LOVE OR DEAD
CHAPTER XI: THE OTHER SIDE OF KAWAKI

I walked towards the station exit, saw Kawaki standing leaning beside the car smoking and wearing a black hat and a black hoodie. His trademark all-black clothes covered his pale white face. I approached him and stood quietly in front of him.

“You are really back, stupid” said as he threw away the cigarette butts that were in his mouth and stepped on the ground with his right foot.

“You were waiting for me, isn't it just as stupid” sniffed me.

Instantly he strangled me and banged my body against the side of the car. “Come in, very hot weather” said let go of me then get in the car.

I followed him into the car and put on my seat belt.

Along the way we did not talk and so quiet, he drove – ugs at high speed and broke through the – traffic signs several times. I don't know where we're headed, but I've risked myself this time. Not bothering with what he was going to do, his extremely rude treatment of me no longer surprised me.

We drive until the sun starts to set and turn into a night, as if we only spin – turn in the Hokkaido Area. We turned towards refueling. The cold aura within him seemed to crawl over me. We don't look at each other just looking ahead.

His cold and indifferent attitude seemed to him trying to assuage his anger. But why is he like that? Usually he immediately attacked me, even though I had been sitting next to him for – hours.

We stopped at my Chuo – Area, Sapporo. He parked his car and walked out, quite dark with minimal light and dim – dim. I felt like I was walking towards a temple. Why is the temple open at 9pm?.

There was a monk welcoming us in front of the temple courtyard.

“Am I going to be a victim for a ritual?” I said in my heart start thinking like – sorts.

“You haven't been here in a long time?” ask the middle-aged monk to Kawaki.

“I was quite busy with many missions given to me” replied Kawaki.

“Who is this girl, your friend?” ask the monk back.

“He's not my friend, he's mine” Kawaki replied as he clasped my finger.

The monk smiled and let us both in.

I could only shut up and follow Kawaki into the temple without protesting with his words about me which were his. I'm trying to observe this situation.

The monk lit the incense, Kawaki put his hands in front of his chest in a praying position while sitting on his knees. The person who is the last – of this end persecutes me continuously, can pray to the gods. It was amazing this time, I was watching Kawaki sitting next to me praying. Seemed so wise with the stillness of the night that felt thick in the temple hall.

Kawaki arrived – suddenly turned to me, “Don't just look at me, pray that I don't kill you”.

“Can – usually you say such terrible things inside this sacred temple, true – is really hard to believe” lamented.

After praying, Kawaki sat down with the monk facing out toward the temple courtyard on the outskirts of the hall.

“Will this mission take a lot of lives?” asked the monk sayup – sayup heard by me who walked – streets in the courtyard.

“I will conquer the Aihara clan, there will be nothing left if they fight” Kawaki replied.

“So many sins you have committed, are there no options for you to live a better life?” asked the monk while looking at Kawaki so deeply and sadly.

Their conversation was a conversation between family members, deservedly the monk was very close to Kawaki. I felt like the life Kawaki lived was quite dark, that was my analysis while from the chat between the two of them.

Kawaki said goodbye to the monk.

“Back when you have free time” said the monk kindly.

“Baik”.

The monk approached me and held my right hand with both hands.

“Patience with Kawaki attitude, maybe he looks scary but he is actually a good boy” said the monk to me.

I can only smile even though I want to say that I need help to be able to get away from this bren%L$k child.

“Don't listen to him, let's go home” Kawaki said instantly pulled me to leave the temple. I still looked back seeing the monk smilingly staring at us leaving.

The other side I found of the cold male – with sadistic eyes, he could still pray to the gods. I don't know what kind of life he lived until now, until he grew up without feeling. At first I felt sorry for him.

In the car, when he started the car engine arrived – arrived my hand touched his face. Honestly, this is out of my control, that pity makes me stupid. I pulled my hand from her cheek, but was caught with her hand.

“What is this?” tanyakanya.

“What...” replied I was confused trying to release my wrist.

“Are you trying to tease me?” tanyanya back.

“Unlike what you think” firmly me.

“Do not try it, I am not interested in you. You are just my toy, don't try to cross the line” he said with a sharp look at me.

“I know, I don't have such silly thoughts” explained me.

We were silent for a moment feeling awkward but ended up with Kawaki starting to drive back from the temple. He took me home to my front house.

“Did you find out about me? Until Asahi and you know where my house is located” I asked to investigate.

“Does that matter to you, I just make sure where my toy position is” he replied ketus.

“Do not hurt anyone, if your target is me then stay focused on me. Moreover, my family and people – people closest to me, never hurt them. Consider this a plea from the bottom of my heart deep” I ask him while looking into his eyes.

His hand grabbed the nape of my neck, and faced my face so close to his. Staring at me with a cynical smile then whispering “I will focus on you, so stay in your position. I'll visit you back to have fun – happy”.

I got out of the car and saw his departure with a sad and angry look mixed, how long will he terrorize me?. Why should I be targeted, what does he see of me?.