My Beloved Duda
Chapter 14

Chapter 12

Raihanah sits at the cafe next to her flower shop. It's late, the clock is right at 8 p.m. But Raihanah took a break, drinking a glass of her favorite hot chocolate. His eyes were blank, staring out the window. The night sky is filled with stars. This time it was beautiful to enjoy the night sky.

Raihanah sighed, in her heart longed. A longing that does not give you thirst. Raihan became a shadow in his mind. How do I forget that guy? The man who had captivated his heart and mind, and somehow more and more disturbed his mind. He never wanted to think about Raihan. But Raihan's face was reflected in his mind.

"Not good, daydreaming nights for a girl," Raihanah gasped. He was shocked to hear Ryan's voice coming from nowhere. That guy's right here. I don't know why Ryan is always around.

Raihanah turned to the grasshopper looking for the source of the sound. Right behind him was the straight back of Ryan who was sitting. Ryan turned his head, they stared at each other for a while before turning their eyes back again.

"When were you there?" ask Raihanah.

"Just now." Said ryan in a relaxed tone.

"What right?" Raihanah was not sure of Ryan's answer. Ryan followed her everywhere. The man had no other job but to follow him. Though he was caught off guard by Ryan's presence as if like a stalker.

Ryan took a deep breath, but he was not a good liar. Raihanah can tell what she means here for what. Ryan's been following Raihanah since the girl came in. Ryan was a little worried seeing Raihanah's gloomy face. Ryan wanted to make sure Raihanah was okay. He did not want to see the woman he loved continue to grieve. If only Raihanah was willing to open her heart to him, she would definitely continue to try to comfort Raihanah and would not let Raihanah be sad. He won't let that happen.

"I'm following you, you look bad." Ryan finally admitted his mistake.

Raihanah is bland, which Ryan says is true. He seems to be uninspired in life. It is as if it is not in the body.

"Don't think too much about my application" Ryan said later.

Raihanah was silent, not replying. Actually he wanted to accept the offer, which woman would reject a man like Ryan. Maybe it's just him, Raihanah is afraid Ryan is disappointed. While with Ryan alone, Raihan can not go from his shadow. Especially if Raihanah married Ryan later, what could Raihanah live without not missing Raihan? she did not want to get married while she still loved another man.

"You love your past man so much." asked Ryan, feeling that that was the reason Raihanah rejected him.

"That's how" Raihanah replied briefly.at first she refused to talk about this. But he didn't want Ryan to keep hoping for him.

"What is the difference between me and him? Which makes me unable to have you." asked Ryan again.he wanted to know the advantages of men then Raihanah.

Raihanah pensively it's a difficult question Ryan and Raihan have a lot in common, except in nature. Raihan is more impressed badboy while Ryan is goodboy.

"You can't make my heart beat."

Raihanah said that while looking outside, they spoke but turned their backs on each other. Not looking at each other. Strange things according to people. Adrian chuckles at the thought of what they're doing now.

"So that's it." said Adrian with a sigh.

"A preposterous excuse, you prefer a man who can make you flutter but does nothing to fight for you. And you'd rather ignore a man who's serious about proposing to you, making you the only woman in your life" Ryan said, trying to make love so that Raihanah doesn't go crazy for a man.

Raihanah is silent, Ryan's words are heartwarming about the reed of his blinded love. Do I have to forget Raihan completely?

Raihanah exhaled, inhaled a chocolate scent that filled her senses. Sipped the drink slowly. Then put it back on the table. Ryan still faithfully sat behind her, accompanying her solitude. Ryan's words were right, and it made Raihanah look stupid. Raihanah shook her head, not that she was stupid but that she also had her own reasons.

"Your words are right" said Raihanah slowly. Ryan smiled as Raihanah was slightly affected.

"But the thinking of a woman and a man is different" Raihanah continued. Ryan frowned, he was confused by Raihanah's words. Tucked a little fear in his heart.

"What do you mean, Rai?" Ryan asks Raihanah for an explanation because he does not understand, he does not like the way women think too complicated in his mind.

"Women think with feelings, while men use logic. It can be said that what you think is true is not necessarily true for me. I realized my stupidity for rejecting a man's proposal as good as you. I just don't want to get married when I have feelings for someone else. I don't want my husband to be hurt, because I think of men other than him." Raihanah said in the end.

"I was afraid of my race to make me betray my own husband, not by deeds but feelings. Marriage is not just a bond. I don't want to play with weddings. If a woman has chosen her priest, her life and death will be tied to her husband. I don't want to hurt my husband one day, sorry." Raihanah continued, he could not imagine if he married Ryan but his heart was still for Raihan.

Ada Band's song titled stupid man spinning, enliven the atmosphere of the cafe. Raihanah was silent, this song touched the bottom of her heart as if she knew her feelings at this moment. His feelings became mixed, he did not understand what was lodged in his heart. It hurt him, but why did he stay. Survive with a taste that only adds to the lara at all times.

Raihanah looked straight ahead, Ryan was stunned to hear it. Ryan never thought of it that way, and it made Ryan even more eager to marry Raihanah.

There's a band buzzing in their minds as if they're being stupid out of love. Yes, they were made by love.

It used to feel beautiful

The pleasure is always

One sweet memory

Nothing is wrong

I'm just a stupid human being

Who let all

It's my game

Repeatedly

Trying to hold on with all my heart

Like a rock being hit by a wave

Live life in sheer foam

Give true love in destiny

No matter your behavior

Make me desperate

Sometimes this common sense

Not enough to hold him

Just pain

Who always comes to laugh at me

He's a soul mate

Tega danced beautifully over my cries

Trying to hold on with all my heart

Like a rock being hit by a wave

Live life in sheer foam

Give true love in destiny

But until when

'I have to endure it?

This curse of love

All the…

there's a band - stupid man

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