Nandithas
DON'T GO

Not only happy, but love also brings tears.

Three months of teaching and learning activities began.

Nandita also now has a new activity, namely training silat which is done once a week at school.

The disgruntled student, urging the girl, asked to be willing to train outside the school schedule. Be Nandita rented a building to serve as a training ground.

The activity is quite solid, making the girl rarely have a relaxing time.

His teaching schedule, although only eight hours a week, was not pleasant to leave school before the students were sent home.

And always present every day to school, even though there is no time of the day. For there may be a teacher who is not present, and needs himself to be a temporary substitute. Because that is the system at the school. Teachers are expected to help each other, so that the learning process is not disrupted even though the teacher on duty is not present.

Especially now that he is believed to hold one of the exkul activities, Nandita felt very grateful. That is why he really wants to give the best for the school where he teaches.

The activities of training pencak silat outside the school environment, also supervising the new business he started with Mr. Brata, making his time with Gunadh reduced.

They only meet two or three times a week. Gunadh often feels jealous, because Nandita is not like she used to spend time for him anymore.

"Mas,,, I used to pay you to take care of Mira, that's why I'm always at your house or you're going to have me pick up Mira. But now, I have other activities, no longer being Mira's bodyguard. When should I train the children in your home? Just be right,,."

How many times has Nandita explained about her activities.

Gunadh tried to understand. Meet time, although not every day, at least in a week they have time to let go of longing.

But now it's been a month, Nandita and Gunadh have never met.

Gunadh is busy at the office, and Nandita is busy with her new activities.

Several times Gunadh arranged a schedule to be able to have dinner with Nandita. But it always fails, because the girl always stops coming. Either it overslept due to exhaustion, even though Gunadh had been waiting at the restaurant. There was a sudden return home event that had no business. In fact, not infrequently Nandita refused to meet because he was too tired with his activities are so dense.

And this time, when Gunadh accidentally went home early, and went straight to his girl's boarding house. Neither he finds the girl nor his motorbike matic, making him sure that Nandita has not returned.

Half an hour waiting, the head of the girl had not yet appeared. Gunadh already seemed annoyed, he tried to call Nandita's phone but only the voice of the operator sounded loud across. He wanted to leave the place, but the worry was stronger to keep his feet from moving. With a hot heart, he finally decided to stay.

Only after an hour passed, he could breathe a sigh of relief because he saw Nandita motor entering the Kostan gate

"Where did you get home at this hour??" Gunadh's sharp eyes felt through Nandita's heart.

"Mas,, me," The girl said, Gunadh demanded it again with questions.

"What is so important that you ignore me? Not even just a word you can't afford?" The suspicious look Nandita saw made the girl careless.

"Mas, I want you to believe me. Like I said, when we first got close, don't equate me with your past. We are different, with different backgrounds and ways of life. If you love me, love me as this Nandita. Don't block the dreams I want to achieve, don't burden me with the demands of having to this, it must." Nandita who was tired after teaching at school and training silat, unfortunately again the motorcycle tire deflated so he had to push a few meters to find a tire patcher. Arrived with a hungry stomach, but immediately treated to a sharp gaze from Gunadh who was waiting for him since an hour ago.

Nandita's phone ran out of power, so it could not be reached.

And now time has shown half-nine, and Nandita just came home. Where's the girl for an hour?

Missing Gunadh, wants to take his girl to dinner together. But he had to be disappointed.

"So you feel overwhelmed by this relationship? You feel uncomfortable with me? I'm your barrier to achieving your goals, am I?" Gunadh's heartache at hearing Nandita's complaint, without the man realizing his attitude also made Nandita feel uncomfortable.

There was guilt in the corner of Nandita's heart, hearing Gunadh's words that were so sincere about wanting to share time with her.

"Am I the only one who always wanted to be with you? Am I the only one who hopes for this relationship? Am I the only one who wants you to be with me forever?" Gunadh's words were so soft, it felt desperate. Missing is already a call dear to her girl.

It feels like he wants to throw off the emotions that he had been suppressing. Hitting, kicking or anything that can be done to channel emotions. How many times was she disappointed, because Nandita suddenly canceled a date because of her busy life?

"Mas,,,,." The tough girl could not hold back her tears. Guilt, also tired that whack, makes him weak. Can she cry? Perhaps the tears that flowed, could shed all the emotions buried in his heart.

"Sorry,,,." That's all he's willing to say. No, no he does not want to struggle, not he is too trivialize this relationship, he just has not been able to balance between work and love. He still wants to improve, to be able to stand beside Gunadh.

"Maybe we need time for each, you with your world and me with my world. Sorry for making you uncomfortable with my presence all along." Gunadh said weakly. I am tired of having to fight alone. Always giving up, but that is not the character.

The man stepped up, leaving the dorm patio where he was arguing with his girl. Thankful that the neighbor of the boarding house there is not the kind of person who likes to interfere in people's affairs.

Grebs

"Hiks hyks sorry, I didn't mean to make you angry. Sorry if my words hurt you. Don't go, don't leave me." Nandita's tiny hands tightly hugged Gunadh's waist from behind. The louder the sound of crying, the tighter the hug felt.

"Tell me to understand you, teach me to love, as you please, and I can. You're the first to introduce me to this taste mas, I'm the stupid one. Huhuuu. Don't even think about leaving, I can't." Nandita's cry was so bitter.

Is he overreacting, if fear so strongly controls his heart and mind now? For the first time, he was so scared that he would never see the man again. Is this what you call a broken heart?

Gunadh's rude gasps rang out in Nandita's ears. He knows, Gunadh tries hard to resist emotions so as not to apply outside the limits.

Gunadh turned his back, pecking at the girls who were still sobbing.

"We are still equally emotional, you should not first discuss this matter. It's late at night, not good with the neighbor." Gunadh leads Nandita to his boarding house.

"You rest first, tomorrow when it's quiet then we obrolin again." He said with a forced smile.

"But I don't want to walk each other. Don't say that again, my heart hurts." Whine Nandita with sedu bated.

This time Gunadh's smile was wider, although still impressed flat. There was a sense of happiness that spread in his heart, hearing the expression of Nandita's heart.

Why did the tough girl become this crybaby? The coriander seed girl, who was able to defeat the two big-bodied thugs, was now seducing her. Ask him not to go.

Cup

Cup

Cup

He pecked Nandita's forehead, cheeks, and lips at a glance. Anxious with a wet face and the girl's puffy eyes.

"Mas, did you kiss my lips?" Nandita, who had been swept away by the romantic atmosphere after an argument, reflexively touched her lips as a chewy object glued at the spot.

"That's my first kiss...." Still with a surprised face, the girl continued her words.

Gunadh closed his eyes, hiding his shame on himself. Maybe the girl in front of him, discussing about kissing at a time like this.