My Own Korean Drama
Prologues

Have you ever seen a Korean drama?

Is that exciting?

I am a fan of Korean dramas even I am the performer. I want to hear your thoughts on Korean dramas. Are you sure similar stories happen in the real world?

Every story in a Korean drama has a strong character, every story is made as realistic as possible. There are some characters even events that I see, or even experience in the real world, so I jumped into this industry to find a story that is similar to my memories.

I can't seem to tell those memories to the world. I want to keep it to myself. It's very personal. These memories mean so much to me that I don't want anyone else to comment on what happened. I hope you guys understand why I can't tell you this.

These are not really happy memories but also not sad memories. Have you ever read a Moccacino novel? This is a moccacino for me.

I'll be honest, he's someone I love. I love him as a woman, and I look at him as a man. We both know it's just that fate hasn't been on our side.

The exact phrase for her, hmm, maybe she was an altair to me. Ah, this is from the novel too, The Brightest of Aquila. Altair is the brightest star in the constellation Aquila, and he is Altair to me.

Without Altair, maybe I shine, the proof is I can release this book, I can play the drama well. I can succeed like this only there is something lacking. Like that's. Not everything that is missing is visible, right?

Sounds weird, and sickening, but that's how it is. Everyone has their own way of falling in love, loving, breaking hearts, and starting over. This is my way. I don't know if I'm in love or heartbroken because the search for this Korean drama is not over.

I don't know what action I can take. I don't know where he is now, nor do I know what he's doing right now, nor do I even know if he's still the same as he used to be or not. One thing I do know, he's alive. How I reach it again later, that's why I'm looking for a story similar to my memories. Who knows, this story will inspire me.

Do I regret entering the industry? It's a question I can't answer easily. I don't regret it because through this industry I've come back to find my memories but I don't know why there's a part of me that's sorry. Can you conclude my answer? I was confused how to say it myself.

Ah, she's not the same profession as me. You may not know who he is.

Writers and actresses are two very different things. When I was an actress, I was locked up in a character whereas when I wrote a story, it felt great. I feel like a god. I can do whatever I want with all the characters. I can force them to think what I think even I can play with their feelings. I can be bad, I can be good too. I don't know why it's fun. If I had to choose I wouldn't want to be both. I want to live my own life creating my own drama in the world, because when in the real world, I become both. I played the characters I created, created the stories I wanted.

Inspiration of this story. He is the only inspiration for this story.

Real story? You can read this story, and conclude it yourself later.

If someday I find the same story as my memories, I don't know if I'll use the same way as that story.

How're you? Are you going to use it the way it does in Korean dramas?