
Bella will never forget what she experienced that night. He will always remember every pain he feels. He also hoped that he would never see the man again. But when he woke up, the first person he saw was him.
"Hey..Already Woken?" the man's voice sounded so soft but Bella seemed to be unaffected at all.
"Go....I don't want to see you!" her screams were completely fed up with the man.
"Bella, I'm sorry" Axel said staring wistfully at Bella who was staring in anger at him.
"Gue said go! I don't want to see you!" bella shouted louder than before.
The shadows of last night's events still vividly remembered his recollection. How he screamed and pleaded but did not stop the man at all. Bella would love to cry if she remembered.
"Bella, I beg you not to be like this" Axel said as he became ill with Bella's refusal. He approached Bella who immediately inched back her body.
"Don't come any closer! Don't come any closer! I hate you.." Bella's screaming is getting hysterical.
"Sttts.. Bella darling. Calm down, son"
Seeing her hysterical daughter-in-law Tamara took the initiative to hug her. He tried to calm Bella down. I don't know what her son did until Bella got here like this. He gave Axel the code to leave. Although reluctant, Axel willing to obey the orders of his mother. Bella doesn't want to see herself anyway.
"Dear, Axel's gone. You calm down first, huh? not breakfast yet, right? What do you want to eat? Let me buy it" Tamara said withstanding her curiosity. He wants to distract Bella. She looked into Bella's puffy eyes because she had been crying since last night.
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After Bella's rejection at the hospital last time. Bella no longer wants to live in an apartment. Because her parents have not returned, Bella finally invited Tamara to stay at her home. Bella is actually reluctant, but because Tamara continues to force, she finally agrees.
For three days Bella lived in Indra Jaya. Bella was quite happy because her mother-in-law treated her very well, like her own child. Bella spends her time accompanying her mother-in-law in gardening. In addition, he did nothing because it was always forbidden on the grounds of exhaustion. Bella felt her body was fine.
During that time, Bella never once met with Axel. The man is lost in the earth. Good, thought Bella. He did not want to see his face. However, there was a slight sense that slipped in his heart that seemed to be looking for him. Sometimes Bella is confused by her feelings. He hates but misses too.
"Bella dear" Tamara is seen coming to Bella's room carrying a glass of milk.
"Yes?" Bella was a little surprised to see Tamara's mother.
"You didn't drink milk, did you?" tamara smiled a little.
She is now an overprotective mother to Bella. He always made sure Bella took vitamins and milk at the right time. He also always provides nutritious food to be healthy for the pregnancy of his daughter-in-law.
"God! I'm sorry, Bella's been bothering me" Bella said.
"It's okay baby, I don't feel bothered really" said Tamara so flexible, she wanted Bella not awkward when talking to him.
"Where? Did you eat?" tamara asked after Bella finished her milk.
"Bella's fine, ma'am" said Bella smiling faintly. "Maybe tomorrow, Bella is in school" he continued.
"Oh yeah? Not yet an exam?" Tamara just remembered that her son-in-law is still in school.
"Yet, maybe two more weeks" Bella replied.
Tamara stared at her daughter-in-law. He wanted to say something, but was afraid that Bella would not want to hear it.
"Ehm, Bella" Tamara sits next to Bella.
"Yes mom?" Bella looked at her mother-in-law.
"Bella, I didn't want to know what your problem was with Axel. But can you ask me something?" tamara said slowly.
"What's that?"
"How do you feel about Axel?" ask Tamara.
"No idea" Bella replied honestly.
"Everything is so sudden. We've never known him before. So if you ask how I feel? I don't know Mom. Because honestly I feel scared" continued Bella somehow want to tell a story.
"Fearful?" tamara frowned.
"Yes, I'm afraid Mom. Because after all, Axel and I will be separated after this child is born" Bella said.
"Started?" Tamara was quite surprised by what she heard.
"Yes, that was the deal. Axel will take this child away." said Bella lowered her face . Look at his visible stomach.
"Then what about you?"
"I mean mother?" bella asked confusedly.
"Are you going to keep quiet your son was taken away by Axel? After you take the trouble to give birth to her, and you'll give it to someone else? Do you want your son to call Mama to someone else?" tamara made Bella quiet.
"Maybe it's better. Because Axel doesn't love me either" Bella said in fact, very unwillingly. But to stay for what if Axel does not love him?
"Where do you know Axel doesn't love you?"
"He said it himself" Bella said, recalling clearly the morning Axel confirmed his feelings when last night they had just made love so hot. But Axel had the heart to crush the hope that he had put together.
"And you believe?" Tamara shook her head judging this Bella so innocently. He only knew that his son had loved Bella, only Axel still mixed his feelings.
"You know Bella, the difference between Love and Hate is very thin. Maybe just a thread. Love and hate leave memories in our own. I know Axel better than anyone" Tamara said.
"From childhood, Axel was always a good boy. He always followed what his father wanted. Maybe that makes him depressed to affect his attitude as an adult. Axel grew up to be a stiff and cold child. When she was a child, her son was the most cheerful at school" Tamara said turning grim considering what happened to her son. Especially lately he knows that Axel is very much a problem.
"Bella, maybe that's also what makes Axel unable to express his feelings. Moreover, men often show their love through actions. Maybe you haven't noticed. But I'm sure Axel loves you so much" Tamara said, holding Bella's hand as if to believe him.
"Why are you so sure?" bella asks, Can't believe Axel loves her.
"There's no reason for mum to be unsure" said Tamara smiling slightly.
"If she loves me, she can't just leave me here with mom. She also doesn't apologize to me" Bella said, upset that she remembered not showing good faith to persuade him.
"So you miss him?" moda Tamara saw Bella's annoyed face.
"Eh, that's not what I meant. Why he has no intention to make up. That's all" elak Bella with a reddened face.
Tamara only smiled faintly at her misbehaving daughter-in-law. A moment later, he said goodbye because the night was late enough.
Bella was still awake after Tamara's mother left her. She still thinks about what Tamara's mother said about Axel loving her. On the other hand he was eager to believe, but remembering what he did made Bella upset as well. But he also wanted to meet.
Well, the real definition of Hate but Miss?
HAPPY READING
TBC.
Photo Bonuses Bella and Axel