Love Me, My Husband!
Chapter 37

After the divorce talks yesterday, Naura did not come out of her room. Repeatedly, Pak Agus and Bi Eka came to his room to see his condition, because he was worried about the health of Naura, who however he had just recovered.

Although Naura had explained that she was fine, they still did not believe her talk and constantly came to her either asking for the conditions or bringing her food snacks.

The clock on the wall slowly showed at 3am, as Naura opened her eyes which felt so heavy. It had been a few hours since his quarrel with Adam but he still could not forget it.

Naura was used to the quarrels in her household. But this time different not less Adam again menggungkit about divorce which is the second time he said it.

"Am I going to break up with him? It was as if I had absolutely no place in his heart"

"From the beginning, it wasn't your place Naura was"

"Cannot be. I don't want to lose anyone anymore. I don't want to. Enough Mama who left me, I don't want to be alone anymore" Naura said as she bent her knees on the mattress with teary eyes

"Nobody left you. From the beginning you were Naura herself. How long will you live like this? You should have realized Naura"

"No.. No. gabe.. Stop over.. Adam is my husband and until then it will be like that"

"He doesn't love you Naura. No matter how much you love her, she will never repay you. Are these two years not enough? You've seen it clearly, the look of hate and disgust from him when you see you, do you think that's the gaze of someone who will love you? What's that like, Naura?" Nara's words filled Naura's mind

There is nothing wrong with those words. Naura knew it clearly. But no matter how he thinks, he still can not oppose his heart that with his goblokmya love Adam.

"You don't have to sacrifice constantly just because you don't want to see her hurt by Clara's lies. Because no matter how much sacrifice you make, it's of no use to Adam's eyes as long as he's with that woman"

"Enough Nara. If you do this to take over my body, then stop right now" Naura said, refusing to follow Nara's words

"Basically stubborn.. " Scoffs Nara before finally falling silent again

Naura who had no intention of crying was now slowly crying. Her tears fell without being able to hold her anymore. His hands tightly hugged his knees which he had bent earlier

"Once again myself.. " Murmured Naura lowered her head between her knees with tears still dripping down her face

Under these circumstances, his memory of his mother was slowly returning to his memory.

"Mama also left me alone like this. Likewise with Papa who seemed to forget me after the departure of Mama. Was I destined to be alone"

"Don't I tell you, stop giving your love to other people. You should receive love from them not the other way around" Nara said again after seeing the struggle of heart and mind from Naura

Naura, who could not bear to hear Naura's words, got off her bed and walked towards the drawer on the side table of her mattress.

With a panicked look on her face, Naura ransacked the drawer. There were several white bottles of sleeping pills in the drawer. Naura took one and poured 3 medicinal grains in her palm then swallowed it.

"What are you doing Naura? Do you want to kill me" Nara protested dislike of Naura's actions

Sipping 3 grains of sleeping pills, is already dangerous enough for him. The main reason why Nara chose not to forcibly seize Naura's body, was because every time Naura regained her body, she would do everything she could including taking sleeping pills.

After swallowing the sleeping pills, Naura returned to her bed, lying in a curled position holding both knees.

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The next morning, Naura who fell asleep after taking sleeping pills did not wake up even after 1 pm.

Repeatedly Naura's phone rang because of a call from Dira who from morning tried to contact her but never got a reply.

It was only after 5 pm that Naura finally woke up after being awakened directly by Bi Eka who was so worried about her condition.

Something like this is not the first time this has happened. Since her marriage, Naura increasingly diligently consumed sleeping pills and over time this became a habit of Naura, especially after the arrival of Clara, which made Naura sometimes mengkomsumsuminya in excess.

"Still Bi.. " Say Naura to Bi Eka who came to wake her up while bringing food for her because she had missed her morning and lunch

"What about Adam Bi?" Ask Naura then

"Master has left for Non's office" replied Bi Eka

"Oh yes. Then I take a bath first Bi" Naura said and walked to the bathroom

Bi Eka who noticed the look on Naura's face earlier, felt a little concerned because of the pale face with eyes as moist as Naura which she believed because of her quarrel yesterday with Adam.

"Is Miss okay?" Bi Eka asked just before Naura walked into the bathroom

Naura then stopped and turned to look at Bi Eka with a slightly forced smile on her face "I'm fine Bi" Naura replied later

"But Non Naura doesn't look okay" Bi Eka said in her heart

The more he saw Naura's condition, the more he wanted to push her out of the house. The cheerful and kind girl ended up suffering in such a stifling house.

A girl who only craves affection from her husband, must swallow the bitter pain of marriage because of one-sided love.

"When will the Miss be basic, if this marriage is no longer worth maintaining" Gumam Bi Eka expressed her opinion after witnessing the twists and turns of the problems in the household

Although he basically worked for Adam's family, he still could not bear to see a girl like Naura who had been considered like his own child suffered like that. But even though he argues like that, he still can not express it for fear of hurting the feelings of Naura who is always optimistic in maintaining the marriage.

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Meanwhile, Naura who had entered the bathroom, still standing in front of the mirror noticed her face, especially in the eyes that look swollen because of last night.

"Aarrgh.. You really messed up Naura" Gerutu Naura squeezed her hair

He who was supposed to keep his appearance actually ended like that only because of his quarrel with Adam and continued with him who was even provoked by Nara's words last night.

"What should I do now.. I shouldn't be like this on a day like this "Say Naura was confused with regret