
Ghani entered the ward where he worked with the scaffolding. After driving Aurora home, the man rushed to prepare to leave for the hospital. He deliberately came early when there was still less than two hours left until the shift change. It was all done because his head was too dizzy to think of Queensha whose body was touched by another man.
"Shiits! Why is my brain in Queensha mulu, anyway! Then why the shadow when Queensha's slender waist touched another man kept dancing beautifully in my mind. Is it possible that what Mother said is true, if I'm jealous of Queensha's boss? But how can I be jealous when I don't love him? Could it be that love grew on its own without me ever realizing it before?"
Ruffled her hair in annoyance. "Argh, why is everything so complicated like this! If I really love Queensha, then what about that girl? What if she got pregnant five years ago? Doesn't that just impress me like a jerk who wants to do it himself without any intention of being responsible? Oh my God, what do I do now? There's no way I'm choosing them both. I'm ... not ready for polygamy, '" he tweeted.
"Although in religion allowed to have more than one wife, financially I was able, but I am not a greedy man who wants to have two wives at the same time. After all I'm a loyal man, only wanting to have one woman to love."
Ghani is completely confused by her own feelings. On the one hand he did not want to renege on the promise that had been said, but on the other hand his heart seemed not so good when he saw the ex-wife close to another man. The whole body seemed to be burned alive when it saw with its own eyes how the sturdy hand reached Queensha's waist.
Before starting the operation, Ghani first changed his clothes with special clothes that doctors often wear when performing surgery. He hung a long shirt wrapped in his stocky body, then put all his luggage in the locker.
The man who in a matter of days would serve as hospital director replaced the father, sitting pensively in a long chair with blank eyes. So busy daydreaming, he did not realize that his true friend was in the room.
"Ghan, the one hour drop is as early as the hospital. Any problems at home?"
Leon walked towards the locker to put down all the luggage. The time is five o'clock and thirty minutes and an hour and a half is left at seven o'clock in the evening before the day shift changes to the night shift. Until the man finished washing his hands using antiseptic soap, Ghani was still unmoved by looking straight ahead.
Leon walks in front of Ghani, watching his best friend from head to toe. However, Ghani was just pensive, staring at the row of neatly lined locker doors ahead.
Bending a little body then whispered, "After a while azan maghrib, do not let you tambet the dedemits waiting for this room. I don't want you to get into a trance, Ghan."
Ghani jumped in shock and reflexively turned to the side. "Damn it! I'm surprised, lo!" hardik. His hand rubbed his chest slowly.
Instead of apologizing, Leon smiled mockingly at Ghani. "Salah lo himself, why also daydream when the azan will soon reverberate. Instead of daydreaming, you better go to the mosque, worship God so that the bad qualities in yourself are lost."
"Honestly, sometimes I feel sorry for both parents you have to eat often because you have children like you. In fact, eating too much liver can cause cholesterol." Leon continued to speak without regard to the change in the look of Ghani's face that seemed to be holding back emotions.
The reddish face contrasts sharply with the white color. Jaw Ghani stands out because for the umpteenth time Leon managed to slap himself through a speech.
Ghani managed to catch her breath while closing her eyes briefly. Somehow every word that was spoken on Leon's lips sounded so spicy to the ears.
"It's very noisy lo, similar to arisan mothers who are huddling." Ghani pushed Leon's tall body until the man took a few steps back.
Leon was holding his ass next to Ghani's. His sharp eyes squinted, paying attention to the motion of his best friend.
"Lo face looks good once, what's the problem? Does this have anything to do with your wife?" lecar Leon to the point, did not miss the opportunity that was in sight.
To be honest he was so curious about Ghani's life because after graduating from college, the man's attitude changed drastically so that Leon himself did not know who the man at his side. Ghani seemed to be closing down more, building a high fortress between them.
Ghani's reflexes turned her attention to the figure of the man behind her. "How can you guess if this has anything to do with Queensha? Did he tell you something about you?" tanyanya.
