MARRIAGE BY MISTAKE
The Painful Reality.

Father is a valuable figure for every child, even girls often call his father as his first love. For the daughter of his father is a super hero figure in his life, a figure who often understands his feelings more than the people around him.

But for Nugraha himself Bella is second love after Mama. This day he deliberately took his time to accompany his daughter.

"I'm sorry Pa, I can't keep Papa's trust. Today I returned Bella as well as I asked her to. I just don't want him getting hurt with me. Axel's really sorry"

The words of his son-in-law when delivering Bella back remembered in his head. As a Papa he really knows what his daughter feels, but on the other hand he also does not blame Axel completely about the decision he took.

"Axel! You're really stupid!"

"You're the worst man I've ever known!"

"I hate you so much Axel!"

Bella spilled all her anger by shouting so loudly. His breath was breathless yet his heart was so relieved. He is currently on the beach. His father seemed to know what he needed. It turns out that there is no more sincere love than a father's love for his daughter.

"Happy?" Papa Nugraha came to watch Bella who was staring at the open ocean.

"Yes! Thank you Papa for bringing Bella here" said Bella gave her best smile.

Papa Nugraha smiled back. "How are you feeling?" asked Papa Nugraha glanced at his son.

"Udah was a bit relieved. But still there is something disturbing" said Bella tucked her hair tendrils that flew exposed to the breeze.

"Leaving for no apparent reason was indeed very painful. But sometimes we as men have their own considerations in making decisions" said Papa Nugraha made Bella look at him seriously.

"Did Papa do the same to Mama if there was a problem?"

"It could be, It is our Instinct as a man who does not want to make our partner worry" said Papa Nugraha again.

"Papa Belain Axel?" Bella slightly sneered at her Papa's words.

"No. Papa only speaks of Papa's experience. But it's up to you, 'cause you're the one who's going through. If it cannot be continued already. Let go if you want to let go, and fight if you still want to maintain. Don't stand in the middle, it'll hurt your own heart. Because in love there will never be half" said Papa Nugraha wisely. He didn't want to burden or hinder what Bella was doing. He as a parent will support if it is best for his child.

Bella was still silent in the silence of the night as her Papa's words swirled in her head. His heart was so confused how to behave. Finally the next day he ventured to come to their already quite abandoned house. But the answers obtained were surprising.

"Mr Axel has not returned home for a few days It's Non, Three days ago Go home also just change clothes and keep back again"

"He didn't say where Bi was going?" the question is a little urgent.

"No, I'm just saying tell her to clean her house every day, that's all" said Aunt Mauli, making Bella dissatisfied.

Bella thanked him and immediately entered the room that he had left long enough. The room where they spent time together. Bella's tears melt unknowingly, remembering that no one bothers her every night. His cold attitude was unpredictable. Her cute face as they play, everything about the man turns out she misses him so much.

Bella's gaze then turned to the small table beside the bed. There was one drug that he seemed to have seen. Bella takes it and observes the drug, Bella remembers if this drug is the same as the one she found in the apartment. Bella wondered what exactly was the drug? Why does Axel keep it?.

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Bella took the drug to the place where her father's friend worked. The relationship between the two is quite close and Bella also knows him. So it can be quite easy to make an appointment.

"This is a synthesis of amphetamine drug derivatives that are known for their hallucinatory and stimulant (energizing) effects. This type of drug is at high risk of abuse and can cause dependence. Where'd you get this? It's not being sold?"

"Drugs?" Bella is shocked to hear the doctor's explanation of the drug she met in Axel's room.

"Yes, this is an Ecstasy pill. This drug can improve mood, energy, appetite, and sexual arousal. However, when the effect ends, symptoms will appear, such as confusion, depression, anxiety, and sleep disorders that make users need additional doses" explained the doctor again made Bella shake her head.

Axel was a drug user? How could? Axel who always looks okay it turns out to have a terrible secret. Bella felt so guilty that she never understood what Axel was going through.

"Is this medicine dangerous?" ask again.

"When a person has used ecstasy for a long time, he will need increasingly higher doses to achieve the desired happiness. If the dose cannot be reached, for example if he stops taking ecstasy, he will experience the effect of breaking up the drug or sakau"

"Symptoms of drug withdrawal that can be felt include anxiety, confusion, fatigue, difficulty concentrating, to severe depression. This discomfort can make people want to continue using ecstasy until they eventually overdose. So this drug is very dangerous if it continues to be consumed"

Explanations about the drug that Axel consumed made Bella's body feel weak as if something hit her heart with a hard blow.

"This is what's best for you" she recalled how Axel looked at her with wounds. Her tears welled up imagining how Axel was thinking about his feelings above all else.

But there was something bigger like a tsunami wave breaking his heart into ever more ripples. He accidentally read the news online that made his whole body tremble.

"Latest update! The Secretary of the Navy is suspected of being fired because the scandal case is sticking!"

With a heart, Bella read all the news about her loved one.

JAKARTA, EveryDay.Com's. Alleged romance scandal between AL (25th) and his personal secretary was discussed on the microblogging site Twitter. Gossip on Twitter instead called the widely circulated video is a photo of the two while still in a relationship. Issues circulating, AL has fired his secretary after their video spread.

Until this news was written AL has not given any clarification at all. Netizens suspect that the video is indeed true is him.

Bella read all the news about Axel's name. Plus the spicy judgmental and cornering comments make it like getting a slap of pain that is unusually painful. Very-very painful.

"Rho? Lo where? I need Lo's help" He feels he's no longer able to hold this alone. He only hoped that Axel would be strong until the tsunami wave subsided.

"Be Strong's .. Be Brave's ...

Happy Reading

TB