My Marriage Life with Young CEO
Chapter 44: Deep Regrets

Logan's car reached Carla's yard. The house has not been occupied or visited for a long time because Carla and Rendra who went to various countries since they got married about 6 months ago. But the house is still maintained because it is routinely cleaned by ART who has been working since Logan was a child, Bi Ninah.

"Inget who was Mother said, you should not be equally hard with Rendra. If you want Rania to come home, you have to lower your ego" Carla said before getting off Logan's car.

"Yes, Bun. Logan knows." Logan said, obey what the Mother said.

Both went into the house. Rendra was calling someone in the middle room. Logan spread his gaze, Rania was not there.

Rendrapun turned off his HP and his sharp gaze was on the son-in-law, as well as the child. "Why did you come here?"

Logan stood with his hands together, trying to look polite in front of Rendra, "I'm sorry, Pap. I'm mistaken. I'm here to pick up Rania." Logan said in the lowest voice possible.

Rendra laughed wryly, "You want to pick up Rania?"

"So I had a conversation with him, Yang." said Carla now standing next to Rendra, "Logan had said he was wrong. He wants to apologize to you and Rania."

"It's not that easy, Papa apologizes to you." Rendra sat down on the sofa and propped up one leg, "You think your mistake can be done with just an apology?"

Logan sighed, feeling very sorry. "Papa deserves to be angry with me. But this time I'm really messing around, Pap. Please let me see Rania, I'd like to apologize to her."

Rendra shook his head, "Papa has already been hurt. For Rania's entire life, Papa never allowed her to be close to any man. Papa is very selective and protective. Because you don't believe in any man until you meet him. Papa says you are mature and serious with Rania, so Papa let you marry papa's favorite daughter. Even papa put aside papa's hatred for Faris and bless you. Though Papa can not stop feeling anxious when he saw you who are very similar to your father. Papa put everything aside! Because what? Because Papa is concerned that Rania loves you very much. Papa thinks only you can make Rania happy."

Rendra changed her sitting position. Now both elbows are propped up on both knees, "But what is Papa looking at now? I'm so disappointed in you, Logan. Papa actually-gener married nyeselahin Rania just like you. Papa should be realistic. Papa should have married Rania to a man who is more mature, more responsible, and older than him. So she can be happy, not even batting herself in a state of pregnancy."

Logan bowed, he would not answer anything Rendra said. He accepted everything. In addition to feeling guilty, he wants to meet Rania immediately and bring her home to their apartment.

"Rania will stay with papa here until she gives birth" concluded Rendra.

"But, Pap..." Logan felt unacceptable. But he remembered Carla's words to lower his ego. He will not argue Rendra who is just as stubborn as he is.

"There's no buts. Papa does not want to take the risk of papa's child being treated no longer well with her own husband. Now you go home and see your mistakes."

"Pap, let me see Rania for a minute.10 minutes, not 5 minutes Pap. I want to see him, Pap. I want to talk to my son too."

Rendra snorted, "So now you want to accept that you want to be a father? It's good that way. But don't expect you'll be accompanying Rania during her pregnancy."

"No, Yang. Rania will be the same. She will stay here until she gives birth, only then can she go home with her husband. That's also if Logan really has changed." Rendra explained.

Carla didn't try to say anything more. When Rendra has decided then there will be no one who can interfere with his claim.

"But Rania also has to go to college, Rania's stuff is in the apartment. What if he wants to see an obstetrician, Pap?" Logan tried to negotiate.

"Later papa bought Rania new clothes. Later your Mother who brought Rania's important things here. To college, to the doctor, wherever it is, papa's gonna take her. You don't have to worry. Rania's under Papa's supervision. He will not lack one thing just as long as papa raised him." said Rendra with a tone full of satire.

Logan was prepared to debate his father-in-law again, but Carla immediately passed it. "Udah, Son." Carla shook her head.

If the mother had been like that, then Logan knew it would be useless to argue Rendra. Until finally he was ready to go home.

Logan walked straight to his car, feeling very guilty. The longing for the wife continues to grow unbearable. What's been going on with her all this time? For weeks she let Rania alone go through her pregnancy. And he continues with his selfishness. Now all that is left is guilt and deep regret.

Just as Logan was about to get into his car, his HP shook, Rania called him. Logan closes the door of the car he just opened and picks up Rania's phone immediately.

"Ran?" his breathing roared, so unreliable Rania called him.

"Look up, Mom." Logan also turned his head towards the mother's house. He saw Rania there, on the balcony of the 3rd floor which used to be his room. Logan saw Rania standing there staring at him sadly.

"Darling, I'm sorry." Logan couldn't hold back his tears, "I'm sorry. I have been bad with you all this time. I just told you to get pregnant alone. I'm sorry, Yang." Logan continued to sob, feeling very guilty.

"It's not wrong, though. I understand the situation that Mas Alamin. It's okay, Mum. I'm fine." said Rania who now also shed tears.

Logan shook his head, "No, Yang. I should have known you more. I should not refuse to have children. You really, I just want to be good. It's your turn to get pregnant I'm actually you. You should be mad at me, Yang. You should have mistaken me like Papa just now. I pantes dapetin it all."

"I'm sorry Papa said yes. Papa is like that because Papa loves us. Papa does not know your condition so papa said that. But now I can't do anything, Mas. Papa tells me not to go with him. I have to stay here until I'm the lahiran."

Logan wiped his tears violently, "I want to damping you, Yang. I want to check on our son. I want to see him. I want to apologize to him for being such a bad father. I have to, Yang. I miss you so much."

"Mas should be strong, yes. We have to be strong. I have to keep trying to convince Papa. Let's get to see you again. I'm sure Papa will be devastated if we keep persuading. Now go home first. I was ready for dinner, but I haven't eaten at the dinner table. I eat a lot. Don't stay up all the time. Tomorrow.." Rania's words restrained because of the stuffing, "tomorrow and so on sorry because I can't prepare Mas breakfast."

Both continue to sob. The regret Logan felt grew when he realized that Rania would not be next to him again after this.