My Beloved Duda
Chapter 36
PROPOSALS
"Because I'm sure you can keep my treasure as you keep your heart for me"
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Raihanah left the hospital, her heart ached when Raihan just kept quiet not to return her love statement. He did not care about his friends who saw him crying full of tears after coming out of Raihan's room. Raihanah was ashamed, she never expressed love to a man. But he had lowered his pride for Raihan. He expressed all the feelings that were in his heart because he loved the man so much. he did not want to lose the man, but all he could get was silence Raihan, he said, Raihan did not care about his declaration of love at all.
Does Raihan not love him anymore? raihanah's mind ached thinking that.
Is that how fast Raihan's heart turned? Bad thoughts kept spinning in Raihanah's head. Raihanah condemned her stupidity for saying she loved Raihan blatantly. Raihanah's tears fell back.
He should never have loved a man who did not love him. But what does all the things Raihan does if the man doesn't love him. Inner Raihanah kept fighting.
Raihanah's mind floated pondering back on her conversation with Raihan's grandfather. He did not expect that Raihan had such a deep wound in his heart, he was not disgusted by Raihan's past, in fact, he wanted to debate all the wounds that Raihan had felt but the man was wrong to understand that his feelings were only pity. Don't know Raihan if he cares about her. Raihanah looked at the ceiling of her room. He could not imagine if he had to lose the man, but saw the rejection shown by Raihan's heart Raihanah sick. Raihan is not expecting it anymore. It may be true that Raihan does not love him anymore and Raihanah must quickly forget the man before his feelings get deeper.
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Raihanah woke up from her nap, when Raihanah went to the kitchen she saw a lot of people passing by. Raihanah felt confused as usual, what was there that she missed. Raihanah suspects there will be a big event at her house but what? That's what makes Raihanah confused.
Approached by his mother who is cooking, his mother looks very busy as well as the people around her mother is busy arranging food.
Beautiful looking at her newly awakened child with anger, because her son was not ready yet when soon the show will begin.
"Someone wants to propose to you, and you're not ready yet."
"AAPPA??" Raihanah was shocked by her mother's words.
"Seriously Mom, no one's going to propose to Raihanah." Raihanah looked at her mother in disbelief. Crazy Raihanah alone is still heartbroken, because the handsome widower and now there will be men who want to propose to him. It's been a month since then but Raihanah has not heard anything about Raihan. The man disappeared, his trail just left civilization. Perhaps the man really did not love her and did not expect the presence of Raihanah anymore in his life.
"Better now you take a bath and dress up the pretty one" Beautiful orders on her daughter.
"But ma'am" Raihanah tried to protest but was met with a sharp glare by Indah.
Raihanah sighed harshly, she was resentful because of this impromptu event. No one even told him, did they not understand that he was still injured because of Raihan and did they not understand if he still loved Raihan?
Raihanah could not imagine what would happen, because her heart had chosen Raihan even though he had hurt her so deeply.
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