Mother (Lost Love)
A complicated relationship.

Bianca had just finished putting her little son to bed in the room that night. When Arsen came home from somewhere, things seemed chaotic.

"What's Arsen? You sick?" Bianca approaching.

"I'm tired, Bianca! I'm gonna take a break!" Arsen went into the room and laid his body on the bed, without opening his shoes.

"What's up, Bianca?" Ms. Marisa came over to Bianca who seemed confused by Arsen's situation.

"Come on, ma'am, Arsen looks like he's fucked!" Bianca took a slow breath.

"Let her calm down first, maybe she needs some time to calm her mind,"

Ms. Marisa comforted Bianca.

"Yes Mom!" Bianca allowed Arsen to calm down, neither greeting nor reprimanding Arsen. Bianca approached Arsen who was lying on the bed. Open up Arsen's shoes and put them outside the room.

Bianca sat on the side of the bed, staring at Arsen's reddened face.

Long Bianca looked at that handsome face, lately, Arsen looked different than usual. He was often indignantly indistinct, even slamming things in the house. Not to hurt Bianca.

"Arsen, you got a problem?" ask Bianca softly. Arsen looked at Bianca with a sharp look. Makes Bianca a little horrified.

"Did your alter ego appear again?"

Arsen turned his face away, "I want us to get divorced, Bianca!" Arsenic's words suddenly. Like lightning in broad daylight, Bianca was shocked to hear it. She never imagined Arsen would divorce her.

"Why?" bianca asked with teary eyes.

"I don't love you anymore!" Answer Arsen clearly.

"I was wrong what Arsen? Say it! What's my fault, that you act like this" cried Bianca.

"I'm tired of living this pretend life, Bianca!"

"Pretend how, Arsen?" Bianca seemed confused by Arsen's attitude.

"Sorry, Bianca! I can't give you a reason now, I hope you'll understand my situation,"

"Arsen, can't we talk all right? If you have a problem, let's face it together, I'll help you!"

"No Bianca, no one can help me with my problems, I just want us to part ways" Arsen said.

Bianca cries not knowing what else to do, to resist Arsen's desire for a divorce.

Marisa's mother was unable to persuade her son to speak the truth. What happened to Arsen? Arsen's mental health is deteriorating.

By morning, Bianca could not close her eyes. In the morning, Arsen woke up and packed his clothes in a suitcase. Bianca no longer cried, she just looked at Arsen, with pity. The man hid a lot of bad things about himself. And that made him suffer a lot.

"Bianca! I'm leaving, keep Arkan well! I'm picking up mom!" Pamit Arsen's.

"Arsen, can't you change your decision, to leave this house,"

"No Bi, my decision is unanimous, I don't want to deceive myself and yourself any longer, I'm sorry!" The whisper of Arsen was weak, while hugging Bianca tightly.

"Arsen, I'm coming with you!" marisa said she intends to prevent her son from leaving.

"Mother, I'm here to accompany Bianca, I'll go far!" arsen said sadly.

"Where are you going, son?" ask Marisa to cry.

"Later you'll know, I'm sorry before, I've disappointed you!" Arsen hugged his mother tightly.

"What does this have to do with your past?" marisa looked at Arsen.

"Instantly, yes!" arsen lirih replied.

Arsen held Arkan in his arms.

Kiss her son's forehead gently, and say, "Don't be naughty with Mother! Take care of your mother if Arkan is big! Daddy loves Arkan, same Mommy, but I have to go."

With a shaky step, Arsen dragged his suitcase out of the house, someone was already waiting for Arsen in a car, located not far from the gate of their house. A wide smile expands at the corner of his lips. When Arsen got into the car. And welcome Arsen with a warm hug.

Arsen left the house with grief and asked a big question in Bianca's mind

Bianca sat on the sofa feeling confused and agitated. Confused how to tell his family, if Arsen had divorced him.

Ms. Marisa came over, carrying her suitcase as well.

"Mother, where are you going?" bianca asked in shock.

"Mother, you can't leave here! Even though Arsen is not with me, you can't go anywhere, you can stay with me, you have Arkan here, you're a granddaughter too" Bianca said.

"No son, you're ashamed, Arsen has wasted a woman as good as you!"

"I just hope that Arsen can live his life in peace, he never opens up to me mom, he always keeps his problems alone" Bianca said.

