Metallmorphosis
CHAPTER 74. No Longer Finding a Way To Escape.

Just now Ren and Zinnia were walking about to head to where the ring was, suddenly Zinnia was pecking. Hold him in Ren's arm until he is released.

“Why?” Ask Ren. He followed the direction of Zinnia and found something surprising.

Zinnia did not blink looking at the pair of lovers who were busy making out in front of him. There was a scar in his eye.

“Ma...” Lirih Zinnia did not believe it. “Ma!” Strangled Zinnia with a loud voice.

Arsa who had just kissed the cheek of a young man beside her immediately turned to Zinnia. The man even looks smirking with Zinnia. No less surprised, Arsa to glare at his daughter.

Already, the shame re-stacked in Zinnia's heart. This time, it could not be expressed in words anymore how he felt ashamed of Ren.

Father yesterday. And now his mother. Zinnia's self-esteem had already been shattered into pieces. There is no hope anymore. It felt, he already had no more kindness from his family that he could show Ren.

Zinnia stared at the pias to Ren who was standing next to her. Then suddenly his gaze turned dark and twitched. Zinnia fell on the floor. His feet had no energy.

“Zinnia!” Ren shouted while trying to hold his lover's body.

All because of his shame on Ren. That shameful incident made Zinnia's mind become confused. He's dead-end. No longer finding a way to escape. Even to Ren.

Zinnia's feelings were greatly shattered. His chest tightened and his breath choked.

“You okay?” Ask Ren again.

Zinnia's gaze was too faint. But she could still see her mother and her lover still standing in their original place.

“Kak Ren's. Let's go home.” Zinnia said later.

Ren helped Zinnia to stand up. He could feel how broken Zinnia's heart was that of his mother's affair. Even according to Ren, this was worse than his father at that time.

A fear surfaced in Ren's mind. This time, he had to look after Zinnia so that the girl would not run away again like she used to.

Zinnia no longer had the strength to escape. Body's limp. Let alone the energy, his pride was no longer in front of Ren.

Zinnia is at its lowest point. This time, he was somehow able to rise from this painful situation. Sickly seeing her father's affair, knowing her mother's affair was Zinnia's greatest blow as a child.

Amidst the pain, Zinnia still had to think about Ren's feelings as well. Soaring pain and shame can cover up all of Zinnia's feelings of love for Ren. Drowning that feeling deep in his heart.

That feeling, along with his heart and self-esteem collapsed.

In the car, Zinnia clenched his mouth tightly. Ren was silent, too. He was afraid of mispronouncing and even made Zinnia even more sick.

Even when they reached Zinnia's house, the girl just got out of the car without saying a word. Ren looked at her worriedly.

Zinnia really does not care about the circumstances around. He locked himself in his room when he got home.

The worried Ren kept calling and receiving messages. But there was not a single call he made. And there was not a single message he replied to. He just curled up in his blanket.

Crying out? Zinnia did not cry. Maybe the water is over. He just closed his eyes hoping to escape to dreamland.

His phone is back heard. The phone on the nightstand was roaring a lot of times. Zinnia. She was embarrassed to pick up the phone from Ren.

He is a coward. But this is a family matter, how can he share it with Ren?

The phone kept ringing. Calls and incoming messages are endless. That eventually forced him to pick up the phone from Ren.

“Yes, Brother?” Zinnia tried to set his tone as normally as possible.

“Why not lift?”

“Oh, so. So I'm interrupting?”

“Now.”

“Yes if so. Continue to rest. If you want anything, tell me yes.” Ren's Message.

“Iya.”

Zinnia again threw the phone in any direction. Then back under the blanket.

It's dark. The sun has also returned to its content. Zinnia's stomach has been screaming for contents since. But he was lazy to leave the room.

Feeling tired, Zinnia got up and walked towards the balcony. He was looking towards the courtyard of the house when he saw a car stopping in front of the gate. He could see his mother getting out of the car and into the house.

Arsa was shocked when she saw Zinnia standing expressionlessly at the end of the stairs. Despite her shock, Arsa tries to stay calm.

At the same time, Navya also appeared from her room.

“Why Mama and Papa are not divorced?” Tonight, Zinnia was determined to start a war. Let all of you get sick. Think Zinnia.

Arsa, who had almost entered her room, did not open the door and turned to Zinnia.

“What's the point of sleeping in one room if you have an affair?! Udah on old, no shame what?!”

“Zinnia! Keep your talk, yes.”

“Why? Why should I keep my word? Everything I said was true. Why this family!!!!!!” Strangled Zinnia in frustration.

“That mama's boyfriend, seems younger than me. Is Mama not ashamed? My mom's face was so wrinkled. Don't know yourself.” Zinnia really crossed his line tonight. He vented everything in his fikrian.

“Zinnia you are getting stuck!” Arsa has been provoked by emotions.

“What is the use of rank and position? What good is a good name? What is the point of a good education? This family is broken. Fuck good name!”

“Zinnia!” Arsa approaches Zinnia. Staring angrily at his eldest daughter.

“I'm ashamed to be your son.” Zinnia's voice sounded soft but full of emphasis.

Navya just paid attention. Dare not to interfere. He still didn't have enough courage to fight his mother.

“I'm ashamed to have a rotten old man all!”

“Zinnia! That mouth! If you are ashamed to be my son, leave this house!!” Arsa later said.

Zinnia did not answer. He only vented anger through a sharp look at Arsa.

This time, Zinnia was already on the edge. When he started fighting he was already risking everything he could. So he was prepared for the worst possible event. Even if he was kicked out of this house, he was ready.

“Yes! I am also not a Mama's child!”

That was the last sentence Zinnia spoke before he actually left the house.

“Kak!” Navya is trying to catch up with Zinnia. “Where are you going?” Ask Navya who has managed to catch up to Zinnia in the courtyard of the house.

Zinnia just turned his head and silently looked at her sister. Then he turned around without saying a word to Navya.

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