Mother (Lost Love)
SHANUM'S NIGHTMARE

The doctor who examined Flo's baby came out of the IGD room. Shanum and Lady Sarah, standing in unison.

"How's my grandson doing, doctor?" Lady Sarah can't wait to see Flo's baby.

"We're just talking in my room, Miss Sarah!" take a pediatrician named Doctor Stella.

Lady Sarah and Harland, follow Doctor Stella into her room. Meanwhile, Shanum accompanied Flo in the treatment room

"Doctor, did something happen to my granddaughter," Sarah seemed curious about Doctor Stella's attitude.

"Yes Miss Sarah, Flo's baby has Congenital Heart Disease" said Stella's doctor.

"Since when, Doc? Baby Flo was in good health!" ask Harland in shock.

"Indeed, sometimes there is this Congenital Heart disease, not detected from early, even to adulthood, as well as baby Flo," said Stella's doctor.

"then, what is the cause of the occurrence of Congenital Heart disease doc?" ask Mrs Sarah.

"The cause of various kinds of Ms. Sarah, maybe her mother had psychological problems during pregnancy, could also be because the mother consumed alcohol and drugs for a long time," explained Stella's doctor.

"Is the disease curable, doctor !" asked Harland, with a sad look on his face.

"Yes can, if done with the right treatment, but there are also those who do not, this disease, can not heal by itself, so treatment is needed in an indefinite period of time, a balanced diet and nutrition are also needed so that congenital heart disease can be controlled" explained Dr. Stella.

Harland looked at her Mommy with uncertain feelings, she did not expect, the baby she adopted in the hospital a few months ago, had congenital heart disease.

"Doctor....! please give the best treatment to my child, no matter what the cost!" harland Pinta.

"Okay, Mr. Harland! We will do our best for your baby, thankfully baby Flo was quickly brought here, so we can handle it quickly" said Dr. Stella.

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"Miss, what's wrong with Flo?" shanum asked, as the middle-aged woman walked into the baby Flo treatment room with a restless face.

"Flo, having Congenital Heart Disease, Shanum," replied Lady Sarah with teary eyes.

"Heart pain ??" Shanum closed his mouth, in disbelief.

"Yes Shanum, I hope you will take good care of her, until she is healed!" pinta Madam Sarah.

"I will take good care of baby Flo Madam, I will take care of her whole heart" Shanum said in a trembling voice.

He looked at the poor baby who was asleep after the doctor gave him medicine.

"Madam, if you want to go home first, it's okay, let me take care of baby Flo here" Shanum said.

"Well Shanum, ..morning tomorrow I'll be here, thank you !"

"There's no need to thank you, ma'am.this is my duty" Shanum said.

"If there's anything, call us Shanum!" harland said before exiting the room where baby Flo was being treated.

" Okay, Master!" sahut Shanum nodded weakly.

After escorting Lady Sarah and Mr. Harland out, Shanum returned to where Baby Flo was being treated. Her tears dripped from the corner of her teary eyes.

"That's so sorry, son ! Mother promises, Mother will take good care of Flo. Flo must be strong, let it heal quickly!" shanum murmured while sitting on the side of the gurney where baby Flo was being treated.

His heart was sad, seeing the tiny body had to feel the pain of the needle puncture and the medical devices attached to the helpless body. Shanum grabbed the tiny hand and kissed it gently.

The heart of which parent will not be sad, seeing his child rolled weakly in a hospital bed, with a body full of medical devices.

Likewise, Shanum, even though he was just a babysitter Flo, but his little heart felt sliced, seeing Flo's condition suddenly drop.

Shanum had never imagined before, if the beautiful little baby had a congenital disease. He looked at the tiny baby. All are like nightmares in Shanum, however he is responsible for feeling negligent in looking after Flo.

"Shanum... !" the soft voice of Lady Sarah, woke Shanum from her sleep. She can't remember how long she's been asleep next to baby Flo.

