Mother (Lost Love)
THE LOST LOVE

Fights after quarrels, began to accompany Shanum's days. There was no place for Shanum to complain. Devan is busy with the work his father has given him. In fact, it makes Devan rarely come home.

Jasmin and the twins Shera and Shena, are well developed and healthy. But Shanum could not touch it, as if there was a barrier wall for them in the house.

Children are the reason why Shanum had to stay in that house. A house that only makes Shanum live like hell.

Her determination is unanimous, she wants to end her marriage to Devan, as soon as possible and asks for custody of one of her daughters.

"Sister, I want us to get divorced" Shanum said that night as Devan returned home earlier than usual.

Devan looked at me with an unusual look.

"Why...?" the question was short, with a face that was no longer friendly.

"I'm tired, brother! I can no longer accept all the treatment of my brother and mother, you are all evil to me!" shanum Protest.

"You think, I'm not tired of Shanum, why do you always feel like a victim in this house, everything I've given, you don't have to be busy taking care of children, because it's a careless mama, then moreover, all the rest, you should be thanking your mom" Devan said in an annoyed tone.

"I just want to ask for my right as a mother, but you forbid me from approaching my children, just because I'm poor I don't have a college education, that's always what you make excuses of, then why else would I stay in this house, while Big Brother doesn't consider me anymore," Shanum released a sense of tightness in his soul.

"Enough Shanum! I'm tired, I want to rest, if you want to go, just go!" Devan passed from before Shanum. The man went into the guest room across from them, and locked himself in there.

Shanum sat on the side of the bed with a sad face and tears.

Shanum felt his body weak instantly. He lay in bed, his head heavy. Anxiety makes her stomach acid rise. Shanum fell unconscious.

"Sir...! Mister...! Madame Shanum fainted," cried Arma , the assistant in charge of serving Shanum. In the morning, Arma delivers breakfast to Shanum in his room. But there was no sound from inside the room, Arma realized that her master was unconscious.

"Since when, bi...?" tanya Devan rushed to Shanum's room.

"No idea, sir!"

"Call Dr. Hana, tell her to come here as soon as possible !" devan's orders.

"OK, Mister?"

Devan looked at the woman who used to make him fall in love, but now the love is gone. Devan doesn't understand what's wrong. The work in the office was piled up, making it no longer time for Shanum and his children. Plus the presence of Vania in her life, whom she had secretly married without Shanum's knowledge.

The wedding was attended only by her parents and Vania's family. In order to fulfill the ambition of the mother, to get a son as the heir to the Mahendra family.

A few minutes later, Hana's doctor came in with her medical supplies.

"Why else with your wife, Mr. Devan?" ask doctor Hana, with a soft speech.

"Either doc, you just check it out!" devan said rudely.

Doctor Hana checked Shanum's weak pulse.

"It seems, Shanum is pregnant again, Mr. Devan !" said Dr. Hana, while giving vitamins in Shanum body.

"Pregnant?" Devan looked at the doctor Hana in disbelief.

"Yes, this time, please take care of Shanum so as not to stress, pity him if every pregnancy should be filled with feelings of anxiety and fear. That pregnant woman should be happy, Mr. Devan!" doctor Hana said.

"Well, doc...!" devan replied while scratching his non-itchy head.

Shanum's third pregnancy, further depresses him. Moreover, Devan and his mother sued a boy on Shanum's pregnancy this time.

"Shanon....! look, if you give birth to a boy for me, I won't divorce you, but if that girl is a girl again, I don't care about you anymore" Devan threatened.

"You're selfish, brother! How can I possibly manage the birth of my son, all is already the destiny of God sis," Shanum looked emotionless.

"I don't want to know, Shanum! I'll be out of the country for a month, I hope you can take care of yourself!" Ketus.

Shanum could only be silent, willing to protest for nothing, because no one defended him in that house. The heartache, disappointment and anger had taken root in his heart. The love and affection that used to exist, just disappear to change hatred.

Shanum felt thirsty, he descended from the room towards the kitchen room.

She overhears Devan's conversation with her parents in the middle room.

"Ma, Shanum is pregnant again" Devan said with a puzzled look on his face.

"Pregnant Again? the woman was like a cat, using a contraceptive cake," answered her in-laws dislike.

"I told Shanum that if she had another daughter, I would divorce her!" devan said without hesitation.

"That's better, Devan. Now you have to prioritize the pregnancy of Vania, from the results of USG yesterday, the baby in the womb of a male Vania," the face of the haughty woman turned cheerful.

"Yes Ma, these few months, I'm going to stay at our house" Devan said.

"Indeed, how many months has Vania been pregnant, Van?" ask the father Adam Mahendra.

"New 3 months, Pa. I'll accompany Vania, so she doesn't stress out, like Shanum, "devan said.

"Yes, you should pay attention to Vania's pregnancy, so as not to be depressed like your wife !" papa Adam's Suhut.

Shanum felt his heart torn to shreds hearing the words of his husband and two in-laws.

Shanum ventured to approach her husband in the middle room. Madam Sonia looked at him with a dislike look.

"DEPART ME NOW, DEVAN!" shanum said with a face full of anger.

"I can't divorce you now Shanum, wait until your son is born!" devan said without guilt.

"I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE, DEVAN, WHY DON'T YOU JUST KILL ME!" shanum shouted as he smacked her husband's chest with both hands.

"DON'T RUIN OUR HAPPINESS, POOR WOMAN!" Lady Sonia pulled Shanum's body violently, in order to get away from Devan. Devan was silent, as if his mind had been poisoned by his haughty mother.

"THOSE WHO RUIN MY HAPPINESS, YOU WHO HAVE RUINED MY LIFE!" shanum shouted hysterically.

Jasmine and the twins Shera and Shena, were stunned to look at Shanum who was crying hysterically.

"GET INTO YOUR ROOM, SHANUM !" Devan pulled Shanum's body out of the room.

"I'M NOT DONE, DEVAN AGYA MAHENDRA, DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT THIS IS ALL YOUR PROUD MOTHER. YOU ARE CRUEL, YOU SEPARATED ME FROM MY CHILDREN, EVEN TO TOUCH THEM, YOU DO NOT ALLOW ME, ....!" Shanum regulated his breath which felt tight.

" ...AND LOOK AT THE RESULTS OF YOUR EDUCATION, JASMINE BEING A PROUD AND ARROGANT CHILD, HAVING NO RESPECT AND EMPATHY FOR OTHERS, I AM POOR, BUT I HAVE A HEART...!"

The tightness in Shanum's chest was finally free as well, the three people in front of him just remained silent and no longer spoke. Suddenly Shanum's world went dark again, he fell unconscious, for the umpteenth time.

Shanum woke up from his stupor in the morning. The twins Shera and Shena were sitting next to Shanum, Shanum could not believe his vision.

"Shera...! Sena...!"'s search....!" Shanum hugged his twin daughters tightly. This was the first time in his life that he was so close to his two daughters.

"Mother, don't cry anymore, yeah!" shera said as she wiped the tears on Shanum's face.

Shanum was moved, a call he had always wanted to hear from his children. The first call made her a mother.

"Yes, Mother, don't cry! We love Mother!" shena said as she kissed Shanum's cheek gently. Shanum didn't know what to say.

"Mother ...!" Jasmine's voice sounded trembling calling to her mother.

"Jasmine....!" Shanum hugged his three daughters affectionately.

"Thank you, Lord!" thank you Shanum, when so close to his children.

And Shanum hopes it's not just a dream.