Mother (Lost Love)
SHANUM'S ANXIETY

"Harland, Mommy see, your relationship with Shanum is getting closer now!" Mami Sarah, as they sit together in Harland's study.

"What a hell, Mom! ordinary is !" answer Harland casually.

"Yesterday Mommy look, you guys come home from the Mall, it looks very friendly, use all hugs," teased mami Sarah.

" Oh, that..!" Harland looked blushed.

"If you want to be serious with Shanum, Mommy will support you, Lan, even though Shanum is not a rich and well-educated person, but she is a good woman, Mommy is sure you will be happy, if you marry her," said Mommy Sarah.

"Mommy, this time I'll listen to Mommy. If Mommy thinks Shanum is good for me, I'll take it with open arms" Harland said.

Mommy Sarah seemed pleased with her son's answer. In the past, Harland had challenged him because Mommy Sarah forbade Harland to marry Monica. Feeling unsuitable for Monica, Mommy Sarah goes to Germany and calms down there.

But Harland and Monica's marriage did not go smoothly, as Harland wanted. Harland wants Monica to stay home, just to take care of herself and her children. But Monica is not the type of home-based woman, she can not leave the world that has raised her name as a model and also a celebrity.

Fights after quarrels, began to accompany his second marriage. Monica lied, if she couldn't have children, because of an illness. Though in fact Monica refused to get pregnant, because she did not want to be preoccupied with the affairs of the child and was afraid that her slender body would stretch, if giving birth.

"Mommy will make Shanum, feel worthy to be with you, Harland. Leave everything to Mami, "Said Mami Sarah with a big smile.

Mami Sarah, call Shanum to come to her room. Unusually, the woman, called Shanum to the room, usually only in the living room or in the kitchen.

"What's up Mommy! shanum asked, entering the room of a woman who was still beautiful at her young age.

Sarah's mom's room, it looks spacious and luxurious.

A calm and peaceful atmosphere is created from the soft color of soft blue that adorns the entire room.

"Sit, Num...!" tell lady Sarah softly.

"Thank you, Mommy! What's up, Mom? Do I have any wrong?" shanum said, feeling anxious.

"Yes, you got it wrong, big mistake !" said Sarah's mom with a serious face.

"What's wrong, Mom! I'm sorry I'm khalaf, but tell me what I've done" Shanum looked almost in tears.

"You've made Harland fall in love with you!" Shanum looked at Mami Sarah in disbelief. It's been lately that Harland's been close to her, but...

"Mommy, I never teased Mr. Harland, for God's sake, I didn't do anything!" sahut Shanum with a face that began to pale for sure, he was afraid that Mami Sarah would scold him, because the woman definitely did not want her son to have a wife like Shanum.

"Tempted or not, Harland wants you to be his wife, Mother to Flower," continued Mami Sarah with a flat face.

"Mommy Sarah, forgive me! I'll go, if Mami wants me to go, I know myself, I don't deserve Mr. Harland," Shanum's tears began to pool in his eyes.

Mami Sarah is still in her flat mode.

"Do you want to feel worthy to be with Harland?"

"No, Mommy ! I don't want that!"

"Why?"

"I'm just a poor and uneducated lady like Monica!"

"But Mommy wants to, you're married to Harland!" mami Sarah said, making Shanum feel in disbelief.

"I..i.m not worthy, Mommy...!" Shanum.

"Who said you didn't deserve it ! Mami will make you feel worthy to be with Harland, only one condition, you have to be confident," said Sarah's mother.

Shanum took a slow breath, .he did not know to be happy or sad, happy because Mami Sarah loved him and wanted Shanum to be his daughter-in-law. While Shanum is sad, agitated, what if Harland later finds out, that she is not a good mother, as they say. Shanum abandoned his daughter in the hospital, and he has no idea where the child is now.

"Mommy Sarah, .I'm sorry, maybe I'm not as good as you think, '" Shanum said sadly.

"What do you mean, Shanum?" Mommy Sarah looked at Shanum full of probes.

"I'm not a good mother, I'm a mother who can leave her daughter in the hospital, I'm a bad mother" Shanum cried sobbing.

"Yes, Mommy, but now I regret it," Shanum wiped his spilled tears .

"Then we will look together, you remember where you gave birth" asked Mommy Sarah.

"Yes, Mommy, I remember !" Shanum nodded, he hugged the middle-aged woman tightly, a kind and loving woman.

From the moment Sarah's mother, asked Shanum to be her daughter-in-law, Shanum felt ashamed to meet Mr. Harland. Even the woman deliberately avoided.

That afternoon, Shanum accidentally met Harland in the kitchen, the man was picking up something in the fridge. Shanum is cooking a healthy meal for Baby Flo.

"What cooking, Shanum?" tanya Harland stood right behind Shanum. Shanum, holding his breath, lest Harland hear a loud thump in his heart.

"Oh, cook Sop for Flo, sir!" shanum replied a little nervously.

"Mommy where yes, how lonely!" harland asked as he downed the canned drink he picked up from the fridge.

"Mommy went to her friend's house, sir! "

"Shanum, you can't call me, don't use it said Mister," Harland said as he leaned against the kitchen table.

"Oh, what should I call you?" ask Shanum.

"Call me Aland!" harland said

"But sir," Shanum felt increasingly stubborn.

"No, but Shanum!"

"All right, but I just call him Alan's brother!" said Shanum smiling knot. Harland just nodded.

"Flo, where's Num?" asked Harland again, while following Shanum who had finished cooking, towards Flo's room.

"again sleep in the room, tu.eh.kak," Shanum replied nervously.

"Shanum, can we talk to you for a second!" Harland held Shanum's hand to stop stepping.

"Speak what, brother?"

"About Mommy's plan to set us up!" answer Harland with his serious mode.

"So Mommy set me up with Harland, but what about Harland, does she want me too" Shanum said

"Are you ready, Shanum?" harland asked as he looked into Shanum's eyes deeply.

"Sister, do you love me?" Shanum asked back.

"Do you have to?" ask Harland again.

"Yes, I'm afraid, if my marriage fails again, because you don't love me!" shanum hesitated

"Shanum, not in a marriage there is no written condition, that marriage must be with love" added Harland. Shanum is confused, Harland is right, Shanum is married to Devan because they love each other, but love is dashed over time. So does Harland, he loves Monica very much, but after learning Monica lied to him, Harland prefers to divorce Monica. After they adopted a child from the hospital.

"I hope that love can grow, after we get married!" harland said again. "What matters in a marriage is trust and loyalty. For me it's more than enough."

Shanum could no longer speak, he saw the sincerity where the man was. Harland grabbed Shanum's fingers and clasped his hands together. Shanum blushed in embarrassment.

"En...!" Both of them are shocked by Mommy Sarah's deheman, Shanum hastily pulls his hand from Harland's grasp. But Harland seemed ordinary.

"Mommy, I don't hear Mami coming in" asked Harland.

"People are dating! Where is the horror Mommy shouted from earlier," said Mommy Sarah.

"It could be, Mommy !" sela Harland smiled.