My Beloved Duda
Chapter 10

you're the one thing I want most in this world, Rain-You

A month passed Raihan continued to terrorize himself with various kinds of terror that bored him. Raihan always visits his house, he doesn't want to see her. So only Raihanah's mother accompanied Raihan. Raihan also always sent her roses that never stop visiting his school and even the campus, making Raihanah upset half to die facing the man.

Rejecting Raihan instead made him haunted by the shadow of the man.Today Raihanah was forced to accept Raihan's invitation to speak. Raihanah wants to run fast and be able to solve this problem as soon as possible. Raihanah wants to get away from Raihan, and her life can go back to what it used to be. He can live a normal life like before, without the shadow of Raihan.

Raihanah looked at Raihan sharply, the man was now before her. Raihanah did not think, Raihan still dared to meet him. Now he and Raihan are in Raihanah's workroom at school. Raihanah wanted to refuse, but she could not she fear the teachers on suspicion. Raihan is also a respected figure in this school.

"What's it for?" Raihanah looked away, she did not want to look at Raihan she was afraid if she loved Raihan more. He was afraid of falling into the charm of Raihan, which he could not resist.

"I want to apologize, for yesterday's incident," Raihan softly said, every word is really sincere. Making Raihanah a little tempted, Raihanah shook her head to unravel the thought.Raihan grunts to see Raihanah shake her head, is it difficult to forgive her.

"So you don't forgive me" Raihan continued.

"I haven't answered yet" Raihanah avoided, though Raihanah was angry. It's not that Raihanah doesn't want to forgive Raihan. If he does not forgive Raihan, his heart will be more hurt by one's sins. He didn't want that to happen.

Raihan frowned confusedly, he did not understand Raihanah's words instead of Raihanah shaking her head. Because I don't want to forgive his mistakes.

"But, I mean the bundle of your head."

Raihanah rolled her eyes, it turned out that Raihan was stupid. He shook his head because he was afraid of being fascinated with Raihan not because he did not want to forgive Raihan.

"I forgive you, but you have to get out of my life" Raihanah said, hinting Raihan to leave. He doesn't want to see Raihan anymore. He could not resist the turmoil in his heart. Even though he really wanted this guy. But he doesn't like the way Raihan insisted like yesterday. He doesn't like to be treated.

Raihan was stunned, he did not expect that Raihanah would say that. Did the fight end to get Raihanah? His heart was like being stabbed by a dagger, so sick and soothing. Raihanah did not look at him at all.

"Are you sure of what you said, Rain? I know you love me too, just like I love you," Raihan tries to convince Raihanah that she doesn't want to live without Raihanah. He needed this woman. Until he thought his life would be empty without Raihanah. Raihanah is like air when she breathes.

"I don't love you" Raihanah said quickly, her tone trembling. Raihanah lied, this is the only way to make Raihan stop following her and disappear from Raihanah's life.

"You lied to Raihanah" said Raihan, who knew that what Raihanah said was a lie. He could feel that Raihanah loved him just as much as she loved him. They love each other. Raihan is sure of that.

"I don't care, I think even if we love each other there's no point in us being together" Raihanah replied trying not to care.

"Better we live like we used to, my life without you and your life without me" Raihanah sobbed, she knew it was hard to walk away from Raihan's life. But this is the best way for him. He must start a new life without Raihan, he is unlikely to survive with men who do not clarify their relationship, instead have abused him. Raihanah can't stand men like Raihan. He needs a mature man who wants to commit not just a man who hangs his love.

"Better you go now," Raihanah got up from the chair, she leaned over to let Raihan go.

"But Rain I'm-,"

"Go now!!" Raihanah snapped at Raihan, not wanting to hear Raihan's words. He's fed up with anything that has to do with Raihan.

"Well, if that's what you want. I'm gonna get out of here. But remember Achieve me will keep chasing after you Rain, until you become mine," Raihan said in a sharp tone of his speech making Raihanah goosebumps.

Raihanah turned her face away, she did not care about Raihan's words. Although there is a little fear if the speech really happens. Because in his heart still holds so much love for Raihan.

Raihan looked at Raihanah, he could not afford to lose Raihanah. But he had to leave before Raihanah got angry with him. One day Raihan will have a way to make Raihanah fall in love with him. Raihan leaves Raihanah, she disappears behind the door leaving Raihanah pensive on her work couch.

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Raihan did not give up, even though Raihanah rejected him this time Raihan will not be like yesterday just silent. Raihan brings a flower package with a ring, he wants to propose to Raihanah now. He'll prove it to Raihanah if he's serious. He will bind Raihanah with the bond of marriage. No longer concerned with her trauma of marriage, she believes her marriage to Raihanah will be better than her previous marriage.

Raihan stepped into Raihanah's room, only to knock on the door. There was a woman who stopped him.

"Sorry, I'm looking for Raihanah" guessed a woman, about 27 years old. The woman approached Raihan who was in front of Raihanah's room.

"Yes,"

"Raihanah has resigned sir, he said he wants to continue studying S2 abroad," explained Sonya, Raihan had seen the name tag on the woman's clothes.

"Thank you," Raihan let out a long sigh, Raihanah did not want to see him again. Is there no second chance for him? Raihan really loved Raihanah sincerely, even he dared to dream of a marriage with the girl.

The determination in Raihan's heart is so strong if Raihanah is serious about her words to stay away from her life. So Raihan must prove his last words to Raihanah if he will not release Raihanah, he will bind Raihanah with marriage ties. Raihan squeezes the suit he wears.he will look for where Raihanah is, he has money and power. He won't waste it.

"I will find you Raihanah, I will not stop looking for you until I completely disappear from this world" Raihan promised in his words.

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