My Marriage Life with Young CEO
Chapter 33: Weak

Flashback (on)

one day before going to college

Rania is in her room. His eyes were closed and a classical music chanted from his HP.

"Honey," his hand rubbed his stomach, "Say if you're listening to classical music you're developing your brain. Hopefully later if you are born you become a smart child, healthy, and always happy, son."

Rania continued to invite the fetus to speak, "No wonder you have two months in the mother's stomach. And I don't know about you yet. Sorry, you still have to be patient. Dad's still a lot of work. Lately I've been feeling stressed. And what makes mom sad, I'm doing all this myself. Don't know why I don't want you to know about the problem at the office. Though 'mother just want to help also who knows mother can give input."

"Whoa" came Logan's voice from outside the room.

"Eh, I'm home, son." Rania turned off the music on her HP and hurriedly walked over to Logan.

Logan sat at the dinner table and loosened his tie.

"Mas, are you home? Want some orange juice?" Rania walks to the refrigerator and gives Logan the orange juice he made.

"Yes, I can." she said, her face was very tangled.

Rania puts the orange juice in front of Logan. Logan immediately grabbed it and drank it to the end.

"I go home to take a shower, change my clothes, and I leave again, yeah." Logan moved out of his chair.

"Why, Mas? The work isn't done yet?" rania asked as she picked up the empty glass and walked towards the sink.

"Yes" said Logan briefly.

"It's still not finished, is it the problem of hotels in the Maldives?" ask Rania.

"Not yet." Logan is no longer visible. Then the sound of the shower came from the bathroom.

Rania takes the initiative to prepare the clothes that Logan will wear for her to return to the office. "Mas, put on this shirt?" rania asked when Logan entered the walk in closet.

"Yes, I can." said Logan received the clothes that Rania prepared and started wearing them.

"Eat first before leaving." said Rania as she walked to the kitchen and prepared food for Logan's dinner.

A while later, they sat down at the dining table and devoured the food that Rania prepared in silence.

"Mas," Rania tried to break the silence, "You're being brought a snack too?"

"No need, Yang." said Logan briefly.

"Oh, yes that's it."

Then the mood returned to silence. Only the sound of spoons and forks clashing with plates could be heard. Rania's confused. He did not dare to ask further about the problem of the construction of the hotel. Lastly Logan answered tightly and warned Rania not to find out about the problem to Davin. Logan doesn't like it if Rania asks him about the problem. I don't know why.

"Well, what time will I be home?" ask Rania.

"don't know. You go to bed first, don't wait for me." Logan finished his meal and now he gulped down his water, "I'm leaving now, yeah."

Logan immediately grabbed his car keys and walked towards the apartment door. Tumben once he just left without kissing and hugging Rania. That's what Logan always does when he's leaving.

Because it had become a habit, Rania felt sad at that time. Why is Logan not doing his habit this time. Actually, Logan's attitude that was so lethargic since he came home was able to answer Rania's question. But Rania's feelings that have recently changed to be very sensitive, not willing Logan to leave just like that.

"Mas!" Rania walked towards the apartment door. There Logan had just finished wearing his shoes and his hand had touched the door handle.

"Mas, usually hug and kiss first if you want to go. How is it now?" Rania sulking.

Logan sighed, "Emang should always be yes, Yang?"

Logan's words do sound a bit annoying. But it is actually still understandable and does not need to be a big problem.

But this time the words became very painful for Rania who during pregnancy became more sensitive. Even those words now made Rania's tears well up in her eyes.

"Kok you say that." lirih Rania. His subconscious even made him not want to say Logan with the name 'Mas'.

Logan swept his hair rough and began to feel impatient, "Which, I was in a hurry. Davin is waiting for me. The lawyers are waiting for me in the office! You know I can't really? Just because I don't kiss and hug you so you cry?!"

Hearing Logan's rather outrageous words made Rania even more hurt. He could not hold back his emotions anymore. "How can I know if you never want to tell me about your problems at the office? I just ask and why the hell you should talk to me! You can talk better!"

"You why the hell? You think you are a problem? I don't have time to deal with your emotions. I'm dizzy now!"

"You should have told me the same thing I let me know!"

"What am I telling you? You won't understand, Ran!" Logan who was carried away by emotion no longer called out to Rania with 'Yang'.

"I'm not a business person, but you can tell me and I'm not a bego who can't understand your problems at all!" Rania couldn't help it, "You can't tell me what the hell is it?"

Logan was silent for a moment, not expecting Rania to ask that.

"Do you really want this nerusin?" asked Logan trying to hold back his emotions, "Udah, I don't want to fight. It's up to you to think I'm nagging you what. I'm dizzy!"

Logan left after that painful sentence, leaving Rania who was still crying as she pleased.

Until night, Logan did not come home. Rania had been lying on her bed since 9 p.m., but she still could not close her eyes. At 11 p.m., Logan gave me a message.

[Logan]: Yang, sorry I was emotional. I didn't go home tonight either. You just sleep. First day of college tomorrow, right? Vim.

The message implied Logan's regret. It seemed like he realized that what he said was indeed a little outrageous.

Rania decided not to reply. His heart was already sick, a tear fell and he rubbed violently. "If you knew I was pregnant, would you have said anything outrageous about it, Gan? I just want your attention. Am I wrong?"

Flashback (off)

***

Rania slowly felt Vino's embrace had melted her down. His whole body could not move. He needs. Tired of pretending and hiding her pregnancy from Logan, she suddenly reaches her breaking point. Tears that pooled in his eye he let out.

He knows this is wrong, but can he rest for a while? Her pregnancy made her often feel sensitive but she always tried to keep it to herself. He couldn't tell Logan. Nor can it be spoiled on her husband because Logan's problems in his office always make Logan's mood less good lately.

Now Vino knows how he is. Rania couldn't lie that she felt so relieved, finally there was someone who could find out about the supposed happy news. And always, Vino was always the one who knew that Rania was on the dark side of her heart.

Rania poured out all her gut feelings in that embrace. Her crying could not hold her anymore. Vinopun hugged Rania tighter, feeling what Rania was feeling.

"You can cry as much, Ran. I'm here." said Vino.

His heart was like it was slashed hearing Rania's roaring cries. Honestly, he was very inattentive to Logan. How can she make Rania have to hide her pregnancy. How much does Logan refuse to have children?

A hand suddenly gripped tightly Rania's hand hanging on both sides of her body. Yes, even though Vino hugged her, Rania did not let her hand return the embrace. Logan pulled her forcefully out of Vino's embrace. Rania was surprised not to play when she saw Logan there staring at her with a cruel, as if saying 'what are you doing with another guy?'