Marrying the Father of My Foster Son
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"Because I'm the man who raped you five years ago. Do you still remember that incident, Sha?" tanya Ghani stared fixedly at Queensha's brown bead. The burden on the chest felt lifted all when saying the sentence. After a long time, he finally told the truth in front of the victim.

Queensha speaks a thousand languages. Lips locked tightly to hear it. Eyes stared at each other, making sure back what he had heard just now was not a momentary hallucination.

Honestly Queensha wanted to distrust Ghani's words, but seeing a stare full of earnestness led her to believe that it was the man who had snatched away her chastity five years ago.

With a quick movement Queensha brushed both hands firmly on his shoulders then raised his hands up then slapped Ghani's face that very second. "Keep your hands off my body, Ghani! I don't want to be touched by a depraved man like you!"

For the first time in history, Queensha snapped and called Ghani without pinning the word 'father' in front of her ex-husband's name. Indeed, he could not control himself not to vent his emotions in front of Ghani.

Queensha' chest was deflated, her eyes constantly drawing sharp glances. Inside there the woman's heart was racing as if it wanted to explode that very second.

"My life was ruined after that incident, and now you come to me and say you want to take responsibility. What answer you want to give me. Marry me and make me honey to your new lover, will you?" queensha shouted with a whacky cry. "No, Ghani. I wouldn't marry a jerk and an immoral man like you."

Ghani froze in place. Seeing Queensha's emotions explode made the man feel guilty. He knows what he's done in the past has ruined Queensha's future, but it's all out of control. He was under the influence of stimulant drugs to the heart of immoral to his ex-wife.

"You misunderstood, Sha. I have no intention of beating you. Me and Cassandra had no relationship whatsoever, we were just regular friends, nothing more." Ghani tries to explain in the hope that the misunderstanding between them is over here.

Queensha smiled bitterly. Her tears fell. "You think I'm a kid who's easily deceived. Just looking at your closeness I can already guess there is something special between the two of you. Your relationship with him is more than a friend."

"However, that's the truth. We are close, but that doesn't mean we are dating. During my time in Japan, I have always been kind to anyone regardless of their gender, social status and race. I'm friends with anyone without looking at fur."

"You deny everything and stress you're friends. But seeing how Cassandra hugged you tightly, looked at your brown iris and gave her attention to you while you were eating together, I'm not sure if she thought of you as just a friend. She .. must like you."

"But I don't!" ghani raised his voice. "In this world there's only one woman I love and that's you, Queensha. I am in love with you and want you to be my life partner forever. Therefore, during these five years I have been searching for your existence and intend to account for all my past deeds."

"Queensha, i-" Ghani did not answer. All of these problems are too complicated to explain.

Queensha took a few steps back. Ghani looked at him with a stern look. "You don't know what I've been through these five years, Ghani. Thousands of insults, insults, insults and blasphemies were directed at me when everyone knew that I was pregnant out of wedlock. They say to me and call me a woman because she's pregnant with an illegitimate child who's not clear who her real father is."

Touch where his chest is. "My heart hurt like a sharp knife when I saw how relatives of my late parents cut off brotherhood because of the shame of having a brother like me. In fact, my own father does not consider me as his daughter because it has tarnished the good name of the family that has been guarded all this time. I survive alone to raise the seed you laid after the accident."

"So, after that night you carried my son, my flesh and blood? Then, where is he now? Why don't you take her home to live with us?" cecar Ghani is curious.

Queensha' lips were shaking. His body felt weak until he almost fell. Luckily he was able to hold on to the wall next to him before the body collapsed.

"True, one month after the incident, the doctor said that I was pregnant. But baby .. died after I gave birth to this world. Maybe God feels sorry if the baby survives he will bear the shame of the disgrace of his parents." Without feeling the tears that had stopped now began to flow. The woman's chest felt as tight as a big stone.

All sorts of Queensha's work. Starting from the dishwasher at the Padang restaurant, the mini market shopkeeper to become a cleaning service he had done for the sake of getting money to meet the nutritional needs of the little one. Although life is all deficient, but he still pays attention to nutritional intake for prospective children in the womb.

Like hearing the roar of lightning in broad daylight, Ghani's body felt limp like jelly when he heard Queensha's speech. Guilt went back to greeting the handsome man. Had she known earlier that Queensha was pregnant it probably wouldn't have been like this.

Rubbing his face in frustration while saying, "It's impossible. My children cannot die. She ...." Head moving to the right and left. Ghani still does not believe that his flesh and blood has died.

Soaring above the awang heard he had become a father, but his hope was lost again in a fact that said that the baby. His son died before he could see how beautiful the earth was created by the Creator.

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