LOVE OR DEAD
CHAPTER 37: BEING STUCK IN AN UNDERGROUND WARD

By 0200 in the morning, Kawaki took me into a magnificent house with traditional Japanese designs. Kawaki stuffed my mouth with a cloth rope. Upon arrival in the basement garage, we both walked down a long dark hallway with slightly dim yellow lights stuck to the walls along the hallway. Enju and Jiro go outside to smoke and keep watch.

I was pushed into the ward there was a bed made of iron, and a single-size white mattress. No windows, very stuffy air there is only a spinning hanging fan in the sky – sky. There was a long brown sofa looking shabby. Medium-sized stainless cabinets and and toilets without doors.

“Consider your – days here, you won't be able to escape again. Even the Hokkaido conglomerate family did not dare to take you here” he said as he threw me on the bed.

I glanced at the door of the ward made of tightly sealed steel. I tried to rebel, but my hands were cuffed and even my mouth could not speak.

Kawaki opened the rope wrapped around my mouth as well as the handcuffs coiled around both my wrists, my breath hunting a pile of anger filling my head.

“Why do you have to kill Azura! You're right – right don't have a conscience” overflow my anger on him.

“He tried to block me, so it was appropriate that he died. The bully must be immediately destroyed before he continues – continues to be a barrier” he said while sitting on the sofa on the left of the bed facing the bed.

“Many innocent lives you kill, God will not forgive you” my curse.

“You believe in God, so ask for your own safety. Why do you care so much about her, has she been dating you all this time? After not being with the son of the Hokkaido conglomerate, you switched with him like that?” he also gave her dirty asumi.

“It is not your right to ask me about who I am currently dating. Whatever I do has nothing to do with you. Did you know, your life is very sad looking for pleasure over the suffering of others” I also began to get out of control.

“You tried to provoke my emotions, why? If I'm pathetic, what about you? Just think about how to make me happy, rather I can ease your torment” he said casually.

“Cih...I don't want to please you, you better kill me” reject me loudly.

“HAHAHAAHHAA..” She laughs.

I hate her laughing voice, I hate her expression. He came up to me and grabbed me forcibly. I curled up in his arms, our bodies lying on the bed. The hug tightened, so I couldn't move. Slowly – slowly she caressed my hair and whispered to my ears “After I am satisfied with you, maybe it is the end of your life. Your life is only I have the right to end it, then wait for”.

Then she licked my ear and kissed me across my neck to my shoulder and bit her.

“AARRGGGHHH!” screaming pain. Dracula tub he was right – bit me right until his tooth marks imprinted on my shoulder.

“This is a welcome sign in hell” he said with a cynical smile and left me. There was a door hinge on the lock by him, as well as the gemma sound of his footsteps leaving the ward.

I hold my shoulder that feels sore and there is still blood attached, “This wound is nothing with the death of Azura”.

I cried all night, curled up in bed reminiscing about my time with Azura. The good man was always smiling and talkative, my guilt deepened. Until it makes my chest tight.

The next day….

Kawaki sits in one of the zabutons in front of the dining table with his 16-year-old stepbrother Kanon, stepmother and 45-year-old uncle Isogai. As usual, they eat traditional Japanese style, sit around the table and hold a zabuton (a Japanese-style sitting pillow).

The morning was always quiet at the dinner table, with no one to say a word or say hello to each other. They focus on eating that's the tradition of the Endo family.

After all finished eating, Kawaki's father asked the boy – lakinya was not moving away.

“Last night you killed another man for that woman?” ask Dad.

“He prevented me from bringing my hard-earned toy, it made me angry” I'm Kawaki.

“I like her because I hate her arrogance too much, her rejection, her bravery when she is just a weak jal@ng woman. It makes me want to have it more and torture it” explained Kawaki.

“Don't make the same mistake as me, your father feels the same way about your mother. The more attractive he is, the harder he is to control. In fact, the forced thing will still not be able to have all of” added Kawaki's father.

“This feeling is just a moment, I will handle it myself. Once I am satisfied with it, I will throw it away soon” Kawaki said calmly.

He knew how much it hurt to live in his mother as a child, to be a child he had never loved and hoped for by his own mother. Kawaki grew up with a dark side formed from his childhood wounds.

Kawaki then meets Asahi in the room, Asahi gives my suitcase to Kawaki.

“Young master, this is Miss Chiyo's suitcase. Where should I put it, or I give it to him?” ask Asahi.

“Let it be here, I will give it” replied Kawaki.

Kawaki then opened my suitcase randomized – ngacak contents in the form of some clothes, make up, phone and wallet that has an identifier and some cash.

He met me in the ward and put my suitcase in the corner of the room.

“Mandah, today we need to have fun – happy” he said by standing leaning against a wall near the door.

I ignored him and stayed in bed.

“Should I help expose you?” tanyanya while watching me.

I still ignored him and stayed in my position.

Then he violently carried my body, I tried to break away.

“Let go of me, what do you want to do!!!” my yelling.

In the turn of the shower faucet and in the tear of the t-shirt I was wearing so with a bra that covered my chest the hook was forcibly opened. I kept screaming under the shower from above my head. I smothered my chest with both hands, for the first time I was half late@ng and saw someone else.

“Why be ashamed, don't turn your back on me. Isn't this what you want to show me, jal@ng!” he said indecent.

I faced the wall and stood on his back. Behind him he observed my wet back naked. He touched the cigarette burn scar he once smeared on me.

“You are right – right Chiyo, there is a beautiful mark on your back. Or you want to play the role of Yoshiko again, your kiss was quite good. Choose anywhere, I will still feel entertained” he said to make me more disgusted.

“Basic breng$ek!” I looked at him sharply.

She then grabbed my hair pushing me to the floor. He stood on top of my body then kicked me many – times. I could only curl up on the floor covering my chest. After she was satisfied, she came out of the bathroom and left me alone in the ward. Without a word – says he has already started his action to torment me.

This is the beginning of the oppression I have received, whether until when I will be sealed here. I could only cry in silence.

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