LOVE OR DEAD
CHAPTER VI: CONFESSION OF HIROSHI

A week after the Sapporo beach…

I was standing behind the middle room door, eavesdropping on the conversation between the police, mother, father and Hiroshi. They were sitting in the middle room talking about the development of the investigation of the case that happened to me.

A middle-aged policeman was sitting facing my father in a white shirt and black trousers reporting.

“We have traced all the CCTV from the hospital to all the way to the Sapporo beach as well as the King X – Golden night club. The red car according to the license plate is a rental car with a fake license plate. The riders were wearing all-black clothes and we had a hard time identifying – of each of their faces. It's just that there is 1 CCTV recording in the hospital gate area where it appears Miss Chiyo came out of the car. However, the face of the driver of the car is not visible on the recording”.

“Hmmm... then what is the conclusion?” ask Dad.

“Sorry this case will be stuck or dismissed due to lack of evidence – buidan” replied the police while bowing their heads.

“Didn't this rush – to close this case, you guys should be more careful and look for witnesses – witnesses” said Hiroshi who did not accept the decision of the police.

“We have done as much as we can” added the police.

I just held my hand to calm her down, I knew she was pretty upset.

I walked away from there and could only sigh deeply.

“Huft...”.

They are a Yakuza group, everything they do is covered so perfectly. Manipulating CCTV even witnesses – witnesses, it will not be easy for me to get Kawaki caught.

I sat in front of our cake shop called “MOMO MICHI” which is adjacent to my house. While looking at the customer who passed by, arrived – arrived Miyaki one of our cake shop waiters patted my shoulder. He sat down in front of me and handed me a cake made by his girlfriend Hitachi.

“Why did I notice you frowning so much, eat this cake. Special made by Hitachi, try” he said showing off his lover's intelligence to me.

2 Pieces of brown manju cake served on a light blue plate.

“I have no appetite, my head seems to break it feels” my grumbling while patting the cake that is right on the table in front of me.

“What the heck do you think, a high school boy like you must be thinking of a girlfriend just”.

“You know what, I was right – really feel my mood is bad once”.

“Have not thought about it, you better take Hiroshi road – way to relieve your fatigue. Soon his vacation period is over and he will return to Tokyo to continue his medical studies it” his advice.

“Oh yes, I forgot my plan to play with Hiroshi” said I just realized soon he will leave.

“Look what was talked about came as well, take you away mumpung both of you holiday” added Miyaki, an adult woman in her 30s who is so feminine and likes to wear bando.

Hiroshi approached me with a smile and I accepted his arrival with joy.

Miyaki then realized to get up from her seat and allowed us to talk.

Hiroshi gently rubbed my head and scrambled – shreds of my hair.

“How are you today?” tanyakanya.

“Hmmm.. good and excellent” replied me.

He looks so mature, straight black hair with the style of contemporary hair, his body is taller than me, his skin color is so clean, his nose taper, his face is perfect, his eyes that always shine always make me feel at peace. He should always be considered by the women around him. A person who is very friendly and polite, striking wherever he is. I don't know why I'm so jealous of the woman who's going to be her lover.

“Do you not feel bored at home continue, I know you definitely want to play out” the fishing line.

“Where will you take me if I get bored? Now asking my mother for permission is very difficult, huft ..” grumbled.

“I have asked permission to take you to Shirogane Blue Pond” he said.

“Really?! Hua.... let's go now!!!” I got excited and pulled him out of the cake shop.

Shirogane Blue Pond or Aoiike blue pond is one of the tours that are often visited by local and foreign tourists. A natural beauty is a blue pool surrounded by trees. It was the first time I went with Hiroshi to that place, as if going on a date together. Hempas thought was – was about Kawaki the heartless vampire. It's time to enjoy my vacation.

We set off in Hiroshi's blue sedan, while in the car we sang along to the song from the radio where our favorite anime ost was played. The blue sky and white clouds so brightly decorated our trip.

Upon our arrival at the Shirogane Blue Pond parking lot, Hiroshi picked up a blue couple hat from the dashboard of his car. I was surprised that she prepared it, and she put the hat on to me and herself. Is this a dating trip?. I was misbehaving. All this time he never did that.

We also walked – streets in the area around the pool, Hiroshi with his digital camera hanging from his neck started shooting the scenery around.

“Chiyo.look here” said while aiming at me with the camera he was carrying.

