
If time could be re-established. Everyone wants to repeat it. To erase the bad memories that were once in his realm. Bella wants to do it if she can. But it's very unlikely to happen. He just cursed his stupidity at that time. Why did he have to go to that place? Why should I get drunk?. If only he had chosen to return home, he would not have lost his chastity.
And now, Bella has to meet the man again. God, it feels like Bella wants to drown herself.
"Let's Bel, Habit is fond of dumbstruck" said Karin impatiently aware of Bella who had been meeting with Axel since.
"Yes" Bella went straight to the back seat because she felt that place was quite far from Axel.
Actually Axel was sitting at the front with Jofan who did not use the driver that day. In the second seat there are Diana and Bianca who always follow Axel everywhere. In addition to work problems, of course, want to approach. Although their relationship has not been made progress, but at least Bianca is still quite happy because it can be close to Axel.
After all boarding, Jofan immediately drove his car. The atmosphere in the car was very awkward. They are busy with their own thoughts.
"Oh yeah deck, you haven't answered my sister's question" Jofan said, breaking the silence in the car.
"Just take it!" Sahut Tiara is sitting behind with Bella Because Karin wants to sit in front adjacent to Axel.
"So?" Jofan glanced at his sister who looked like she was lazing around.
"I was again there was a social service event earlier in Rawa Panjang Village, Continue to want to go home but his car broke down" explained Tiara as if.
"You're from the landslide and the flood?" the question was asked by Diana to join in.
"Yes, and where are you guys from? How are the tumbens with Axel? Double date again, right?" guess Tiara instantly got a sharp glare from Axel, but she didn't notice it.
"Nga! Brother, there is another job with Axel here, Eh Brother-in-law you want to come, Yes Brother invite me, all holidays"
"Why did Bianca come too?" tiara asked again dissatisfied with her brother's answer. In his brain is guessing, if between Axel and Bianca it must be something.
"Haha, you're so funny Miss, I'm Mr. Axel's secretary, so if there's any work I'm in" Bianca deliberately replied because she saw Axel's uncomfortable face. He smiled wryly at that, Is there really not the slightest place for him?.
"Oh, I think you guys are dating, it's suitable, why not just be it" Tiara is indeed the type of person ceplos, he always expressed the contents of his head at that time.
"Suit according to Lo Ra, not necessarily their hearts match" said Karin did not agree it felt if Bianca and Axel were said to be a suitable pair. Because for him Axel was only suitable to be with him.
"Yes who knows Axel Kak there is a similar taste of Bianca, they will continue Deket, Not possible if there is no chemistry"
"Andini City!" jofan's voice calling Tiara by her full name is a sign that Jofan is being very serious.
"Hehe, I'm sorry Brother" Tiara said with a clumsy smile as she realized that she had misspoken. Moreover, he had seen Axel's face from the rearview mirror that looked annoyed.
"Next time don't talk!" Jofan warned.
"Yes yes, I'm a big brother who's a prankster!" tiara exclaimed with her crashing tone.
"She is not polite with Lo" said Jofan again glanced at his sister who now pura busy with her cellphone.
Axel chose silence no longer respond, but he was cool to look at Bella who was sleeping from the rearview mirror. Axel knew that the woman was just pretending. It is intentional to avoid it.
Bella herself chose to close her eyes tightly, pretending to sleep so that no one would disturb her. Even so, his ears remained alert and heard clearly Tiara's words just now. Somehow in her little heart she felt unwilling if Tiara said Axel and his secretary were suitable. But there's a truth, they always look the two. They may be hiding their relationship. Ah why should she think about it too, right now she is just eating and going home. The point!
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Axel POVs
After meeting Bella at Jofan's engagement last time. I feel my heart getting worse. Guilt kept haunting me as I imagined Bella's face crying desperately. I was confused what to do. I'm sorry, but maybe it's not enough to make up for my mistakes.
I was thinking about giving him some compensation for what I did. But after I thought, Bella could just get angry and hate me. But what do I care? It's not just me who's guilty here. He teased me first. I was just wrong to respond to him when he was drunk.
What can a man like himself do when faced with a body that is so ripe and seductive. Ah if I remember that night, it feels like my body is back on fire and wants to repeat it again.
"Damn It"
I was a little bit curious about Bella to my best friend Jofan when we got together. But I'm not so blatant. I can suspect him. Finally I got a little information about Bella who turned out to be eight years younger than me.
For two months I lived in Bella's shadow. I always dreamed of meeting him. My heart felt unsettled, and wanted to see that face again. I always imagined Bella's face when I made love to another woman. Yes indeed I am still living my bad habit of being a female player.
Especially lately my father has always urged me to formalize my relationship with Bianca. I don't love that woman. Although Bianca has always been kind to me, nothing has touched my heart. I think my head wants to break. I have to find a way out so that this match-up doesn't happen, I don't want to sacrifice another woman to become a victim of my past.
I finally decided to get Bianca to speak from heart to heart. I happen to have a project with Jofan in Bogor that makes me feel like it's a good opportunity to talk to Bianca.
"Bianca, I'm sorry if I interrupted your time off! Today I have a project in Bogor, can you...?" I contacted him this morning and was approved without protest by Bianca.
After reviewing the location for my project and Jofan, I immediately invited him to the restaurant first. Of course I chose a comfortable place to talk about this important matter. But the weather there was really bad because it was raining before I got to the restaurant. And it turns out there are other obstacles that have to delay my time.
That is Jofan's brother who said his car broke down and was in a location that was quite close to their current position. Finally inevitably me and Bianca come to pick up her sister because I took her car. A little unexpected to meet Bella at a time like this.
I'm pretty shocked to see Bella now. I looked inside Bella's face which she thought was thinner, her chubby cheeks were a little thin. His face also looked pale. The woman is sick, he thought. Why am I so worried about seeing her? Is he okay?.
What is this feeling? I never cared about anyone but my mother. But these? I was so worried about her? Is this that taste? A feeling I've long forgotten? Isn't this too soon to love?.
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