Nandithas
NANDITA'S RAGE

That afternoon, Nandita decided to visit Candra at the hospital. He went with Satya.

Nandita is feeling well. Because he was not the type of person who could be silent, so the mother could not force the girl to rest longer.

Upon arrival at the hospital, Satya's cell phone ringer stops them.

"Sorry Ta, I picked up the phone first yes, if you want to go there first. Do you know the name of the room?" Nandita nodded her head, then stepped herself towards Candra's nursery.

Slowly, Nandita opened the tightly closed door of the treatment room. Only half opened, his heart rumbled from hearing Candra's curses telling Nandita about her hatred. Incidentally inside there is a psychologist appointed to conduct counseling sessions with Candra.

Nandita heard only half the story. How Candra hated it, and the cause that fueled that hatred.

"Lho's brother Dita here?" Kiara's voice from behind, shocked not only Nandita but also Candra and the psychologist.

"eeee it's Kia, it's me. The intention was to enter, but the ga's good-natured still had guests inside. I'll go home first yeah, next time I'll look at Candra." Nandita was about to pass, but her steps stopped because Candra's words made her anger peak.

"Essir him deck, don't let ja**ng it over here. Big brother doesn't need a rich hypocrite he looks up to big brother." Intentions want to swipe the sick, but what power, if the fire that tried to extinguish it was doused with gasoline by his enemy.

Lost Nandita's patience. It is unethical to argue with someone who is helpless. But he is also an ordinary man, who will be angry if his pride is hurt.

With wide strides he entered while pushing the door violently.

"What did you say? I'm ja**ng? That's so fucking bad of your mouth!!" Nandita's chest rose and fell. Her eyes stare at Candra full of wounds.

"Yes you are**ng, you are a hypocrite. Don't pretend to be good in front of me. I know you don't like me. I know behind my back, you're laughing at me, right? Are you satisfied now to see my situation like this? Satisfied are you, because I can't find Satya in school anymore? You know I like Satya, but with no shame you get close to her!" Candra who is still unstable, evaporates her emotions.

"You deliberately PPL at the school where Satya ngajar, so you can be close to Satya. So you can take Satya from me. You sly bastard! What is less than your life? You have everything, you have achievements, a family that loves you, you can be what you want, many people you can approach besides Satya, but why are you after Satya!! The one I loved a long time ago!!"

Out was all the burden that was in Candra's heart. He can vent his pent-up anger on the right person.

He smiled mockingly, feeling able to silence Nandita with words.

" Why silence? Answer it!! Didn't you always want to beat me? And yes, you did it. Although not in the right way. You are cunning Nandita, from the past you were very cunning. You approach the teachers so that your grades can always be above mine. You are approaching Mr. Revelation, so that it is always you who he sends as a representative for every competition. That naive smile of yours makes me really sick!! Why don't you go?!!"

PLAQUES

The slap from Nandita made the smile on Candra's lips disappear.

"That's how low you judge our teachers? That way you judge sir Revelation? Until you feel, they can be fooled by me. Why don't you look up to yourself? Do you deserve all that? That little bit turns out to be you." Nandita shook her head. Suck up as much air as he could, to relieve the tightness that squeezes.

"Don't envy my life Ndra, if you can't be grateful for your own life. Don't want to be me, if you face your test you still can't. You don't know how I am, how my parents struggle. How was my childhood, you don't know that. You won't know what it's like to be a Nandita!! You will never understand the meaning of sacrifice. You will not know what it is like to fight without money, compete for achievements in order to realize your own dreams. I'm not you who just say enough, then everything is in sight. If anyone should be mad it's me!" Nandita pointed at her chest with a wounded look.

"How many times have you cheated on me? How many times have you slandered me, I kept quiet! You blame everything that happens to you on others. You blame me, your father, your Lord, everything is wrong in your eyes! You always feel the victim of injustice, you are the most persecuted, you are the most hurt. You know?? You make yourself worthless! You want others to understand you, have you ever learned to understand others?" With a breath that hunts Nandita making a sound.

The atmosphere in the nursery became quiet, even the psychologist who had been doing therapy sessions did not know what to do.

