
Jansen came back with a bottle of intoxicating drink in hand, she had just had some fun with some of her best friends but she came home only to exchange clothes because she was about to go again with her biker gang. His father was having dinner with his wife as well as Richard when he came back and passed them.
After remarrying, Bob Howard's attention did turn to the child brought by his second wife. Ever since Bob Howard got married again, he's been ignoring Jansen and her mother. Jansen's mother's death was considered a pure suicide and since then, Jansen has never gotten his father's attention because Bob is busy with the new family he has.
Surely Jansen is a smart boy, he can even get a champion if he wants but the achievements he got were never glimpsed by his father because his father was busy praising Richard who was good at taking Bob Howard's sympathy. In this world, the smart one will lose to someone who is good at looking for face, which is why Jansen always loses to Richard who is good at finding the attention of his father.
Jansen who has always been ignored is of course rebellious but until now his father did not understand what he wanted because he was too busy with his world and a new family that he thought was perfect. Jansen walks by, although his father sees but his father does not call and invites him to dinner together.
"What else did the boy do?" anne Howard deliberately heated up her husband.
"As usual, Mom. There were some good things he did all this time. Surely the actions he did would ruin Daddy's reputation. I don't know when, I think Daddy should stop giving him money so he doesn't do anything as he feels!" richard is also heating Bob Howard.
"Yes, Bob. That's a good idea but I'm worried that if you stop giving Jansen money, he's gonna throw more tantrums by robbing and even robbing people on the streets. It's worse and it'll further worsen your reputation!" said Anne. He and his son are like two-edged swords. On one hand they will pretend to be concerned but on the other hand they are increasingly making Bob Howard hate his own son.
"I know! The mess he did was enough. Don't let him go rob a bank. I'm really gonna lose face. Just let him do as he pleases, I don't care if Richard doesn't betray me. I hope you follow in my footsteps by becoming a minister next year" Bob asked Richard.
"I won't let you down like that loser, Dad. I'm trying to draw the attention of supporters so I can be like you."
"Good, you really make me proud."
"Of course, Dad!" Richard and his mother smiled. When Jansen was making trouble, they actually reached the top. But no matter what Jansen did, his father never cared and they would make Bob Howard care less about his own flesh and blood.
Jansen had finished changing clothes, he went back past those who were eating but Richard stopped Jansen with his scathing words.
"Don't rob a bank that could get Daddy in trouble!"
"What do you mean by that?" Jansen turned, looking at Richard with a sharp look. Jansen even saw his father accidentally and his father did not care as usual.
"I'm just reminding you, don't let you do anything embarrassing and that could make Daddy even more embarrassed!"
"I don't need a lecture from trash like you!"
"No need to interfere in my business, just enjoy your precious time. I'm nobody in this house!"
"Jansen, enough!" shouted his father loudly. Bob had already moved, flames of anger filled his heart.
"You really let me down, you never made me proud at all. Have you seen Richard? He makes me proud, but you disappoint me. Like your mother who let me down and died by suicide, you also let me down!" yell at his father again.
"Don't blame Mommy. Don't you know? All because of them!" Jansen won't lose either.
"All because you brought them into this house. At that time I lost my father, the father who always loved and proud of me was no longer there because of what you were always proud of the son of the ja*alng. Did you ever take the time for me after that? Did you ever see the achievements I got after they you brought in? Have you ever cared about me? Not at all because the one in your eyes is just the two of them and I'm not!" jansen said with a dusting.
"You're too much, Jansen. You're the one who's throwing a tantrum but you're throwing the blame at us!" said his stepmother.
"You two are really poisonous snakes. No matter what, I won't interfere with your precious time!" Jansen stepped away. He's been talking like that his father still doesn't care. What kind of family are they? His father did not even care whether he had eaten or not and what made him hurt was that his father actually boasted of others in the presence of his own son. It was amazing, his father really did not know what he was feeling right now.
It's better to be outside, spend some fun time with his biker gang than to be at home with a family that never thought existed. Never made an achievement? He used to do a lot of things for his father to be proud of but what, not once did his father glance because his father was busy with the achievements that Richard showed. His father had suddenly changed and his position was taken by Richard perfectly so why would he make such a feat again?
Everything he did was in vain because his father did not care. Only bad deeds he did could attract his father's sympathy. One time he did, his father scolded him but after that his father did not care anymore so he went back to making mistakes over and over again just to get his father's sympathy. Even though his father gave only anger and abuse but all that felt enough to treat his longing feelings for his father.
Jensen left, his father did not prevent either. He invited his wife and son to eat. He was used to Jansen's attitude. The boy won't stop throwing tantrums because he can't stop him, but all Jansen really wants is his old father.
Jansen goes with his biker gang to wreak havoc again. That was all he could make as a place of escape so that he would not be lonely and so that he would make many friends. They run wild races, troublemaking and beating people but that night, Jansen gathers the entire Black Circle because there is a plan he wants to do.
"Take a good look at your targets!" Jansen placed a piece of the photo he had taken secretly onto his motorbike so that his men could see the target he wanted.
"Tomorrow I want this target to be obtained and after that, we'll have fun!" said it.
"Good!" the photo on the bike has changed hands. Jansen smiled and looked satisfied. Just wait for a reply from him, what he experienced today will he reply and he will continue to act until his father knows what he really wants.