
If asked what is so painful in this world? Karin will answer aloud if there is nothing more painful than seeing our loved ones choose someone else. Especially if it's someone we know very well. Karin's heart is so broken when she learns that the man she loves is married to her best friend.
I don't know what happened that got them both married. Karin doesn't want to know why. What is clear he can see that Axel loves Bella so much, proved when Karin accidentally saw Axel who was crying beside Bella. He also sympathized with what his best friend experienced, But to be ordinary it feels like Karin can not yet. His heart was still too sick to accept all of this.
"Lo want Bella?" tiara asked as they had just returned from Bella's child's funeral.
"Now?" Karin said inexplicably reluctant to meet her best friend.
"Yes, I'm not calm if I haven't seen him" Tiara said.
"What if tomorrow? Now it's cloudy, I also have to go back to school to get a car" Karin said, trying to push back in a subtle way.
Tiara looked at Karin who looked so glum. He knew his best friend must be very hurt. "Lo inget not the beginning we become friends?" tiara said suddenly.
Karin did not reply, of course she really remembered how the friendship of the three of them in the beginning. Back then they were actually mortal enemies, errata. He and Tiara are hostile to Bella because they think Bella is pretentious in her opinion.
"She's very hesitant to make us ilfil" said Tiara shaking her head given Bella's arrogant and spoiled attitude. Karin was silent.
"But your time in bully all-out with other grade children he even advanced first for Belain elo" continued Tiara again.
Karin's memory drifted while they were still sitting on the Junior High School bench. In the past, Karin's appearance was very different from now. Karin who used to be Karin the geeky girl who always wears thick glasses. Karin is often the moons because of its ancient appearance. It was only Tiara who wanted to be friends with him because their parents had been friends for a long time.
It seems like the case of Bullying has become commonplace for teenagers today. It became a frightening specter for a weak child and did not dare to resist.
"Lo know? Your face is actually pretty good. But it's a pity that your appearance is so clumsy. You can gnaw your hair, and throw away your tooth fence. Leave everything old. Suggestion only, if you change it maybe the children will not understand you. Make them realize that you can be better than what they say"
Bella's words at that time made Karin's assessment of Bella change. Bella, who is thought to be arrogant, turns out to have a trait that makes Karin amazed. Although Bella seems arrogant but she never insulted others. Bella really does not like if there are people who insult the physical or the degree of others. Because for Bella all the same in her eyes there is no need to distinguish.
"Gue is always inget and will not forget it" said Karin made Tiara smile.
"So, we're still in office, right?" tiara asked carefully.
"Maybe No, Maybe Yes" said Karin shrugging her shoulders.
"Why?"
"Gue is still the same as him, Gimana can have a problem as big as him but he does not tell. She thinks we can't help what" Karin's nagging recalls to Bella's stubbornness.
"Bella must have had another reason. I'm sorry to see him like a gini, he must have been hit" said Tiara.
"Gue also pity, but also sprain"
"Lo sprains because she's not told that she's pregnant or because of anything else?"
"Yes both anyway. But after all love cannot be held by Ra. No matter how hard I fight the edges still hurt" Karin said trying to think logically. Axel doesn't love her anyway. He must be self-aware that the woman who takes the man's heart is his own best friend.
"Lo really. I thought you would be angry with Bella" Tiara said making Karin glance lazily.
"Gue isn't as selfish as Ra" Karin sneered.
"That's my new best friend" said Tiara directly embracing Karin's shoulder.
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A week passed Bella's condition had improved and she was allowed to go home. Before taking her home. Axel took Bella to his son's grave. The two go hand in hand, Bella can see a small mound lined up but there.
"Hi Gwen, it's Papa. Today Papa brought Mama here" said Axel sitting crouching. He spoke as if he were greeting his son.
Bella's hand shook as she touched the mound of dirt that was still wet. His gaze turned on his son's tombstone and his cries instantly broke.
"I haven't even touched her yet" Bella said with tears in her eyes.
"I'm sorry Mama can't take care of you. Why should you be Gwen? Are you giving Mama a punishment because Mama always refused your presence" said Bella began to be unclear. His heart was very sick to see the small tomb where his baby was resting.
"Don't talk like that, Gwen definitely won't like it" Axel buried Bella's head on her shoulder.
Bella still sobs and Axel faithfully calms Bella by patting her on the back. When it was calm Bella again saw the grave of her son.
"Let's go home" Axel asked.
"I want to be here." said Bella not willing to leave her own baby.
"Bella, we can come here anytime" Axel said trying to make Bella understand.
Bella's still not willing but she can't stay here. Moreover, her scar has not healed. Bella rubbed her wet eyes and looked at Axel who was very patiently waiting for her.
"Mama go home first. Mama will be here again"
With Bella's trembling legs up, it felt like she was completely unwilling. He even repeatedly looked at the grave of his son as if he did not want to go from there.
Bella was immediately warmly welcomed by both her parents and Axel's parents. They gathered to a new house. Actually Mama Anita told Bella to stay at her house, But Papa Nugraha as if to make room for Axel and Bella new.
"Patience is dear" Mama Anita became the first person to hug Bella full of longing.
Busyness in Bandung really take their time until there is no time for his son.
"Thank you Ma" said Bella still in her hoarse voice.
After chatting for a while, Bella was invited by Axel to the room to rest because Bella's body had not completely recovered. Axel arranged the pillow so that Bella was comfortable.
Axel accompanies the woman to a deep sleep, possibly due to the effects of the drug and fatigue, Bella becomes fast asleep. When making sure Bella is completely asleep, Axel immediately got out of bed and gave a warm kiss on Bella's forehead before taking her phone to contact someone.
"How's it?" Said Axel flat pitchedless.
"As per orders, we managed to get it"
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TB