MYFATHER
Episode 2

Siska's house is quiet and dark as they left six hours ago. Naturally, because Siska's parents are out of town to attend the school reunion invitation. He brought Siska up to the bedroom, something she could not do normally, with a room lamp before entering to appear around her a bedroom filled with puppets and dog posters. Siska is a big fan of the animal, and what makes Yudi smile amused is the bed cover and his matching pillow, rush puppies. ”Well, slowly. Almost until..”

Not yet had time to lay Siska the accident occurred, the girl suddenly vomited into the mattress and her vomit flooded her own clothes. The cute bed cover that showed the innocent face of the crocker spaniel turned disgusting, accompanied by a foul smell that made the nose frown, and, the alcohol vapor that seemed reluctant to be held in Siska's stomach floated freely in the triumphant ceiling.

”Sial!” maki Yudi in heart.

But the perpetrator was in a state of unconsciousness, deep in the crib of drunkenness that dominates, so it's useless to nag him. Yudi was still grateful that Siska's vomit had not soiled her clothes, it could have been terrible if she had to come home from this house in a vomit-filled outfit!

Yudi immediately pulled the bed cover and put Siska to bed with a clean bed. For a moment the man hesitated, he had to take off Siska's clothes so that the vomit stain was not visible tomorrow morning but on the one hand it meant he had to strip her. Sweat running up his forehead, he patted his forehead, ”Why should I be stuck like this, anyway?”

”What the hell...” he finally said inwardly after weighing. “What are you doing in doubt? Siska will still be his wife, it is only a matter of time.”.

Quickly the young man took off Siska's clothes one after another. At first he tried to close his dirty thoughts by closing his eyes but the one displayed in front of him was a beautiful creature, matured in the taps of his adult age, like an orange that is ready to be picked and invite curiosity people to try the taste stored in it. Yudi's breathing slowly roared, his hands trembled, his fingers repeatedly slipping, whether intentionally or unintentionally, touching the intimate part of Siska's chest.

As strongly as Yudi thickened the faith, he was under the influence of alcohol, and the curse fluid in his body's cells spurred testosterone to the breaking point and turned his good intentions into something destructive. The hormone triggered the animalistic nature within him and that made his saliva drip out uncontrollably found smooth white thighs and flawless virgin forest that overshadowed the contours of the no-man's valley.

His eyes looked up at him, no longer with guilt, but with a sense of reasonableness for the reason that he had to do that to dress Siska more neatly. Unfortunately, it was just a false justification, a very unreasonable reason because during that quarter hour he had done nothing to Siska's innocent body other than look at her. Enjoying each curve to keep it in the most intimate of his subconscious memories. He wants the most beautiful scenery on earth embedded in his brain and can be called back for certain purposes.

Only, his subconscious gave a strong signal that he would not be able to store this beautiful scenery in the available capacity as he had before Yudi. It's too beautiful. Too personal. And to that end, his brain which had been eroded by various logic and knowledge was impossible to store the sensation of this scene in its most complete innocence. For that he needs a more sophisticated tool, and he was reminded that he has it, the tool is not far away and is in his grasp, the camera of his cellphone.

Without feeling guilty, Yudi immortalized Siska's naked body on the bed with four to five shots. All of this is based on the reason that this will only be his personal collection, as a kangen release while he is in Kalimantan later. No need to worry because he did not intend to do evil, these photos will not be spread on the internet or the media. So the sensation of that taste is now stored neatly in the memory data bank of his phone, ready to be called in the integrity of the full image if Yudi longs to see it again, he said, and that wholeness will not be corrupted by the distortions that are common to illusions. These images are clear, complete, and detailed.

Yudi finished with the camera phone but somehow his man was still drugged in the sensation caused by the view from the figure in front of him. Sweat floods his body, testosterone pumps his body temperature incessantly. The spirit of the beast within him was too strong, seemingly reluctant to be dammed.

The rotating shadow on his head was no longer about the beauty of Siska's body but on what he could do to her...a style that is usually done by porn players who crammed his mess friends to him, Yudi found himself naked and lying on top of Siska's body. Smell the fragrance of the flower that is so close to it. And when he put his belongings into Siska's possession, he got even more excited because Siska suddenly hugged his neck.

His frozen brain makes Yudi unable to interpret the grin on Siska's face.Often it is seen as a smile and is mistaken literally that the girl accepts what she is doing...until the young man was unaware he had been with the girl all night. Caring his ears to the guilt that fades resignedly, as if embarrassed for failing to carry out his duties.

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BONTANG, JANUARY 1999, THIRD WEEK

The atmosphere in this company is actually fun, outside the burden of work that often triggers stress and frustration every day it turns out that some people do not lose attention to one another, evidently today his division co-workers gathered in the office dining room to congratulate him. Not only his colleagues but also the supervisor, who usually kept a distance with his men, also gave a surprising speech to Yudi.

