My Beloved Duda
Chapter 27
Raihanah breathes fresh air in the morning. After two months, he finally set foot back to this elementary school. He must be prepared with the fact that he will meet all the pieces of memory of Raihan in this place including his person as well.
Raihanah exhaled. He decided to fight for his love there was no harm. Although Raihan rejected it yesterday, but he did not reject Raihan first. If Raihan survives, why can't he do that, and there's nothing wrong with loving. Maybe he was overreacting to love.
"Assalamualaikum ma'am Raihanah," said some of the students who accidentally looked at him. Raihanah giggled at the surprised expression of those who saw his presence.
ah . everyone will definitely do that, after two months left by their teacher and suddenly back.
"Waalaikumsalam" Raihanah replied with a sweet smile. He was very happy to see his students back after all this time.
"Good morning, kids." And then they kissed Raihanah's hand.
Raihanah's steps stopped seeing the figure, the figure that Raihanah longed for. The man still looks handsome even though his eyes are cute.he painstakingly lowered Friend from his sling to Friend into the classroom, maybe the man realized someone was staring at him, it made the man turn his head and the look in his eyes met with Raihanah.
Raihanah's heart pounded, not even when Raihan looked at her in surprise and then turned into a sharp and intense gaze. Raihanah felt like her body was on fire, quickly Raihanah turned her eyes away she felt her knees go limp just from the look. He was afraid that he would faint in the face like that.
"Raihan." muttered Raihanah slowly. He knew Raihan heard it but the man didn't respond.
Raihanah prayed in her heart, trying to control the beating in her heart and it was nil her heart was pounding no more when the steady step of the man moved towards her. Raihanah gulped, she was not able to face Raihan directly after the rejection event.Raihanah's eyes closed, footsteps were approaching. Raihanah continued to chant prayers, but she found increasingly distant footsteps.
Raihanah's eyes opened, she did not see the whereabouts of Raihan the man walked just to pass her without any greeting. Raihanah let out a disappointed sigh, she twisted her body backwards. He saw Raihan's strapping back that passed quickly. There was a bit of pain treated like that by Raihan, his heart aches.
"Why are you acting like that to me?" raihanah muttered to herself.
"Didn't you love me anymore?"raihanah asked in a soft voice, maybe Raihan would not hear it either because his voice was just like the wind that passed quickly. Did Raihan love that woman from yesterday? Raihanah held tightness in her breath remembering how Raihan kissed the woman.Did Raihan choose to go back to his ex-wife again? Given how compatible the two of them are. Compared to him, there is nothing.
Then Raihanah went into the classroom. It's gonna be a tough day. Because he met the man he loved. So can they unite? He is not willing to see Raihan with other women including Tania. The woman who kissed Raihan yesterday. He didn't want that to happen. It's not her return to solo to pursue her love Raihan.
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Raihan stepped quickly, he directly got into his car. Sitting down and wearing her seal beat as possible, her breath hunting, her eyes wistful. He did not expect that Raihanah would return to her life. He thought she would stay in solo. Especially after that kiss. Raihanah must have hated him so much. Even disgusted at him. But why did Raihanah go back to Jakarta does Raihanah love her? is Raihanah unable to separate from him? various bad thoughts came out of Raihan's head.he tried to guess, what really happened. Why do they have to be like this?
The girl seems to want to prove that she loves him. Raihan can see it all, even the girl left solo and went back to teaching where her son went to school. There was a little bit of pleasure evaporating in Raihan's heart but still could not relieve Raihan's pain of not being able to have the woman. Raihanah is too hard to touch. The woman always ignored him when she knew how much she loved him. But the woman continued to silence him, not even caring about his feelings.
Raihan slammed his car steering hard and then lowered his face, he felt stupid silencing Raihanah. Raihanah did not make trouble in her past but foolishly she was cold with the girl, seeing the longing look in Raihanah's eyes was eager to make Raihan hug the girl. he just kept quiet and passed by without greeting the girl. His heart and mind always move in different directions, his ego is greater than his love.
"Until when do I have to do this," said Raihan then he turned on his car engine and drove across the highway.
Raihan's mind was empty, he was still busy thinking about his feelings for Raihanah. Love is stupid. Like her being so stupid for love.
Letto's song that is said to be a room longing on Radio is heard, chanting beautifully according to Raihan's mood. Raihan cursed anyone who created the song for making his mood grow increasingly upset.
On the leaves that follow
Gently flow
Brought the river
'Eye tip
And I'm starting to get scared
Carried love
Inhaling
The one who shook the chest ...
My path's empty
And I touched him
Feels warm
Oh in the heart
I held tight and
I'm wasting time
No 'purung jua
I saw him leave
I never did doubt
And s'then I remember
Blink your eyes
And a warm touch
Search for meaning
Grow that taste
Chest tightness
You come and go
Oh just like that
All 'I accept
What is…
My path's empty
And I touched him
Feels warm
Oh in the heart
I held tight and
I'm wasting time
No 'purung jua
I saw him leave
I never did doubt
And s'then I remember
Blink your eyes
And a warm touch
Search for meaning
Grow that taste
Chest tightness
You come and go
Oh just like that
All 'I accept
What is…
(Letto - Missing Room)
"Damn it!!" raihan.
Raihan's gaze focused forward. I've been imagining her relationship with Raihanah lately. And he only realized that if he ever smiled and was happy that the times were near Raihanah, it was a beautiful thing that God prepared for him.
"It turns out that you are the happiness I seek in the dark of time, I still can't believe that God presents you in my life as my delayed happiness. Rain, I love you," Raihan muttered unknowingly.
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