My Beloved Duda
Chapter 9

Apologies

- Of all the things I want is sorry-

Raihan stepped into Nathan's room, his heart pounding he wasn't ready to hear exactly what happened. But for the sake of the girl, the girl Raihan loves he would do anything.

"So, what's your purpose here, Mr. Raihan Salman Al-fatih?" Nathan looked at Raihan sharply, because Raihan was his rival in college. They stood facing each other with murderous gazes.

"It turns out you still know me, I've forgotten you." decak Raihan.

"hahahah, you haven't changed" Nathan said with a laugh.

"What is your relationship with Afaf Raihanah?" raihan asked curiously for seeing them together later.

Nathan raised his eyebrows hearing Raihan's words, he felt something strange about Raihan. What relationship he has with Raihanah, the girl he loves.

"SHIIT, the stupid answer to what you gave my girl a ring to" Raihan said angrily. He hated Nathan for taking his own.

Raihan looked at Nathan angrily, who was replied with a foolish look by Nathan.

"So you're that lucky man, the man Raihanah loved. Stupidly Raihanah loves men*******like you." Nathan spoke in a mocking tone.

"How dare you!!" Raihan stepped forward, pounding Nathan's jaw tightly, clutching Nathan's shirt collar. Raihan looked at Nathan with a murderous look.

"I proposed to her." Nathan grinned at Raihan's angry expression. Although his lips felt sore with Raihan's punch but he felt satisfied if Raihan was jealous.

"Don't go near Raihanah again or I'll kill you." Raihan smacks Nathan's stomach and falls on the floor, Raihan throws the silver ring in front of Nathan, and Raihan steps away from Nathan.

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Raihanah gets out of Raihan's car, disappointed with Raihan. The man may have abused her. Raihanan rubbed the lips that Raihan touched earlier. His tears were flowing, he was disgusted with himself. Raihanah stopped a taxi passing in front of her. He no longer cares about Raihan, why love the person who abused him. He will not face Raihan anymore.

"Sir, please go to the Beautiful cottage," The taxi driver nodded and drove his car.

Raihanah was sitting in the back seat, reluctant to look at Raihan's car which was still parked in the back. His tears were still flowing, nothing could escape his lips. Her eyes were swollen, this was the first time for Raihanah to be harassed like that. Raihan should not have used such a means. Raihanah looked out the car window, her gaze blank. This incident was very deep in his heart.

But there was a bit of pain in his heart leaving Raihan, he still loves Raihan. His love is so wandering. Raihanah's little heart tries to persuade Raihanah to forgive Raihan. His mind refused, he wanted Raihan to know, if he did not like to be touched with people who do not have ties to him. he would belong to his parents, not Raihan should Raihan understand that.

Is Raihan used to kissing women? he considers all women the same. Raihanah's breath was beheaded, thinking about the last option made her chest churn, her heart like a dagger.

Again Raihanah rubbed her rough lips, the lips that Raihan had touched. His first kiss, which he painstakingly guarded. She just wanted to present it to her husband. Now that his hopes were gone, he failed to take care of himself. Supposedly from the first time he knew Raihan he had to stay away from him, instead of approaching to find out his feelings.

"Mbak has arrived," the taxi driver said, stopping Raihanah's daydreaming of the incident in Raihan's car.

"Yes sir" answered Raihanah quickly.

"How many sir?" Ask Raihanah to the taxi driver to pay.

"55 Thousand mbk," said the taxi driver while pointing to the taxi argo listed.

"Thank you," said

Raihanah while taking the money out of her wallet, she gave thanks to the cabbie. Then he went straight to his house.

Raihanah entered without greeting, she did not care about her mother who kept calling her. He just wanted to quickly go into the room and cry.

"Rai, what's going on?" Beautifully standing in front of Raihanah's door, she kept knocking on the door. But there was no answer, making Beautiful worried. He never saw his son like this.

"Rai," said the beautiful once again calling her son who looked strange.

"Rai, it's just mama's tiredness" Raihanah shouted, she didn't want to see her mother just yet. It needs solitude.

"Alright, if there's anything. Call mom," Lovely sighed, she went away from Raihanah's room.

The kid needs time alone.

Raihanah curled up on the bed, her eyes blank. He knew Raihan loved him, Raihan did that to punish him. Raihanah knew that, Raihan was jealous to see his closeness with Nathan. But for what Raihanah expects love Raihan, until now Raihan has not shown seriousness to him. Even Raihan has not intended to propose to him unlike Nathan who relentlessly bombard him with a proposal. Raihanah continued to refuse, she felt Nathan was not her match. His little heart did not want Nathan, though his wits continued to force Nathan to accept.

Raihanah sighed, the sound of the phone diverting her attention. Raihanah got up looking for her phone in the bag. Raihanah is incubating, seeing Raihan's name on the phone. He could not figure out why Raihan still dared to contact him.

"Why did this person contact me, don't know if I didn't want to get in touch with him," Raihanah stared at the mobile phone angrily at Raihan's name on the call. He hated to know that Raihan still had the face to approach him for what the man had done to him earlier.

Turned off the call, his phone rang again with the same name. Raihan didn't give up on contacting Raihanah. Raihanah is upset, she doesn't want to know anything related to Raihan. He pulled out his cell phone battery and put the phone on the table next to his mattress. Raihan laid his body on the bed, closing his eyes. Tired of his body.

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Raihan walked back and forth in his study, Raihanah not answering his call. It made Raihan frustrated, Raihan knew his attitude was wrong. And Raihan will continue to apologize until Raihanah forgives him. Raihan realized his stupidity he was burning jealous, he followed his lust more than his mind. Raihan sighed, seeing that Raihanah's tears had made Raihan sick.

Raihan closed his eyes, clasping his phone tightly. His call was none of those raised by Raihanah.

"Rain, I'm sorry," Raihan muttered repeatedly. Even though Raihan knows Raihanah will not hear her mumble at this time.

Raihan felt useless, he kept making Raihanah cry. Raihan rubbed his face rough, Raihanah was furious at him. Maybe Raihanah will not forgive him, Raihan sat down his heart ached, this is the first time there is a woman who makes him uncontrollable, Raihan grabbed his hair rough. He had to find a way for Raihanah to forgive him.

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