
Logan returns to his car, "Now we go to the doctor. I made an appointment. Now we're there."
"Well?!" Rania could not hide her surprise, "Now?" his body was cold hot, so panicked.
"Yes. We're going to Dizza's papa hospital." Fortunately Logan continued to look forward, otherwise he would have seen Rania very pale by now.
"Mas." With a soft voice.
"Why, Yang?" logan said, still focusing on the street in front of him.
"I want her, what does she want us to have children?" rania has it in her mind to tell Logan about her pregnancy. Logan had to know.
"I don't want to, Yang. I'm more than not ready. I told you I wanted to date a few years ago, especially when I was in college. I also want to focus on my work first."
"But if only. It's a wish, Mom." Rania puts emphasis on the word supposing. "How did I get pregnant?"
"Yes, don't get pregnant first" said Logan accompanied by laughter, not wanting his words to sound cruel.
But Logan's words just hit Rania's feelings. "But if it turns out I'm pregnant how is it? Without us being able to prevent that, Mas?" Rania slightly raised her tone. His eyes were hot.
Logan was silent for a moment. Then he said, "Eat him before that happens, we have to stop it immediately. Don't get pregnant now."
A drop of tears flowed unexcusedly on Rania's cheek. Rania can already imagine Logan's reaction to knowing she's pregnant. Rania rubbed her cheek roughly and tried to sigh a few times, trying to keep the other tears from dripping.
"Why the hell, Mas? We are married. Having kids is okay, right?" Now Rania is so eager to tell about her pregnancy. His tone is getting higher.
"Ran." Logan was carried away by emotions, the call 'which' on Rania disappeared, it was a sign that he was upset. "We had a deal, right? When we were in Paris, you agreed that we didn't have kids." Logan wants to make sure he and Rania are still in the same vision and mission.
"What makes you want me to get pregnant??" Rania really wants to know. He knew Logan was very young, the responsibility he bore was also great for his company. But now Rania is pregnant with her child, does she not think to be able to accept it if Rania is pregnant? Why does he keep insisting?
"Udah, Ran! Enough's enough!" Logan was screaming. "I don't want to fight anymore. I don't want any kids between us for now, period!"
Rania was flabbergasted, not expecting Logan to be somewhat shouting like that. Rania chose silence, trying to hold back her tears that would come out if she blinked a little. He quietly rubbed his stomach and said inwardly, 'Sorry father, son.'
"Please, understand me, Ran." Logan felt guilty for screaming. "You're the one who should understand me best now."
Rania tight. He doesn't want to say anything anymore. He does not care if when he meets the doctor later, his pregnancy will be known by Logan. Whatever. It won't prevent Logan from knowing. He also doesn't care if Logan is angry or can't accept it.
Arriving at the hospital, Rania sits in the waiting room while Logan talks to the nurse.
Logan approached Rania, "Still waiting for one person." then sat down next to Rania.
"Well, don't be angry anymore" Logan asked, grabbing Rania's hand. "I'm sorry I snapped at you."
Rania was silent. His heart is still throbbing pain. She will forgive her husband, just not now. It's hard to understand Logan's mind.
"Sir Logan?" a voice belonging to a middle-aged woman was heard greeting Logan. Rania was stunned when she saw the doctor. The doctor was dr. Ane Sp.Og who she met the other day at a maternity clinic in the suburbs of Bandung.
Why dr. Ane is here?
The doctor also seemed to remember Rania, because he looked at Rania for a while. But said nothing.
"Yes, Doctor. How are you?" Logan welcomes Doctor Ane's hand-in-chief.
"I'm good. What about Father? Or maybe I call him?" the doctor said it was friendly. Seeing how young Logan was to be called with the greeting 'father', the doctor preferred to call Logan with the name 'Mas'.
"What can I do, Doc. This is my wife, Rania." Logan embraces Rania and introduces her.
Rania was very panicked, but unexpectedly, Doctor Ane stuck out her hand and acted as if she had never met Rania, "How are you, Mother? Greetings to know." he said kindly.
Rania nodded doubtfully and welcomed Doctor Ane's hand, still feeling strange with the doctor's attitude.
"Thank you for choosing to come here, Mr. Logan. I am honored to be visited by a leader of a big company like you. Mr. Dimas himself you asked me to serve you and your wife." Back, Rania saw the atmosphere where Logan was treated special by others, "Let's go to my room."
Logan clasped Rania's hand and followed the Doctor into his room.
"What would Logan drink?" ask Doctor Ane.
"No need, Doc. Thanks though. It's better to just go ahead, given your patients are still waiting in line" said Logan diplomatic.
"Okay, then. I know you must be very busy too. Can I help you, Mom?"
"Look, my wife and I are going to put off having children, Doc. So what advice do you have, so that, you know, we can calmly relate."
Doctor Ane was surprised. He looked towards Rania meaningfully. Rania looked at her as if saying 'Now you know why I look unhappy when I know I'm pregnant'. Doctor Anepun understood and immediately changed his facial expression.
"Ah, you must still want to enjoy the time together huh? Seeing Mas Logan who is very young would want to date first yes, Mas." The doctor threw a joke to cover up his surprise.
"That's how it is, Doc." said Logan passionately, "tuh, Ran. Doctor Ane just got it."
Rania just smiled wryly. Doctor Ane looked at Rania again, now her gaze turned sympathetic, as if to say, 'I understand why you wanted to hide your pregnancy at that time'.