
"I'm serious, Duri!" raka is frustrated. "Please, don't doubt my feelings for you. I'm still expecting you!"
"Curtain! Save your bullsh1t words, Raka! I don't work with your seduction anymore!" Widuri grieves annoyedly. Her tears still flooded down her cheeks. Although he tried hard to hate Raka, but in fact he could not. His heart still wanted Raka, very!
"I'm not lying, Duri! I'm serious!" once again, Raka pleaded. The grate of regret was engraved clearly on his handsome face. Yes, he regretted that he chose to marry Runi, the woman he only made love when Widuri went to kill him.
"Stop your bullshit, Raka!" Widuri raised her hand into the air to prevent Raka from speaking again. He grabbed a piece of tissue to brush his nose that came out of the nose so that it disturbed him to talk. He continued, "When we first met, I thought you really still loved me. But in fact, I saw with my own two eyes how messy you and your wife were yesterday afternoon. You guys even called each other with the call 'honey'! Can you still say that your marriage is not happy? You think I'm stupid, Raka?! You think I believe? Huh uh?!"
Silent crackle. Both Raka and Widuri, both of them were both drifting in their respective thoughts.
"I'll never trust you again, Raka!" Widuri threw a sadistic look. "Aren't you the one who said to me a while ago, that my current return is too late?"
"I'm sorry. That's not true, Duri! What I said back then was only because I was too surprised to see you coming! It was just a momentary emotion!" said Raka menhiba.
"Bullsh1t, Jack! I can't believe it at all!" Widuri laughed with a discordant tone. He continued, "Do you know, Raka? I ran so far to run home to you. I still really hope that you will still be my home to go home to. But apparently, you have built a dream house with Runi. Forget me! Ignoring me! Left me! Then you think I still want to believe?! Your dream, Raka!"
Raka was speechless looking down, while Widuri was still so fiery. His breathing hunts, as if there are still many words that he has not been able to express to vent his anger.
"Eat first, Duri. From that time you have not eaten," said Raka while pulling a plate of rice orders Widuri.
Widuri smiled obliquely. He got up from his seat and suddenly said, "I'm not hungry. I'll go home first!"
Raka asked quickly as she saw Widuri stepping out of the arepa bench they were sitting on ordering food. Soto Raka rice has only been used up half a portion. Even Widuri had not touched a single food and drink that she ordered. And now, he's gone?
"Born, wait!" Raka leaped quickly in the direction where Widuri was stepping. He catches Widuri's wrist and pulls it hard to prevent the girl from leaving him. "Don't go first, I beg you! You haven't even eaten!"
"I don't have appetite, Raka. Seeing you, I'm nauseous." Widuri said sadistically.
Raka dumbfounded. The Widuri that was in front of him at this time was not the Widuri that he knew long ago. Widuri who used to be very gentle and loving towards him. The girl was never rude.
"Who are you going home with?" Ask Raka who is not willing to Widuri go home at this time. "You come with me, then come home with me too!"
"I don't want to be alone with a man whose heart doesn't know who, Raka!" Widuri spoke with her hands outstretched to the front of Raka's chest. He said with glaring eyes that highlighted frighteningly. "Try asking your heart. Who did you choose, Raka! Runi, that geeky chick, or me?"
Quiescent. Yes, only silence that Raka can show for now. His tongue is completely dumb. Widuri's question felt so entrapping, and she couldn't answer it.
"Well, right, right! You can't answer that, Raka!" Widuri crossed her arms while smiling sideways. He said slowly, "Maybe it means, that's enough. You belong to Runi. So, don't ever come near me again, Raka!"
"Then answer my question, Raka!" Widuri shouted full of emotion flaring in her eyes. "Who do you love more, me, or him?!"
Raka fell silent. He lowered his head, not daring to raise his face to fight the sharp gaze of Widuri towards him.
"Take me, Raka!" half crying, Widuri yelled in frustration. Raka straightened his face, he looked at Widuri who had shed tears.
"My jaw! Who do you love more, me or him?!"
Raka took a long breath. Slowly he let go, and he replied, "You, Thorn. I love you so much. Nothing can replace your place in my heart."
"Don't talk too good to me if you can't hold your words, Raka! As long as you are with her, then in my eyes, you still belong to that woman. And if indeed you prefer him over me ..." Widuri shrugged both of his shoulders simultaneously. He continued. He sighed then to free up the feeling of tightness that was squeezing his chest. " ... I'm self-conscious and I better go, Raka!"
"No, Duri! You're wrong! I've never preferred him over you!" raka pleaded. He grabbed Widuri's hand and held her tight and then brought her into his chest.
Disgusted at the feeling Raka's love confession sounded so bullsh1t in her ear, Widuri pulled her hand back to be free from Raka's grasp. But hearing what Raka said just now, he smiled obliquely. Although he could not immediately believe what Raka said, but at least he could judge how serious Raka was in the look of his eyes.
But of course, he needs proof! He cannot just accept persuasion alone, without something that can make him sure.
And on Raka's statement this time, of course he needs real evidence! Strong evidence, which could undermine his distrust of Raka's promises.
Widuri took one step forward. He brought his face closer to Raka's ear, then said with a barely audible whisper.
"Not much to say Raka! I need proof."
Short, solid, and clear. Widuri's speech sounded so straightforward in Raka's sense of hearing.
"What kind of evidence do you want from me, Duri?" Tanya Raka did not understand. "Come, tell me. Hm?!"
Widuri put on a slanted smile. He is looking forward to proving Raka, Raka is still very loving and willing to leave Runi, his newly married wife for one year.
Widuri said, "Prove all that you said, Raka! Prove to me that everything you said just now is not nonsense! Prove, if your words are worthy of my trust!"
"If not ..." Widuri bit her lip. Cheering softly with tears in his eyes, he continued, "I'll leave you, again."
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