LOVE OR DEAD
CHAPTER 59: MISFORTUNE

A meeting between the two families was held today at Endo's residence. Before the event Kawaki wearing Yutaka (kimono dress for men – japanese men) colored navi came to me to the underground ward.

Her cold and flat face as usual greets me, “Chiyo I came to satisfy you”.

The – words that came out seemed to crawl all over my body, I knew he would touch me like the last time we met.

I broke the bowl that was on the table, the rest of my food “PYARRRR!!!”.

“Don't come any closer, or I'll kill myself” threatened me with a sharp look of eyes staring at Kawaki standing before him.

“You want to die, do it. I want to see how the roars of your parents saw your dead” he started trying to control me.

My hands shook at his words and my feelings wavered a little, but I rounded my courage and I scratched my neck slowly until the blood started to drip.

“Do you think I'm easy for you to control? You ruined my life, tortured me, held me captive to the point of disfiguring me. Now which grief do you think you're going to inflict on my parents? My body? Maybe they will be sad for a few days but honestly they have been destroyed since I separated from them”.

“That's it, so now you want to show me a suicide show. What about Hiroshi who came here today, seeing your corpse would drive him crazy. I'm sure he won't rise after your death in front of his eyes” Kawaki affected me and caught me off guard.

Instantly seeing that there was a gap to approach me, he immediately rushed to snatch the broken bowl I was holding beside my neck.

“PLAAAKKKK!!!” a slap landed on my face.

“Although you lost your sanity, stay alive because your life and body are mine” he said as he lifted my body and shouldered it to his right shoulder.

“Let go of me let me die! Fucking animals!” my screams echoed throughout the underground passageway.

Kawaki takes me to his room, crossing an old man wearing the same Yutaka. He was Kawaki's father for the first time to see his face.

Kawaki lowered his head saluted then passed, I looked at him from Kawaki's back. He looked at me who was crying.

“Please me!” I shouted for help, the look in his eyes was exactly the same as Kawaki looking at me.

Then in silence she turned her face away from me, that expressionless flat face made her realize that both of them were just as heartless.

Entering the room, he threw my body on the bed. With blood dripping from the wound on my neck, I just smothered it with my hand.

“Be quiet, I'll treat you” he said carrying a P3K box.

I clap her hand which grabs my neck, then she ties both my hands back. Pulling my hair up until I look up, and then cleaning it up Lukaku and treated.

“It's just a scratch, the incision is not deep. If you want to bully me do it with totality, scratch it so deep that your neck is almost broken”.

After treating me, then he threw the matching colored kimono he was wearing towards me.

I let go of both hands, and I immediately tried to slap him but stopped. He easily read my movements, grabbed me and kissed my lips violently.

“Your level is below me, your movements are quite legible. If you want to beat me then raise your level, movement speed is one of the power that must be in the fighter” he said then release my body.

“Prepare, wear it and help the servants to prepare the banquet. Ryota family will come today to determine the wedding date” order Kawaki.

“What is your motive for asking you to do it?” shoot me.

“I'm just showing that you mean nothing to me, you're just a jal@ng serving me. Don't talk too much, just do my orders. After the engagement, I will return it to your parents” Kawaki said and left me.

After I put on the kimono, a waiter came in to me.

“Your name is requested to go to Miss Kanon's room to serve teh” the waiter told me.

I followed the waiter to Kanon's room. I went into a room as spacious as Kawaki's, but more feminine interior design.

Kanon is already wearing a kimono patterned with Sakura flowers, very beautiful.

I ventured to him looking at him from behind and greeting him.

“Hai...old time we didn't meet?” my broom.

“Are you good – fine?” he answered my greeting while looking at me with a cold face.

“Pretty good” I said lie.

“I hate that you look at me like that, I don't need to be pitied and this is an important day for me you should welcome him with a smile” he told me.

I couldn't hide my sadness over her, I walked up to her and hugged her.

“I'm sorry I couldn't take care of you that night” I said with regret.

“Is that why you look at me with pity? As long as he doesn't burn me alive – life is better” Kanon said making my heart more sad.

He didn't welcome my embrace, I let go trying to cover up my grief. I know his feelings are getting hurt the more compassion I give.

“My brother has done it to you for sure it hurts you more.

I could not answer his words as if my tongue was stifled, he knew I was going through something as bad as his fate.

“My brother definitely did not use safety when doing it” he said to make me surprised he knew.

“Because he didn't want to let you go after my engagement in the title, then he did it to pull you back. He will try to give the seeds into your womb the successor of the Endo” clan Kanon told me.

I was sitting limp on the floor, how stupid I didn't think that far.

“Effort to save yourself, I have no power to save you if the conditions are that complicated” Kanon warned me.

“What should I do, if that happens? I don't want to contain the seed of the beast” I also lament my poor self.

“As long as it doesn't happen, don't think. Try your best to keep your distance with Kawaki” Kanon advises.

Arriving – arrived the sound of our steps entering the room, Kawaki approached us.

“What are you discussing?” ask him cynically.

“No” replied Kanon.

“The family of the men has come in the meeting room, hurry to go there” said Kawaki who looked at Kanon dislikes.

Kanon got up from her seat and walked towards the room that her brother meant. Kawaki pulled me up from the floor and followed Kanon.

When I passed by a waiter carrying seafood, I somehow felt nauseous.

“Woman let go of my hand.. I want to puke” said I let go of her hand.

“UEKKKK...UEEEEKKK” I finally threw up in the corner of the hallway.

“Why you? You don't like the smell of raw seafood?” asked Kawaki who was standing looking at me vomiting.

“Entahlah..bauannya make me nause” said me limply, as if all my stomach contents out all.

“Or you're pretending – pura to avoid this meeting” chirps Kawaki looking at me cynically.

“How can I...” I said cut off, my vision darkened and I lost consciousness.

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