LOVE OR DEAD
CHAPTER 21: HIROSHI'S FEELINGS

I called Dad, in a calm tone I was lying.

“Hallo...dad, it's Chiyo”.

“Oi...Chiyo... how about your holiday?”.

“Very nice, I'll be home today”.

“Good boy, heart – hearts on road”.

“Yes dad, thanks”.

“KLEK..” I stopped the phone. Then I gave the phone to Ryota's sister.

“Then, excuse me.Help enjoy this wonderful day” Ryota said as he bounced his eyes and then left the room.

Kawaki and I stared at each other, two glances throwing resentment at each other.

“PLAAKKKK!!!” I slapped Kawaki.

“Actually what's my fault with you?! Why do you have to do this to me!!” I shouted hysterically withholding my tears.

“Why, isn't this a fun activity from so many games we” said he smiled up to stand up to take a goodie bag of mine that contains a new shirt that I bought yesterday.

“Why are you dragging Hiroshi in this, you outrageous” angry me.

He threw the goodie bag, took a cigarette at the table and lit it and smoked in front of me.

“I didn't invite him, he himself came. Why, are you disturbed? That's how interesting he is, until the kiss from me makes you angry. While you receive a kiss from him looks happy” he explained.

DEGH'S…

To my surprise, he drove me to the station to see Hiroshi kiss my forehead. His face was clearly angry, was he jealous?.

“I hate you” I said with all my anger.

I rushed to the toilet, holding back tears that had been piling up on my lower eyelids.

I came out, Kawaki still standing smoking staring towards the toilet door.

“I'll take you home” he said flat.

“I don't need uscar” reject me.

“You will not be able to get out of this room, other than with me”.

“Based breng$ek!!!” my screams growled.

On arrival in front of my house, he grabbed me by the nape of my neck and brought my face closer to his.

“I hate you” I said softly.

“I don't care, you're still mine. Never try to play with others, jal@ng”.

Then he kissed my lips violently, then released me in silence.

I got out of the car, without looking at him again. It felt like my day was so ruined, I still remembered Hiroshi's gaze.

I threw my body on the bed, looking at the sky – the sky tried to calm itself with all the way marut stuffed my head.

The next day Hiroshi came to my house and invited me to speak in the garden near the house.

We sat on the edge of the park staring forward, felt – male men next to me very foreign.

“Sorry I” he said starting the conversation.

“I who should be sorry can't come yesterday”.

“I feel so angry and hate not being able to do anything for you” he added.

“Nothing to do”.

“Kak Ryota told me about you in karaoke, until yesterday at the resort. He explained to me that you were dating Kawaki. I still can't believe it, because I know you're not that girl”.

“I'm confused what to say, honestly I thank you if you can trust me. But I feel our relationship will not be good – fine as long as I am still entangled by the breng$ek it”.

“Chiyo.. When I can't reach you, I feel really anxious. I don't know what to do without you, I feel like my life is empty. With you I can be myself, I like you a long time ago. Whatever and whoever you are”.

“But Hiroshi, I'm scared.”.

“Let's get engaged, I've decided to protect you. Last night, I already asked permission to father”.

I was surprised by Hiroshi's words…

“But this won't solve anything, I don't want you dragged away by my misfortune. Your family doesn't necessarily accept me with my condition like this”.

“Trust Chiyo.. as long as you have official status, my family will protect you. Please don't reject me, this is all I can do for us”.

Hiroshi immediately hugged me tightly, as if there was relief from the solution of the series of terror that I experienced. But it won't be easy, I'm afraid Hiroshi is in danger…

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