"You're sick of me, aren't you,,?? I'm leaving, assuming we've never known each other. If you see me later, don't greet me! Don't even mention my name. Assume I don't exist. On the contrary, I will not consider you in my life. If you want Satya, take it!! I don't need it, because there's really no connection between me and him. I don't love anyone!" Nandita turned around, passing away from the place with a broken heart.

Candra could not say anything, her lips twitched. He had not expected Nandita to be this violent and terrifying.

He still stared dislikefully at the back that had passed away leaving the room.

Their friendship now lives on memories. Fused with anger, tears, and disappointment.

In another corner, Satya's heart throbbed in pain hearing Nandita's utterance. He did not expect the feeling that he had always felt was unrequited. He was disappointed but tried to quell that disappointment.

Nandita is still not out of thought, how can a Candra be as small as her mind? A Candra envied Nandita? What is it about Nandita that Candra doesn't have??

They are equally - equally smart, equally - equally accomplished, have complete parents, even in terms of material Nandita lost much compared to a Candra.

When it comes to likes, it is not his fault if other people like him more than Candra. Not feeling better, just feeling like you can't be forced.

It is not his right to control the feelings of others. It would be unfair for Nandita if she were to be blamed for the heartbreak Candra is currently experiencing.

He also did not think that Satya liked him. Then what should he do? Angry at Satya? Isn't that ridiculous?

'why life is this complicated' he murmured while looking at the empty expanse of the starless sky. Quiet, there are only small clouds stepping slowly going nowhere.

The weather was gloomy at night, as was his heart which was now grim.

Why should Satya love him, why did Candra not come out to him, did Satya really like him? Aaahh thought about all that Nandita's head was back throbbing pain.

Samar heard the sound of approaching steps. He looked around but found no one there.

He looked back at the sky late in the evening, although the wind felt so cold it touched the skin.

"aaauuuch" Nandita gasped in shock, as her head was pelted with a small stone from behind. He turned his head, apparently there was a little girl about eight years old who was staring at him with an innocent smile. But believe me, the child is not as cute as the smile he displays.

He breathed a heavy sigh, the intention of the heart wanted to calm down but he instead met the person who further upset him.

"Sorry aunty I didn't throw that stone at aunty's head,,,." The little boy spoke softly.

"What's wrong, why are you wandering around here in the afternoon? Alone again. Look out if there will be a child kidnapper who catches you, you are surrounded and then sold" Nandita scares the boy.

"Well, is there anything like that? I'm afraid, how dong this...." He's still pretending to be innocent.

Indeed, he deliberately ran away from the guards that his Daddy hired to protect him. The clever little girl had not been throwing a tantrum for a long time, but this time I don't know what the trigger was, her favorite disappeared back again.

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In another corner of the city, a tall man with a handsome face stared at the vicious personal assistant.

"Command all your men to find Mira soonaa!!" He pressed at the end of the sentence.

"Okay sir, please forgive my carelessness sir." The assistant looked down respectfully at his master.

Yes Namira Savitri, the only daughter of Gunadhyia Arjava, a hotelier who is quite famous in the city. Who respected many people, of course also hostile to many people, managed to escape from his guard.

At about 15:00, he complained of abdominal pain in the bodyguard who always faithfully accompanied him. He wanted to be immediately taken to the nearest hospital. His acting was very convincing, so without a second thought the poor bodyguard ordered the driver to immediately drive them to the nearest hospital.

But who would have thought, once in the parking lot, when the new driver unlocks the car door automatically. The girl immediately ran, sneaking among the passing adults.

And here it was now, deepening her acting into a plain little girl who knew nothing.

"You ballom answered me earlier, why are you here alone? It's approaching night. You ain't scared? Are you not the son of one of the kuntilanak residents of this hospital?" It seems that because of tired of fighting with Candra, Nandita's brain became a little slow to think. How could an invisible being even give birth to an ordinary human being??

Gone was the anger that had occupied his heart, changing tingling because of his own mind.

'talk to the kuntilanak boy? Just be right,,.' He thought he was trying to shake off that presumption.