Nandithas
CRY TOGETHER

Seeing Namira's pale vaja, and his trembling body, Gunadh believes Namira has not been able to face the reality that has been covered up.

"Go home, Daddy's still a lot of work." Gunadh.

"But dad ... Mira wants to know everything!" Strictly the girl again.

"It's not time you knew what happened, Mira. Although maybe bi Asih has told some of it. Let's just say you've never heard anything about our past stories."

"If Daddy doesn't want a story, I'll figure it out my own way." Threat Mira.

"Don't fuck around. What do you want to do? Don't make Daddy mad." Strictly Gunadh who was worried.

Namira is a stubborn boy. What he wants must come about at all costs. Gunadh knows that.

"Then tell me dad ... Mira please. Mira is not a child anymore dad ... Mira deserves to know the truth. Said Daddy Mira is an adult ..." Whine the girl again.

Gunadh took a deep breath. An upset will always arise if he remembers his ex-wife. And now the princess forced him to remember the painful thing that happened a few years ago.

Still in a standing position. Gunadh stared into the princess's bead.

"You asked Daddy to say this. Don't regret it when you know everything from Daddy's mouth." Gunadh begins his story.

Mira nodded quickly, the look in her eyes made others feel sorry to see her.

"Mommy and Daddy were married when Daddy's parents' business was not developed as it is now. Your grandfather just owned this hotel the same several restaurants. But mommy's high lifestyle forces Daddy to work even harder. That's why Daddy rarely came home. Until your grandparents had an accident, and died. Daddy was facing the fact that our business was almost bankrupt. Grandpa has a debt that Daddy doesn't know about, and that's a huge amount. Daddy is increasingly working extra to restore the economic situation, also in order to develop the business. Daddy doesn't know what your mommy is doing out there. For sure every time he asks for some money, Daddy will try to fulfill it. Because Daddy's love is too big for mommy." Gunadh took a deep breath.

"Until the happy news turns out to be pregnant, it feels like nothing exceeds Daddy's happiness. It is different with your mommy. He looks upset. For his space of movement will be limited to the condition of him who is two-bodied. Daddy fulfills whatever he wants, so he stays happy. Whatever cravings your mommy, Daddy is always trying to fulfill. Maybe your windfall, until the efforts that Daddy pioneered slowly show results. Slowly Daddy can pay off the debts of grandfather. They can also develop their business quickly. Until you're born, your mommy won't give her breast milk to you." Gunadh looked pityfully at Mira. Gunadh can't bear to say that, but he has to tell everything.

"All Daddy's efforts do, so he wants to give you breast milk. Promising him a trip abroad, giving him more money to indulge --"

"So she wants to give me something?" Sela Mira

Gunadh.

"Just a few days. Because the source of your mommy's breast is swollen, and she says, she can't bear the pain. Mommy you're angry, because Daddy forced mommy to give you breast milk. Finally he asked the doctor to give him painkillers and stop production of breast milk."

Namira's heart ached hearing that. It turned out that she was worthless to her mommy.

"That was a few years ago." Gunadh's memories wander far, into a time when he must face the painful reality of being betrayed.

"Daddy hires someone to oversee your mommy activities. Until one day, Daddy's man said that mommy several times met a man and did check in at several hotels that were far from where we live. And at that time, he was also trailing your mommy."

Mira's heart started to beat faster. This is the story he is trying to deny. And now he'll hear the truth. Directly from his own father.

"Daddy follows to the hotel in question. Borrowing the clothes of a hotel clerk, Daddy pretends to be in charge of bringing food into their room. You know what Daddy saw?" Gunadh's eyes implied a feeling that Mira could not understand.

"When the man opened the door, Daddy saw that your mommy was still on the bed with a blanket covering her body. And you know what hurts more? That man is Daddy's business rival." Collapsed are the tears Gunadh is trying to endure. She cried. Crying over his pride that was torn by Sapphira before his eyes. Wounds that he tried hard to wrap now he must open again in front of his son.

"Can you imagine how sick Daddy felt at that time? If it wasn't for you, Daddy would have killed them by then. But Daddy doesn't want to do that. Because Daddy doesn't want you to have a killer father."

Mira leaned against her daddy's desk. There was pain, regret, anger, and disgust that he did not understand where it came from.

"Dad ..." The girl no longer had the energy to talk.

"You know everything. So Daddy please stop hoping our relationship will return to what it used to be. Don't measure Daddy's affection by asking for something that's impossible for Daddy to grant." Gunadh softly said.

It felt like there was a burden being lifted free from his shoulders at this moment. The secret burden that he had been trying to cover, for the good name of Safira. Instead, they turn around to destroy others.

Although Gunadh had to impose this much reality on the princess, but it was better than causing more trouble in the future.

Gunadh's annoyance and disappointment with Mira disappeared. Replacing the pity he tried to patis on his daughter. Remember that young girl must be born from a woman like Sapphira.

"Nope ..." Gunadh stroked Namira's black hair.

Mira hugged Gunadh's body tightly.

"Sorry Mira Dad ... Mira's been a lot of trouble Daddy all this time. Mira disappointed Daddy. Thinking badly of Daddy, even judging Daddy as evil all this time."

The girl's cry broke. As soon as the sound of pain was heard in Gunadh's ears.

Gunadh let his son pour out his feelings through crying. Hoping after this there would be no more tears, which his daughter shed for Sapphira.

"Mira is so evil onty Dita dad, but she is so good with Mira." Said the girl after her crying subsided.

Gunadh can't say anything. Because he still does not know how to apologize to the girl he has hurt his feelings.