"He experienced many bitter events in his life, Bianca!" marisa's tears break when she remembers Arsen being the victim of sexual assault, her second husband. Although, Arsen was married to Bianca, but there are still many secrets that his only son harbored.

Bianca swallowed her crude Saliva, "As a wife, I've been trying to accept Arsen's dark past. But it seems that Arsen is not satisfied with all that" muttered Bianca.

"I'm sorry Arsen, yes son! Maybe he's got his reasons for divorcing you, I'm sure, you'll get a replacement for Arsen, a good and responsible man,"

Bianca nodded. "Mom don't go!" wheedle Bianca. "With me and Arkan here, I'm gonna hide all this from my family."

"All right!" marisa finally agreed to stay.

Arsen threw his tired body on the bed of an apartment room, in a city in Japan. Someone smilingly looked at Arsen with a friendly look.

"Arsen, I'll be out for a while, to buy our needs while here, would you like to drop something?" the man asked softly, with a slight trembling of his body.

"No, Ryu! I'm tired, I want to sleep!" arsen replied closing his already heavy eyes. Ryuzu is a Japanese man he met a month ago, during a visit to the country's rising sun.

Arsen's main goal came to Japan at that time was to attend a seminar on Computer Information Technology. With the speaker of a doctor of science and computers from Japan named Ryuzu Watanabe.

Arsen is interested in Ryuzu's way of conveying his material. Short and easy to understand. Until they get acquainted and share knowledge about computer technology. Ryuzu is very kind and friendly, Arsen is very comfortable talking to him. Until the conversation both lead in a more personal direction.

"Are you married, Arsen?" ryu asked that afternoon, as they finished eating at a restaurant.

"I already have a child!" arsen said honestly. "If you?"

"I'm single, I don't want to get married!" said relax.

"Why?"

"I'm gay!" he said with her plain. Arsen frowned. He was shocked by Ryu's confession.

"In my country, LGBT is strictly forbidden, Ryu is even clearly on about by Religion!"

"What is Religion? I have no religion here" Ryu said.

"The religion is a teaching for us to believe in the existence of a God who governs all mankind" Arsen replied.

Indeed, in Japan most of the population is Shinto even have no religion, while Islam is only a small part of the population who embrace it.

"Arsen, I'm sorry I don't believe in religion, but I respect your religion" Ryu said later.

"Why are you gay?" Tanya Arsen was curious.

The man lowered his face, He told his dark story as a child, Little Ryu was harassed by three friends of his father who played gambling at his home. Until he grows up to be a shy and self-confident child. Arsen is shocked to hear Ryu's story which is almost the same as his story. The difference is, Ryu is harassed many times, if the father loses in gambling.

Unknowingly, Arsen hugged Ryu tightly, the man crying in his chest. Makes Ryu feel comfortable.

"I was in your position once, Ryu, my mother killed the man who abused me. And told me to get out of the house,"

"really? Our fate is the same" Ryu said.

"My dark life continued when I was in college, I had a problem with one of the lecturers, for the sake of an A plus, I was forced to serve the jerk lecturer. So that I don't disappoint the people who have financed my college,"

"Arsen!" Ryu grabbed Arsen's fingers and kissed her gently. Now it was Ryu's turn to hug Arsen tightly. Sharing each other's pain.

The brief introduction left a deep impression on Ryuzu, so he followed Arsen to Jakarta.

"Ryu, why are you following to Jakarta? I'm married and have a child, I don't want my wife to know about our relationship!" kat Arsen is restless.

"I won't interfere with your relationship with your wife, Arsen! Don't worry!" ryuzu said casually, when Arsen met him at one of the famous hotels in Jakarta.

"Ryu, I promise to visit you later!" arsen. The man smiled sweetly, he sat on the sofa with his thighs crossed, very elegant and classy.

"I'm going to Jakarta or you're going to Japan, same thing, Arsen! Missed you!" Ryu stood up and walked over to Arsen.

"Don't you miss me, Arsen?" ryu asked with a look of feigned sadness, the man sat on Arsen's lap while wrapping his hands around Arsen's neck.

Arsen just grunted rudely. Yet she did not resist as Ryu fondly fondly fondly tasted it. The man becomes very aggressive when he meets Arsen, whom he has marked as his lover.

Seriate...