"Mrs Sarah.sorry, I overslept," Shanum straightened his sore body, as he slept in a sitting position and cupped his head in a gurney.

"Shanum, you go home! we'll change to keep Flo!" said Mrs Sarah.

"You can pump the ASI first, after that, you can go home, you also have to rest, Shanum!" tell Miss Sarah.

"Alright, Mistress!" Shanum nodded, then escorted by Mr. Hasan, the driver of the Harland family. Shanum's back home.

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"Let's....!" shanum shouted, rising from his sleep with breathless breathing, his face looking pale, cold sweat soaking up his trembling body.

"Shanum, what's wrong with you?" Ma'am Mirna ran into Shanum's room, when she heard the woman's scream.

"Sir, I'm having a nightmare" Shanum murmured, rubbing his chaotic-looking face.

"What dream, Num?" Ma'am Mirna sat on the side of the bed, looking at Shanum with question marks.

"I had a dream, baby Flo died. I'm scared, Ma'am!"

"Don't believe in dreams, Num!" pray that Non Flower will heal quickly!" said Ms. Mirna.

"I feel guilty, Ma'am ! I feel like I failed to keep baby Flo..!" shanum Lirih.

"We don't know God's plan, Shanum! the disease suffered by Non Flower, has become His destiny, our task is only to pray that non Flower is given the strength, to pass the critical period," said Mba Mirna sage.

"Yes, hopefully!" sahut Shanum sad.

By late afternoon, Mr. Harland had already returned home and was preparing to leave for the hospital.

"Shanum, do you want to go to the hospital or rest at home?" asked Mr. Harland, when he saw Shanum in the kitchen.

"I'm coming, Sir! pity Lady Sarah, take care of Flo alone, I will prepare for a while," Shanum said as he rushed into his room to pick up a change of clothes for baby Flo and himself at the hospital.

"I'm ready, sir!"

"Come on, we're leaving now, we're going to get stuck" Harland said.

"Good, Master!"

In the car, Shanum just kept quiet, he did not dare to look at Harland. Until the hospital, no words came out of his lips.

Shanum hurriedly walked to the room where baby Flo was being treated. He was worried about his foster son.

"How is Flower doing, Madam !" shanum asked as soon as he entered the room.

"Shanum's getting better, where's Harland ?"

"So there was in the parking lot of the Madam, soon, also until," Shanum was relieved, after seeing baby Flo, looking calm, her beautiful eyes wide open, the baby moved her hands, as if pleased with Shanum's presence.

"Darling, sorry, Mother ! Mommy can't take care of Flo, until Flo has to be hospitalized," Shanum lamented, looking at the sweet face with pity.

"Don't blame yourself, Shanum ! everything happens not at our will, our job is only to maintain and care for it, by providing the best treatment, so that Flower will recover quickly," said Mrs Sarah.

Shanum rubbed his misty eyes. If you can, Shanum wants to replace Flo, so that the child does not feel pain.

"Mommy, has the doctor told you, what will be done next? " ask Harland who came in, the room where baby Flo was treated.

"No, Son! The team of doctors is still observing whether Flo should be operated on or only receive intensive care, hopefully they quickly make a decision so that baby Flo, can be treated immediately," said Mrs Sarah.

Harland approaches the bed, baby Flo is treated. The tiny baby looked cheerful while laughing and raving indistinctly.

"Daddy's son must be strong, let's get well quickly !" Harland grasped the tiny hand and gently rubbed it.

"Da.da.da..da..it...!" baby Flo's babble, makes Harland smile.

"You said what, baby! want Daddy to be fat?" Harland stretched out both hands. The little baby laughed, moving his legs cheerfully.

"Ohh..apparently pingin carried Daddy yes, here Daddy fat!" Harland lifted Flo's small body, and held her tightly in an embrace.

Shanum smiled, as the cold man was in love with his little daughter.