
[Buri, why have you been silencing me this morning?]
Raka's short message to Widuri was sent about ten minutes ago. It's just that, Widuri didn't reply either. Even though the message has been marked with two blue ticks, the message sign is clearly sent.
Raka of course felt very frustrated. Since Widuri's return to this village, they had a big fight. Raka, who was very surprised by the sudden appearance of Widuri, shook her mind, felt so dilemma of her own heart.
Yes, he's married. Runi was a wife who was besides gentle and kind. She's also very pretty. Runi is the only woman who has been able to make Raka's attention diverted from the pain of his heart due to being abandoned by Widuri suddenly. Only Runi was able to shift Widuri's position from her heart.
But after four years passed and Widuri reappeared before his eyes, suddenly Raka's heart wavered. His love for Runi began to oscillate even when the name of the new Widuri was echoed again by his beloved mother.
The first meeting between Runi and Raka after four years passed became the turning point of their relationship. Highlight the eyes of the two people with the past that has not ended explain everything. Widuri still loves him, very much. Bahman Raka, even though he has had a year of marriage with Runi, in fact his love for Widuri is still so real.
Long ago, Raka's message was not answered by Widuri. But the online status listed on Raka's phone screen explains that actually Widuri is currently reading the message.
[I haven't eaten, Duri. I starve. Stomach hurts.]
Again, Raka sent a message to Widuri for the second time. This time it was a whine.
[Eat first, Raka. Don't be like a child.]
One reply from Widuri instantly made Raka's smile expand. He wrote back a reply, though,
[I no longer have appetite.]
Shortly after, a reply returned to Raka's phone. Raka smiled again because even though he knew Widuri was angry due to jealousy, the girl still had such great attention on him.
[Don't be like that. Eat first, Raka. You will get sick later.]
Raka [I want to eat your cooking]
Across there, Widuri clucked in annoyance. He was feeling very irritated at Raka, but now the man - shamelessly - whined at her like a child, complaining that he had not eaten.
'Is he not married,? So where's his wife? Why should I take care of people's husbands?' thought Widuri was puffed up.
Widuri also replied so lazily. [I'm lazy to say it, Raka. I'm not cooking.]
Raka (typing with a disappointed expression because the response Widuri did not like he expected): [Yes, I did not have to eat. I am not hungry, either.]
Raka pressed the off button on her phone. Then he just put it on the nightstand, feeling very disappointed. He has rough hair. Not once did the shadow of Widuri disappear from his mind, but this time the girl did not even seem to care about him at all, unlike before.
But a reply from Widuri suddenly made Raka's joy rise again.
Raka (smiled widely while reading the message. He also typed in a reply.): [Now?]
Widuri: [Yes, now. Wouldn't you?]
Raka (screaming with clenched hands shuffling into the air): [Mau!]
As soon as the reply to the message he sent, then as fast as lightning Raka grabbed the key of his motorbike. He ran as fast as lightning until it looked like half-floating towards the parking lot of his motorbike. Then with enthusiasm, he rode his motorcycle towards the house of Widuri, fetching his idol.
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"You have a wife, Raka! You should eat at home, or take your wife out to eat! Not me!" Cela Widuri with a face look does not like. This time they were having lunch at a cafe in the opposite village, a little away from Raka's office.
Raka grunts rough. Soto meat that was sitting in front of him with smoke billowing it suddenly feels no longer good, but he just spent half a portion and his stomach still feels hungry. He lost his appetite. But what Widuri said just now, seems to be true. He could not deny or blame Widuri's accusations on him.
"I ... I always remember you, Duri! For four years gone, your shadow has never gone out of my mind. Just like four years ago. I still love you so much!"
"Lied!" sergeant Widuri fierce. He waited for a moment when a waitress came after bringing her food and drinks. He stared at all the food on his table with no taste.
The exam has passed. Widuri continued speaking in a low tone that sounded a little growling, "You always said that you still love me. But in fact, you're married, Raka! It might be true if your heart is still for me. But unfortunately, your body already belongs to Runi, that kind-ass pretentious geeky girl!"
Raka swallows saliva. His stomach was already very rumbling, but Widuri was slashing nonstop. His intention to eat well accompanied by the woman he loved apparently did not go along with reality.
"Duri ..." call Raka lirih. Looking at him, Widuri glanced at him with a wet netra full of tears.
Raka swallowed the saliva that felt choked in her throat. He continued, "Four years have passed, I think I can forget you. I'm looking for a way that I can erase your name from my heart. But, I can't. And this sense, even though I know that I'm married, is still the same, Duri. My heart still trembles every time I think of you!"
"But you belong to him! It's free you said you still love me. It's free you said you could never forget me! the reality is ..." Widuri let out a long sigh and then he exhaled violently. Her tears welled up, her emotions just overflowed. He continued, "... You're already married. I can't have you, Raka! All you're saying is bullsh1t!"
"I'm sorry I can't wait for you to come back, Duri! I know, I was wrong." Raka looked down.
"But, Duri. The marriage I have is not based on love. I'm not happy living with him at all. I still love you so much" Raka said with a face of compassion.
"What's? Not happy you said?" Widuri threw a disdainful look at Raka. He revealed a slanted smile because he did not believe at all what Raka had just said. He continued to speak by asking, "Then, what makes you happy, dear Lord Raka?"
"You, Duri. You're the only woman who can make me happy." Raka answered lirih.
"Huh? Is that true?!"
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