"Oh, so her name is Queensha. Good, according to his face and behavior that reflects that he's the real queen of a famous kingdom in a country out there." The words came from the bottom of Leon's heart. Although only a glimpse, but he can judge how the personality of Queensha. Weak is soft, kind and has a soft heart like cotton.
"Okay, okay, I'll answer." Leon crossed his right leg into his left thigh and said, "Lo's wife told me nothing at all. Lah wong we just don't know each other, so how he wants to confide in me."
"Gue said so because one week ago he accidentally saw her coming out the elevator door with his eyes closed. It seemed that she had just cried because I could see the tears constantly falling on her pretty face. At that time I immediately guessed if you and he had just had a fight. What's the matter until you make her cry?"
"Sin if you often hurt Queensha's feelings. God can be angry because you continue to hurt his heart. You can, your sustenance that flows like water is hampered because many tears that Queensha has spent just to cry for you. She was married to be loved, pampered like a queen, not made to suffer."
"Let's imagine, what if the position of Queensha exchanged Zahira. You wouldn't be willing to see him live in agony with a jerk who keeps hurting his feelings, would you? Lo must have floated a raw bogem on Shaka's face and stomach for daring to hurt your twin sister. The same thing Queensha's father and brother would do when they found out that the woman they loved was suffering."
"Queensha orphaned. He's an only child, no brother or sister," Ghani said in a voice as soft as the wind in the autumn.
Leon was surprised. His eyes are perfectly wide. "So, your wife lives in this world only a kara, without any relatives?" Ghani replied with a nod of his head. "Oh Lord, how unfortunate the fate of your wife. Left to go both parents, married to a cruel man like lo, complete already his suffering."
Shaking his head while imagining Queensha's beautiful face. "No wonder how hard the life of your wife, Ghan. Your wife is a great woman, the proof is that she survived in the midst of storms that come and go."
"Gue if you are lo, will never even hurt and hurt his feelings. I will pamper, protect and make her queen of the palace even though that love has not yet grown in the heart. However, I'm sure sooner or later that feeling will grow by itself."
Ghani was silent, staring at Leon with a difficult-to-understand look. Started to admit what his best friend said was true as well. He didn't think about the impact for Queensha after they divorced.
Is Queensha's life much better after their divorce? Does Queensha feel happy after being separated from the family of Wijaya Kusuma? What if Queensha were not happy? Wouldn't he regret a lifetime for pushing that woman into the abyss of suffering?
"Lantas, what should I do? I'm really confused, Yon."
Leon took a deep breath. Ghani is good at academics, but in love does not have any experience because the focus so far only wants to learn, learn and learn without thinking about love affairs.
"Only you can answer that, Ghan. If you're harboring feelings for Queensha, tell her. Treat him well like a precious diamond."
"Will Queensha accept me even if I drop my talaq on her?"
Leon's body stiffened. The heart stopped beating that very second. Not suspect if his true friend has now held the status of a widower at a young age.
"Stupid! That one word deserves to represent my aggravation the same lo! Lo offers a beautiful wedding to a woman, but at the same time you also provide hell for Queensha. If I were your wife, I would reject that very second. But luckily I'm not Queensha, so you don't have to experience being rejected outright."
Leon stood up and patted Ghani on the shoulder. "Berdo'a course, may Goddess Fortuna be on your side and Queensha will accept the man who has hurt her heart." After saying that he rushed to leave Ghani alone.
After his best friend left, Ghani took out a small object made of white gold. A small, plain circular object with the name Queensha is engraved on the back. He looked at it with mixed feelings.
It seems Ghani won't be able to sleep well tonight because he keeps thinking about Queensha. The faces of his ex-wife and Aurora alternated and they smiled sweetly at him.
"I'm sorry, Sha. Sorry papa too, son, for taking away the source of your happiness" muttered the man as he reassembled his wedding ring.
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