LOVE OR DEAD
CHAPTER 55: THE WORD CANON

My body that was still very weak with inflamed wounds all over was exposed to the incoming sunlight filling the room, but I started to lose consciousness. As if my body was stricken with fever, I could only curl up in the room enveloping my body.

Kanon entered finding myself helplessly lying on the bed with a blanket.

“Are you good – fine?” ask Kanon to make sure.

I can't answer, my tongue my eyes twitched – fireflies. Kanon scanned around, she got her brother's shirt that was on the floor and his belt. In the window of the blanket that wrapped my body, “SREEEETTTTTT!”.

Kanon was surprised to stare at the wounds all over my body, the inflamed red wounds to the blue. Then he wrapped me back in, holding my forehead. Seeing my pale face and sweaty body, I immediately asked one of the guards at the front door to buy him a fever and scratch medicine.

“What have you done until my brother is this angry?” askinya.

I don't answer just keep closing my eyes and holding back the pain.

It didn't take long for the guard to bring the medicine from the pharmacy, Kanon opened the parcel containing the medicine on the table next to the bed. Arrived – arrived Kawaki entered the room.

“What are you doing here?” tanyanya looked at Kanon not like.

“I want to help treat him, if this continues he will die” Kanon said.

“Go away, don't interfere and he's my business. Life and death are not important” Kawaki said firmly.

Kanon looks at Kawaki in silence, from the scent of his brother's body he knows his brother came home from staying up late at night club or bar. The smell of cigarettes and alcohol was so concentrated, with Kawaki's cold face staring towards Kanon.

“Don't mind him, just take care of yourself. Just focus on your engagement plan. Don't disturb my toys, remember your limits. That burn should teach you to know yourself” Kawaki said reprimanding his sister.

Kanon then got up from her seat and left me with Kawaki in the room. Behind the door he clenched his hand, he realized he could do nothing.

He decides to go to the pool, initially wanting to ease his feelings for Kawaki but meets Hiroshi in the hotel lobby.

The two looked at each other and then said hello.

“You're named Hiroshi right?” kanon's greeting is a bit awkward.

“True, we met last night” Hiroshi said in a friendly manner.

The two sat by the pool, trying to get along with each other.

“What is your relationship with Chiyo?” ask Kanon straight to the point.

“Did you not get any stories from your sister?” Hiroshi asked back.

“We are not that familiar to exchange stories” honest Kanon.

“So yes, actually I was Chiyo's future fiancee two years ago but was thwarted by your brother” Hiroshi explained calmly.

“I'm sorry, had to reveal that unpleasant story” Kanon felt bad to hear it.

“What's wrong, you really need to know so that in the future we are more open” said Hiroshi.

“It looks like you are a good person, even though I am the younger brother who stole your future fiance but you can still be this friendly” I am Kanon.

“Are you forced to get engaged to me to release Chiyo?” ask Kanon.

“True, I'm sorry I said the real” Hiroshi replied.

“He cannot be saved except to die, I say this to you not for the purpose of discouraging you from letting go. But I just want to realize that what you're doing is very difficult, because Kawaki is already obsessed with Chiyo. He will do everything possible to keep Chiyo by his side” Kanon giving a poignant explanation.

Hiroshi could only give a pushy look at Kanon's words.

“The more you try to let go, the more he will be tormented by the madness that Kawaki feels. You should know your steps have an impact on the safety of Chiyo” Kanon said after the conversation.

Then he decided to leave behind Hiroshi who was stunned to hear all his explanations. Hiroshi was frozen in front of the pool while contemplating the steps to be chosen, as if all of Kanon's words showed how terrible Kawaki he was currently facing. The wrong move will make Chiyo suffer even more.

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Kawaki who was looking at me in pain just smiled, she took off her clothes and took a shower to the bathroom. After being refreshed, wearing only a bathrobe, he lay down beside me. Hugging my body then whispering, “Sleep, I'm so sleepy”. Then he fell asleep on my back with his left hand curled to my waist.

Even at night Kawaki realized that my body temperature was getting hotter, he rushed to open the blanket that wrapped my body. On the finish of my clothes, he patiently applied the saleb to the wounds all over my body. I who have been helpless@ng can only be sprawled without responding to it.

Then I was helped to take some pills to relieve fever and pain and heal from the inside. After that she covered me back up, stroking my hair gently. With an incomplete awareness, I could see Kawaki looking at me affectionately.

A glare I got from him made me even more horrified. His constantly changing and uncontrollable attitude gave rise to a fear that began to grow into me.

My gradual condition of – gradually improved thanks to Kawaki taking care of me day by day. Kanon was not allowed to enter to visit me, only Kawaki who every day took the time to come to take care of me. Whether it was his guilt or sympathy or just another side he wanted to show me.

After three days have passed…

Kawaki came home smelly with alcohol, entered the room without saying a word. Removing the jacket and t-shirt he wore, on his forehead there was a wound hores and the left abdomen there was a bandage attached.

“Why do you compare me like that, this is not the first time you saw me get hurt” he said who threw his t-shirt on the floor.

I did not respond, I just sat in bed with my whole body covered.

“Now it is your turn to serve me, for – days I took care of that body. At least your injuries have improved, now I need the rewards” he said with a cynical smile to me.

He took off the denim pants that he was wearing, so I could see his body was wearing only d@lam pants.

DHEGS!

“What will he do this time to me?” I murmured in my heart.

Then he pulled my blanket “SREETTTTTTTT”.

Throw it on the floor, then pull both my legs up to flank her waist. I took off all the clothes I was wearing by force.

“Do not….Kawaki, isn't my body unattractive to you. So what are you trying to do to me!!!” I shouted while struggling and releasing myself.

In silence Kawaki just smiled and continued to tear and disarm all my clothes.

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