Mother (Lost Love)
GOODBYE

"Mrs Shanum....!" bi Arma's voice, woke Shanum from his dream.

"Which kids are bi?" asked Shanum lirih.

"Non Jasmin, you've gone to school, ma'am, if non-Shera and Shena are in their rooms" said Aunt Arma.

"So the kids aren't here, bi?"shanum asked disappointed.

"No, madam! Madam's unconscious from last night."

Shanum nodded, his body feeling increasingly weak.

The happiness he had just felt was only a dream.

"Mother.." a meaningful word she always wanted to hear from her children, a word that admitted that she was a mother, just like any other woman out there.

"Breakfast, ma'am!" bi Arma offers a bowl of chicken porridge, and a glass of formula milk for pregnant women.

"I don't want to eat, bi!" shanum refused, the food.

"Mrs should be healthy, strong! pity the baby in the womb of the mistress, she also needs to eat" said Bi Arma.

"I want to get out of this house" muttered Shanum sadly

"To get out of this house, it also takes energy, madam! You will not be strong, walking if you do not have energy," advised Bi Arma.

The woman was right too, she had to be healthy and strong, so that she could get out of the house that was already like hell for her.

Shanum misses his father and mother.

"Dad...! mommy....! take me with you!" mumbled wailing.

Meanwhile, in the Vania family, the family is having fun hearing about Vania's pregnancy. Devan has prepared a small party and prepared all the needs of Vania, to welcome the arrival of a small baby who is predicted to be male.

"Van, Mama said, Shanum's pregnant again, is that right? vania asked, leaning her body against the man's shoulders.

'Yeah, I'm lazy to take care of him, Vania, let it go!" devan.

"Mama Sonia said, you're going to divorce Shanum soon, when?" Vanya whining spoiled.

"Once the child is born, baby! be patient, I also feel bored with him. Shanum can never take care of himself, I'm so embarrassed, if Shanum gets invited to a party, my business relations," Devan grunted. Vania cheered inwardly, she will have Devan in her entirety.

"From now on, you can make sure I party with your friend Van. I will not be ashamed of you" said Vania spoiled.

Devan nodded, while holding Vania in his arms. Vanya was born from a well-off family. She has everything, a nice body, beautiful and sexy. However, Vanya has a nature and attitude that is not good. They like to be condescending to others and are arrogant.

Six Months Later.

Shanum styled his clothes which he would bring to the hospital. Her stomach was getting sicker and harder to move, it seemed like Shanum was about to give birth.

"Mrs....! madam's going to the hospital, now?" bi Arma asked while helping Shanum to stand up.

"Yes Bi..please lift my suitcase out!" shanum Pinta.

"Okay, Madam! do I need to call Mr. Tono, to bring the lady to the hospital?" bi Arma looked worried about her employer.

"No need bi, I'll just take a taxi!" shanum said immediately out of the house.

"Alright, watch out, Mrs Shanum!" Bi Arma escorted Shanum to the exit of the gate of the mansion.

Shanum left alone, heading to the hospital, where she gave birth to Jasmin and the Shera and Shena twins before.

"Shanum, it's been aching, baby!" doctor Hana welcomed Shanum's arrival with her friendly smile.

"Already, doctor! it seems like I'm ready to give birth" Shanum whimpered, as her stomach contracted violently.

"Let's check it out! Lie down!" Shanum. The pain grew longer, more pronounced.

Doctor Hana, along with an assistant, helped Shanum deliver immediately. The delivery lasted only 15 minutes, as Shanum gave birth normally.

"The baby's a girl, Shanum!" doctor Hana said, The sound of doctor Hana's voice seemed to be thunderous lightning, in Shanum's ear.

The poor woman covered both ears with her hands.

"She's beautiful, like her mother!" said the nurse who helped clean the baby's body is still red.

Shanum closed his eyes, he did not want to see the baby.

"Keep her away from me, Sister!" Shanum looks fucked.

