My Beloved Duda
Chapter 20

Raihanah stood in front of Raihan. Raihan seemed to realize that someone was watching him. He got up and put on his cold face. He seems to be hiding what Raihanah cannot know.

"Are you okay?" Raihan nodded stiffly.

"What's going on?" Raihanah Kekeh wants to know, Raihan's trouble.

"Nothing happened," Raihan replied casually, stepping his feet slowly across Raihanah.

Raihanah was glued, her tongue was my tongue as well as her heart. He felt that something was wrong, why his heart pressed to know about Raihan's problem. And he didn't look at Raihan because he ignored his presence.

"What exactly happened?" said Raihanah loudly, making Raihan step stop. Their bodies turned against each other.

"What do you care? Didn't you expect my departure."

Raihanah choked, Raihan's words were true for what he cared. It's not that he wants Raihan out of his life.

"I'm Han...,"

Raihan was silent, he chose to heed the words of Raihanah. And took his footsteps away from Raihanah. Even though he knew it felt so painful.

Raihanah turned to look at Raihan's back away. There was a sense of tightness filling his chest. His heart felt the pain of Raihan. Without Raihanah realizing her footsteps moved following Raihan's steps. He did not realize there was a wounded heart there staring at the second Nanar. Ryan thinks this is the end of everything. Raihanah never considered her to exist even in visible places. The woman never looked at him at all.

They walked directionlessly along the edge of the sidewalk with the wind blowing their faces. I don't know what they're thinking other than how to get rid of the pain that's growing in their hearts.

Raihan stopped his footsteps when he realized that there were footsteps following him. Raihan stopped his steps, he stomped his body until his eyes met the figure of the girl behind him. Raihan thought Raihanah would follow him. Raihan stared intently at Raihanah, his gaze as if it could kill Raihanah right then and there. He doesn't like Raihanah following him.

"Why are you following me ?" raihan asked that there was a hint of pleasure in his heart when he knew Raihanah cared about him. But quickly he eliminated it far away he could no longer trust the woman. Because all women are the same they can only hurt them.

"My brother." Raihanah was caught because she was found out. He also did not know why he was following the man. He just didn't want to see Raihan sad. He was afraid that anything would happen to the man.

"Well remember you, when you rejected me first. Do I need to remind you of your words that hint me to get out of your life. Then why do you now seem to care and then follow me, and seem curious about my business, Rain. Are you gonna keep playing with me like this?

"That's my aa." Raihanah was also confused with herself. He doesn't know. I don't know what made her follow Raihan, but all she knew was that she didn't want the man to be sad.

"Even you can't answer, I don't need your pity. If that's why you're following me," Raihan sizzled with anger, disappointment, hatred, he made one and foolishly he vented it all on Raihanah.

"No," said Raihanah, he had never seen this angry Raihan. There's a little bit of fear coming up, this isn't the reach he used to be. Because Raihan always treated her sweet and gentle.

"Then what !!" Raihan snapped, he was no longer able to live with those who did not expect him.

"Because I love you" said Raihanah lirih. He knows this is stupid. A woman should not express her feelings. But he did not want to constantly lie with his heart.

Raihan was stunned Raihanah's words just now could shake her heart, but her logic rejected her. He could no longer be hurt because of women, suddenly the memory of his old memories appeared. The memory that Raihan wants to forget, is when he was raped by two men who had bought it from his mother. Raihan fell to the ground, both of his hands held his head tightly, his face grimacing with pain .

The look on Raihanah's originally sad face turned to worry, she approached Raihan. But just two steps he walked, Raihan shouted to tell him to stay away.

"Don't come any closer !!"

"Why do you care how I feel you'd better leave now."

"Tap-pi,"

The sound of the cell phone stopping the speech between the two of them Raihan set his breath. He reached into his pants pocket, just then his phone rang again. Raihan quickly picked up the call.

"Hello" he said .

"…"

"Alright, I'll be there soon Kek," said Raihan, on the other hand happy at Raihanah's confession but there is a mutual disappointment. I think Raihan wants to cry right now. Why 

destiny continues to play tricks on him. This joke is on him.

Raihanah looked at Raihan's spirit curious, eager to ask but he paused. He was afraid that Raihan's emotions would peak. Raihan put his phone back in his pants pocket. Then he passed by without looking at Raihanah at all, there was a sense of disappointment when Raihan did not look at her. The man ignored him again.

"I can't believe if you love me, if you love me you should never leave me" Raihan said before he left .

Raihanah stunned Raihan's words like stabbing her heart, why was she so stupid to realize her feelings. Raihanah's body collapsed on the sidewalk, and the car did not stop her sobs. He looked at Raihan's back who was away with regret.

"I'm sorry Raihan" said Raihanah, filled with regret. He feels guilty. So this is what it feels like to be ignored by our loved ones when he used to do that to many men.

"I love you" Raihanah muttered over and over, Raihanah only realized her love for Raihan. Raihan is like keeping a wound, which makes Raihanah want to take care of him and Raihan reject his presence, this is the first time Raihanah feels the pain of rejection. He could not imagine how hurt Raihan was when he rejected her in his life.

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Ryan was stunned to hear Raihanah say, his heart ached. Raihanah successfully made her heart hurt many times. Can't Raihanah understand her pain? Stupid he still survives to love Raihanah. His heart still hopes if 

raihanah's love turned to her. But seeing earlier Ryan felt his hopelessness there was no room for her in the heart 

Raihanahs.

"Can you give me your love just a little Raihanah?" muttered Ryan. He just wants Raihanah to be aware of his feelings even though he knows love can not be forced.

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