My Marriage Life with Young CEO
Chapter 36: Evaporating

"Why did you say?" logan's heart slammed, "You're my wife! I need to know where you are! You left yesterday and can't be connected at all. What do you think I am?"

"Why? You still care about me? It's not that you push me on and you just go and leave me alone in the hotel!" rania said without fear. Almost he lost the fetus that it contained, and it made Rania change her mind to no longer stay silent.

Logan kept both his hands on both of his waist. "I'm afraid, Ran, you're afraid to forget! You have made me hurt! You hit another guy when I was your husband! I married you when I was 18! I didn't think twice when I saw your dad at school. I immediately applied for you. I'm relainting my youth! But what did I get? You don't understand me at all, Ran! Not to mention my problems at the office. I work till night every day! I never even had time for myself! I'm cape! Have you ever thought about my condition?"

He doesn't understand Logan's situation, he says? Not thinking about his condition, he said?! But now finally, Logan vented his frustration, the thing that Rania had been waiting for all this time. Rania undoes her intention to argue Logan's words, but she is eager to say a reply and let her husband to blow it all away.

"If you want to know, everyone in the office knows me! I try as much as I can. Even making Logan Ritz one of the best hotels in Asia is not something that can silence their mouths. They keep saying they're not satisfied with my performance! They always said I wouldn't be able to and all my achievements were just coincidences. Not to mention..."

Logan's shout stopped, Rania felt Logan like he was going to be disappointed to say something. Logan quickly continued his words. "The construction of the hotel in the Maldives was faltered because of their trap! Those who make the land into a dispute. They want me to step down from my office. They want me to take away everything you've given me!"

After shouting with emotion, Logan sat down languidly on the sofa. His mind still felt very tired even after pouring out everything he had been hiding from Rania.

"It turns out you can't tell me?" lirih Rania's. "It should be all this time, whatever your problem, you tell me the same story."

"What am I telling you? It makes me feel more and more incapable. I don't want to be seen as weak as you! I can't look fragile in front of you! You don't know I'm ashamed to cry in front of you. I am the head of the family! I'm the leader of the company! You don't know how big a burden I've been carrying all this time, Ran! I'm stressed!" Logan's eyes began to turn red and watery.

Rania still hasn't opened her voice, she allows Logan to spend all the grunts in her heart.

"I'm cape being an adult! I cape everything alone! In the midst of what I believe to be, you..." Logan paused for a moment because he had a little trouble speaking, "I was just nyuekin you back then. That was one time, Ran. When did I nyuekin you? But you hit another guy. And that guy Vino, the guy you should be the most distant to now. You know I don't like him the most."

Logan brushed away his tears. His eyes, nose, and lips were reddened. Never before has Rania seen Logan this screwdriver.

"You're so fucked up." said Rania. "Why do you marry me if you only want to look strong and great in front of me? A wife is one who sees the weakest side of her husband. The most fragile side of her husband, which no one else can look up to."

Rania sat down in front of Logan who was sitting on the sofa. Rania grabs Logan's cheeks and makes Logan look at her, "I'm your wife. You should show your weak side to me. Because I'm here for your damping. Make your support. Whatever your problem should be, you tell me the same story. So I am the place you lean, the place you throw away all your complaints. I told you, you're not a superhero, Gan. You are an ordinary man. You don't always have to look tough. You can always cry like this in front of me. You don't have to be ashamed." Rania wiped the tears that kept coming out of Logan's eyes.

"And one more thing" said Rania, both hands reaching Logan's hands.  "I'm so sorry about what happened yesterday. I know I was wrong. Totally wrong. I shouldn't have told Vino that. I'm sorry." Rania kissed both backs of Logan's hands.

Rania stared fixedly into Logan's eyes, "I'm sorry, there's actually something I'm hiding from you."

"What are you hiding from me?" ask Logan curiously.

Rania looked at Logan's hand, "I'm hiding something, and Vino knows about it."

"I don't know where she's from." Rania quickly clarified. "Maybe he feels sympathy with me, so he hurt me" said Rania carefully, "And I need correction. I didn't hug him, Mas. I was wrong to tell him he was doing it. But for God's sake, I didn't return her hug."

Logan recalled that when he grabbed Rania's hand at that time, Rania's hand was indeed hanging by her side, not coiling on Vino's body.

"What made him bend you? What are you hiding from me?" tanya Logan tried to hold back his reawakened anger.

Rania was silent for a moment. Thinks. Is it when Logan's emotions are unstable like this that he will reveal about his pregnancy? But Rania doesn't want to hide this anymore. Things like this could happen again in the future, and he doesn't want it to happen again. Also in a few months the stomach will grow larger, it is already impossible to hide it. He has to tell Logan right now.

"Yesterday, when you left for me at the hotel, I called Doctor Ane to pick me up."

Logan frowned, "why did you ask Doctor Ane to pick you up?" He feels weird. Why did Rania not ask to pick up Mr. Riswan, the driver that Logan hired specifically for Rania.

Rania sighed, reducing the nervousness she felt.

"My stomach hurts. When you accidentally pushed me, my lower abdomen hurt a lot." said Rania slowly.

Logan's face stiffened, he swallowed his saliva with great difficulty. He seems to know where this conversation is going.

Rania puts one hand of Logan on her stomach.

"I.pregnant, Mas. There's your son in my stomach." said Rania finally.

Logan's gaze was nilar. His breathing continued roaring, his shoulders descending up and down, and his entire body felt cold hot.

"I'm the same Doctor Ane lied to you about the IUD installation. I was actually pregnant at the time. When you went to the Maldives, I was 2 weeks pregnant, that was the first time I knew I was pregnant. And yesterday I didn't come home because I was at Doctor Ane's clinic, I was unconscious and just woke up this afternoon."

Instantly Logan looked at Rania with an even more flabbergasted look. He pulled out his hand that Rania held.

"I know you don't want to have children yet, but your child has grown in my stomach. Please accept him, Mas. This is your son." said Rania expectantly.

Logan said not a word. He was too shocked.

Until after a moment of silence, Logan moved from his seat and left Rania who was still on the floor. He walked to the exit, and just left.