"But you have to suckle her right away, madam!" Nurse named Laura.

The nurse fell silent, and Hana's doctor said, "Laura, take the baby to her room, let me talk to Shanum."

"Okay, Doctor!" the nurse named Laura immediately brought the tiny baby into the nursery.

Doctor Hana has just finished, treating Shanum, and giving him a vitamin injection.

Two nurses have removed Shanum from his treatment room.

"Shanum, you don't want to breastfeed your baby, don't you want to be a whole mother" said doctor Hana softly.

"Free doc, they'll take it from me again" Isak Shanum. Doctor Hana could only look at Shanum with pity. Shanum had already told her everything that had happened to her, ever since she lived in Mahendra's family.

"Then, what are you going to do now ?"

ask Dr. Hana again.

"I just want the doctor to find an Adoption parent for the kid, I'm sure he'll be happy with someone else, rather than living in that hell-like house!" Shanum stared at the nanar out the room window.

"Alright, if that's what you want" said Dr. Hana lirih.

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This is where Shanum is now, in a small house left by his parents in the city of Bandung. The house that once witnessed the beautiful beginning of marriage with Devan Agya Mahendra. The house was still well maintained, because Shanum, asking Mak Ning, took care of his house, of course in exchange for enough money.

"Shanum, when are you coming home?" Mak Ning, who had just returned from the market, was shocked to see Shanum was already at his house.

"Just now, Mom! Mak, how are you?" Shanum hugs the woman who has been his mother's successor since childhood.

"Be healthy, Num, as you can see. You went home alone, Num? Where are your husband and children?"cecar Mak Ning's.

"Suami and the kids aren't coming, Mom. I miss my house!" shanum melow.

"Oh, yes, just rest first, Mak wants to finish the house," said Mak Ning, entering his house next to Shanum.

"Yes Mak!" shanum replied with a faint smile.

Actually, Shanum wanted to pour out all his heart turmoil on Mak Ning. Also about his divorce with Devan. But he didn't want Mak Ning, coming to mind with his problem.

Shanum is alone now, she should start thinking about putting her life together, after separating from her husband.

Maybe Shanum should immediately find a job, because the money in his wallet has begun to thin.

After resting all day, Shanum went to a cafe owned by his aunt Soraya, where he used to work. He was shocked when he arrived at the cafe, which had turned into a bar. With waiters who wear sexy clothes and lack materials.

"You drink, miss! please enter!" greet a burly man, who stood in front of the entrance of the bar.

"No, sis! Sorry, can I see Aunt Soraya?" tanya Shanum hesitated.

"Sorry miss, my boss is his name, Mr. Angga, if Miss Soraya I do not know, I know, this building has been purchased by Mr. Angga about 2 years ago," answer the big man.

"Oh yeah, sorry.I'm sorry!" Shanum turned around, he didn't know where to go.

His gaze stopped on a 5-star hotel that stood majestically before him. The Mahendra Family's.

"Shanon...!" a woman's voice shocked Shanum from behind her.

"Mila, you're upset about me, when are you coming home from Jakarta?" ask Shanum. Mila is Shanum's best friend when they sit in the First High School. Mila followed her mother to Jakarta who became a household assistant there.

"I've been here almost a week, Num, my mother died" said Mila sadly.

"Oh, I'm so sorry, Mila

! then are you going back to Jakarta?"

"Yes, I'm gonna take my place working there, Num. What do you do now?" ask Mila.

"Nothing, Mil...!" shanum replied.

"It just so happened that my employer's friend was looking for a baby sister for her child" Mila said.

"Baby sister?" reset Shanum.

"Yes, my employer's friend has a newborn baby, she needs a baby sister, because her parents are busy working, if you want, you can come with me to Jakarta, this Sunday!" said Mila.

"I'll think, Mil, if I don't have a job here, I'll come with you to Jakarta."

"Well, but don't think for too long, Num, someone will come in!" mila said she hoped.

"All right...!" Shanum nodded.