purpose." Fara said with teary eyes so disappointed to hear Riyan's words.
"Fara, you heard what I wanted to say! We got married without a purpose. But our love has led us to one goal of happiness. And having children is one of our happiness later." It was clearly Riyan who made Fara immediately look at him confused.
"What do you mean, Mom? Don't confuse me with all your words." Fara asked with a serious look towards Riyan.
"There's no need for me to explain at length. Because you also definitely will not understand. I just wanted to ask you something." Answer Riyan.
"What would you ask?" Fara asked while turning her face away.
"Gear me!" Riyan's orders while bringing her face closer towards Fara.
"What's..?" Fara replied as she turned to look at Riyan's face, which was already almost stuck with her face.
"Are you ready to have a child? Because to have children, we have to do that often. Are you ready for that?" Riyan's question that made Fara instantly speechless, with a face that could not be interpreted.
Hearing what her husband had just said, Fara who had been so demanding to have a child became hesitant at once. She could not imagine what would happen if she had to serve her husband every night. Because all this time, he always felt pain when it came to Riyan, who did have an extraordinary-sized weapon.