There's nothing special about what they do, actually, just saying greetings and shaking hands but the fact that these people remember a special day in his life makes Yudi realize how the familial atmosphere created here seems to replace the missing pieces of what he left behind in his life Jakarta. It is like a soothing spring in the midst of the boring routine produced by the forest and the somber atmosphere of the coal mine in the city of Bontang.

Even so, the missing pieces in Jakarta are something that cannot be forgotten just like that because when Yudi smiled nodded and thanked his friends who congratulated him, yudi's mind drifted to his locker in the study. Inside the locker was a gift from Siska that he had just received this morning. Gift that has not been opened because all day is faced with a pile of work that makes him not able to return to the workspace, and the curiosity to know the contents of the gift from Siska continued to wrestle the mind He intended to open it soon...

”Yudi, congratulations, yes..” greet the man with concave-eyed flattened and straight hair like a brush. His appearance resembled a hungry hyenna staring at his prey.

The man, Wayan Suritno was his name, and was commonly nicknamed Pak Wayang by everyone in their division because of his thin, flat and thin body like a wayang kulit doll. Surprisingly no one dared to mention this nickname in front of Wayan Suritno. Maybe because he's not the one who's too much in his division. Puppet type of person who is frontal and likes to underestimate others. His attitude is no exception to anyone he considers stupid, not least their supervisor.

No one dared to mess with this person, experienced senior workers like Pak Wayang are protected in such a way by the company. Professionals in his field as mine explosives without any defects or mission failures throughout his career opened new mines for the company. No wonder the company prefers to get rid of anyone who has a problem with Wayan Suritno rather than face the reality of this one worker retreating and being hired by another company.

Fortunately, Yudi had never been in trouble with this man until he lightly stood up and welcomed the man's hand post, ”Thank you, sir.”.

Wayan stared at him, wide-eyed as if in disbelief to find Yudi daring to respond to him, he said, his lips were pulled slightly upwards forming a sneer at the interlocutor before the man patted Yudi on the shoulder and turned around to talk to other people he saw as more worthy of conversation.

Yudi did not want to take a headache with his attitude, for him the person was just the wind then, noticed when it came but soon forgotten when leaving. So the man continued to chat with his other colleagues until the end of lunch and the people there disappeared one by one to return to his busy life, including Yudi.

After making a proposal and a letter of duty that must be signed by his superiors to cooperate with the part where Wayan Suritno is located, Yudi only realized that he was actually about to open a gift from Siska when he returned from the field this morning. The intention was delayed shortly after receiving an SMS from his supervisor requesting the completion of the report of the work he had just sent. So it feels like now is a good time to open that gift and take a peek at it for a while...

Just got up from the chair, someone patted his shoulder from behind, ”Sajin once still working this hour.”.

Yudi smiled and turned around from his chair, ”You too!”

”Soalya someone said to buy me,” reply girl behind him.

Yudi's heart rippled for a moment to look at Mirna Ende who gave her a sweet smile, even though the girl was of a tall skinny posture, the protruding parts of her body looked full and puffed up, not even though she had a big smile, his oval face with straight middle split hair adds to his beautiful charm that is accompanied by an alluring smile. No wonder so many men in his office are hooked on him.

“Where was it this afternoon?” Yudi asks like a little boy who lost his friend when he had a great toy to show off. ”I thought you wanted to come by lunch.”

”Sorry,” sahut Mirna. ”I'm so busy. How's show? Crowded?”

”Most of the hell from my division.”

”Then I'm lucky not to come,” joked Mirna.

”Pad, here! That's why you're not famous gaul.”

“Enak. I know more people here than you, new boy!” Mirna responded with a giggle. “That was sorry this afternoon once again, I forgot so much.”

“Pardon me if you treat me.”

“Yang your birthday..kok who bought me?” Mirna nodded with lips.

“Kan with one condition..” Yudi. “..

“And I remember..” the girl took out her hand that had folded back and there was a small brown tart. “...happy birthday.”

Yudi's eyes widened, “Yes, geez! How to be real, huh? I thought you were just kidding when you said you wanted to make a birthday tart for me.”

“Truly, dong!” Mirna. “And I hope you're not kidding when you say you want to buy me in return if I make a tart for you.”

“You made it yourself?”

“Try dong first so you know..”.

Yudi stared at the tart with sparkling eyes but then shook his head, “Later deh, we tasted together after we dinner.”

”I'm ready from earlier,” said Mirna smiled. His smile is like an angel so that makes Yudi's heart spoiled and forget Siska for a moment.

”Then we leave..” Yudi then turned off his computer.

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