I turned to him and smiled and did not forget my left finger to form the letter V. Honestly I tried to be cute in front of him, but I was right – really very embarrassed of my own behavior.

We paused for a moment and stood facing that blue column, it was so beautiful. I was so impressed that I saw its beauty.

“Ya...” sahutku who stands beside him.

“Do you, her smile has been dazzling for a long time. Since the first time I saw you where you were fighting in the park at that time, even though you lost you still smiled with satisfaction even though you could only hit your opponent once. It made me realize, that there is a smile of defeat as charming as it” he said.

“Hah..” I was surprised to hear that.

He kept staring straight at the pond and continued his words.

“I was the last child, where I was required to be perfect like my sister –. Makes me grow full of pressure and try my best. When I met you, I realized I need not be afraid to be imperfect and lose to my brother –. There's still a fluffy smile that should come up for the hard work I've done”.

I listened silently, never once did he speak of his weakness to me.

“Chiyo... Thank you for being present in my life and making my steps feel light. Although you are lonely, you always try to find your happiness. You dare to step whatever risks you have to bear. For some reason your existence is like a magnet to me, the more I am with you the more I feel the braver to step up. Although you are younger than me but I feel you complete me”.

The word – said very deeply, I looked at his face so seriously. I've never seen it that serious, the other side I haven't known.

“That night when I couldn't find you, I was so frustrated. I just realized that I can't live without you. I don't want it to happen again, I feel like I want to keep you by my side. I was right – right scared of losing you”.

He turned his eyes to me gently and held both of my hands.

“Chiyo...would you be my girlfriend, maybe this looks rushed – hut but I've thought about it long enough. Whatever your decision, I'm ready to accept it. Even if you reject me nothing will change in our relationship. I'll stay by your side” he admitted.

Spontaneously I nodded my head and said “Alright, I received”.

As if struck by lightning during the day, I get a dating request by – men who have always been there for me all this time. Despite all my feelings of admiration for him, he was one of the – only destination numbers I contacted when I was in a state of joy and sorrow.

Years – years in a close relationship like sister – big brother, makes me never think will be his lover. Maybe it was because of her attitude that treated me like her sister.

Flash On's…

Hustle and bustle celebration graduation High School, I who wear Junior High School uniform carrying a bouquet of flowers looking for Hiroshi amid the crowd of students – High School students.

Hiroshi was being mobbed by his younger siblings and – friends of his class to ask for photos together. I tried to move forward but the insistence of the girls made me unable to reach it. I realized she was very popular at school, I saw many students taking turns holding her hands and posing for pictures. There were even those who hugged him forcefully, Hiroshi could only spread his friendly smile to all.

I took a step back and abandoned my intention to approach him. But when I turned to him arrived – arrived there was a hand that pulled me away and ran away from the crowd. Hiroshi with a smile he invited me to run away from the – schoolgirls. The hysterical screams of his fans were heard “Hiroshi... Hiroshi Senpai...!!!”.

Upon arrival in a quiet place, with breath gasping – middle we also sit on the grass while laughing. “HA...HA...HA...HAA......!!!”.

“Congratulations on your graduation” said as I thrust the flowers that I had brought to her.

“Thank you, the flowers are so beautiful” he said by taking my gift flowers from my hand.

Then he embraced me and said “I'll treat you to a good meal today, prepare your stomach”.

“Hore... I will eat as much!” sahutku Happy.

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In a cafe with some male – friends Hiroshi, we sat down for lunch together.

“Wah you are so sweet, may I ask for your phone number?” said the – fabulous-haired man sitting next to me.

Hiroshi who had just taken a drink, immediately clapped his friend's hand.

“Get rid of your naughty hands, he's my sister don't like – like” he threatened.

“I am a sister-in-law candidate, then let give way to our relationship” whine while other friends – laugh at his silly behavior.

Hiroshi then embraced me who had already bribed food.

“Chiyo don't ever believe in this bad brother – brother, just trust me. I will drive away the wolves – these young wolves” he added.

I nodded and others protested “HUHUHUHUHU..”.

Flash Off's…

Returning with Hiroshi who was in front of me, he immediately hugged me after hearing my answer. Such a warm embrace, I also welcomed her embrace.

After that our gazes collided, my heart was beating very tight.

His hands held my face, his face close to mine. I closed my eyes and pulled my hat over my eyes. To be honest, we were very wrong at the time. I thought because of her nervousness maybe a romantic scene wouldn't happen to me.