Metallmorphosis
CHAPTER 54. Big Head Because of Perfection.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, the music concert was over. And all the spectators were flocking to get out of the concert hall.

Ren still faithfully clasped his lover's hand. He was worried that Zinnia would disappear if he did not tighten his grip.

But he still had to let go of Zinnia's hand by force when the girl was pulled by Navya away from him.

“What the hell, Nav?!” Zinnia asked, upset by Navya's actions.

“Cute me for a minute.” Navya continued to pull her hand towards the bathroom. After arriving in front of the bathroom, Navya let go of her hand.

Ren had followed the two girls along with Joham as well. The two stared worriedly at the two brothers.

“Ngapain anyway? Wear everything?” Zinnia protest stared angrily at his sister.

“I want to say something.” Navya.

“Do you need to use this event? My hand is hurting, tau.” Dengus.

“Don't tell Mama Papa that I'm dating Kak Joham.”

That speech made Zinnia look directly at his sister. He frowned not understanding the meaning of Navya's words.

“Why? Shame that your boyfriend is as gesrek as I am? If you are embarrassed why it is accepted?”

“Kak..”

“You are, right? Like to be ashamed of yourself as the people around you because they are not as graceful as you. You feel as if your position is more dignified by your attitude. Same with me too, right?” Syndicate Zinnia.

Navya. He just stared hard at his brother. It was as if it did not accept with the judgment that Zinnia had just mentioned.

“Yes, I'm ashamed that Brother does not reflect our family status at all. Can not keep the attitude and always do as you like.”

“Keep what does it have to do with Joo?”

“I don't want Mama with Papa to lower Kak Joham because of her background. Especially because Kak Joham was the brother.”

Somehow Zinnia felt increasingly offended by Navya's remarks. It was as if his sister was making a mistake with him.

“Waaaahhh. If you are embarrassed why it is accepted?”

“Yes because I also like Kak Joham. All this time I refused him just because he met Brother. I don't want him insulted by Mama. If Mama finds out I'm dating Kak Joham, Mama must be nyama-namain Kak Joham with Brother. I don't like.”

Zinnia was at a loss for words. He almost raised his hand to slap his sister. Fortunately, there was still a little affection for his sister so he did not do it.

“What is my fault? Why do you seem to blame me when I have absolutely nothing to do with Joham? Why did I say until you were the same as me and vented it with me?”

“Yes! I was silly, arrogant, childish, troublemaking, shameless. All the bad things are in me. The good is in all of you. But who am I to be like this?! Because you! Because Mama and Papa just look at you! You're the most perfect kid that makes them proud.”

“That color! Please don't tell them. I don't want to worry about Mama with Papa who already hopes big with me.” Navya.

Right now, Zinnia's heart was being heavily injured. Navya seems to blame him because Joham hangs out and befriends him.

“You.... Never seen a slap from Mama, right? You've never seen a snap from Papa? You also never get rid of pinches all over your body until your skin peels and turns blue until it bleeds? I've done all that, Navya. And even more ridiculous, I don't know what's wrong with me until I'm treated so equally with my own parents.” Zinnia's voice turned soft. He was refraining from exploding and suppressing his emotions as deeply as possible.

“Have you ever, ever imagined that you were in my position? You imagine that you are in the same place as all your family. Unassumed. Excommunicated. Not in notice. Even small and trivial things that you sell, can get a slap gift from Mama. You never shadow, do you? Because you've got the same big head of perfection created by Mama the same Papa for you.” Zinnia was blasting everything she had been feeling.

“I have never been jealous of your beauty, Navya. Same with your intelligence, same with your work. I'm just jealous of the treatment of our parents. Why are they so like me? What did I do wrong until I hated it so much? You will never understand my physical and psychic pain. You don't add to it as if I'm wrong because Joo wants me to. What am I doing? Huh?!”

Zinnia can't stem his emotions. He stared angrily with tears already melting on his cheeks. Witch Navya who can not say anything more after seeing the emotional overflow of the brother.

The two men who were watching them became worried after seeing Zinnia shout so. Ren and Joham immediately ran to break up the two. Afraid that anything will happen to Zinnia and Navya.

“Zinnia!” Call Ren. He pulled her arm to face him.

While Joham approached Navya who was still staring pias at Zinnia who had now drowned her face in Ren's chest.

Zinnia was stunned in Ren's arms. It doesn't matter if they're the center of attention for some of the people who are there.

“We first yes, Mr. Ren.” Pamit Joham pulls Navya's arm away from Ren and Zinnia.

Ren was still holding Zinnia's body into his arms. He wanted to calm the girl. He heard everything Zinnia said. His heart was also shaken at the thought of how much pain he had endured.

A sense of wanting to protect the bulging filled Ren's chest. He stroked the back of Zinnia's head gently. Not forcing Zinnia to stop sobbing. He would just wait for the girl to calm down by herself.

And a while later, Zinnia had already managed to control his grief. He pulled his face from the chest of Ren's field and looked up at the man.

Ren immediately wiped the tear marks on Zinnia's cheek with his thumb. He spread a smile as if he wanted Zinnia to smile as well.

“We go now?” Lirih Ren's.

Zinnia nodded. Ren clasped his hand and took her out of the building.

Zinnia just followed without much talking. Glancing towards his hand that was being held friendly by Ren who walked slightly in front of him.

“Sorry, Brother. I must have made Brother Ren ashamed.” Lirih Zinnia when they got near the car.

“Then why?” Ren turned around and looked at Zinnia.

“I'm like a kid, huh? Rumblings in public places. Wear the show cry-mouse all.”

“I'm not ashamed, really. I'm ordinary aja.” Entertain Ren. He opened the door for Zinnia and wanted to help the girl. “Auh!” Pekik Ren. It turned out that there was a tree branch that scratched the back of his neck until it bled.

Ren held onto his nape then immediately got into the car. The car left the concert hall parking area.

SERIATE...

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