Nandithas
AFRAID YOU'RE GOING AGAIN

"Your friend why Ta?" Gunadh is still confused because since then he has not found an answer to his curiosity.

Nandita looked at her lover with a look of regret.

"Yesterday friends invited me to spend the weekend with mas. Yesterday I didn't say yes, but he was maksa."

"You want to come with them?"

"No. Where could I spend time with them, while there you are here."

"It's okay, I'll accompany you if you want,"

"Look at it later, I don't know where they're going."

Gunadh nodded in understanding. He no longer talks about Nandita's friends. Busy with his restless mind yet to find an answer.

Suddenly he grabbed Nandita's hand and clasped her tightly. He kissed the tiny hand with a lot of feeling.

"Don't be angry anymore ... Admit it wrong about yesterday. I will not repeat that mistake. In the future, whatever we're going through, I'm always going to involve you in it."

The man looked into Nandita's eyes longingly.

"Mas miss you baby, want to spend a lot of time with you, want to be a part of your story in this country."

"Mas," inexplicably the crashing that had faded, now Nandita felt back as she stared into the mature manic in front of her. And it warms his face.

Gunadh rubbed the now red blushing cheeks, slowly bringing his face closer to Nandita's face.

The girl closed her eyes, as a breath of mint flavor greeted her sense of smell.

Nandita's fingers clenched firmly in Gunadh's grasp. Gunadh knows that at this time the girl is feeling the same sensation as herself. Feeling groggy until the tiny handcuffs he can feel harder.

Just as Gunadh's thick lips were about to kiss his girlfriend's pink lips, a car crash that suddenly stopped messing with their moment.

"Sorry sir" said the taxi driver, feeling guilty.

There was someone crossing suddenly, making the driver who had lost focus braked suddenly.

"It's okay" said Gunadh, contrary to his furious heart. He wanted to be angry, but he knew it was all for nothing.

The intimate atmosphere that was created is now lost with the distance of their bodies that repflex away from each other.

While Nandita herself did not say a word, she felt very embarrassed to realize that she was almost showing their intimacy in front of strangers.

The hand that Gunadh had originally clasped with affection, he let go quickly. It seems that the girl was wrong. He looked out in any direction, and tidied up the hair he had ponytailed, though the bond still looked neat.

Nandita could not look ahead, towards the driver who she was sure would have seen what was happening behind the steering wheel.

In silence, the taxi drove back. Grateful not for a long time, they arrived at the hotel where they were staying. Without saying anything, Nandita walked in first ignoring Gunadh who was still finishing his business with the driver.

"Darling ... Wait." Wait." Gunadh managed to equal Nandita's steps when the girl had just entered the elevator to the floor of her room.

"Why go first, you will." Gunadh. But his attitude did not get a response from Nandita.

"Ta" Gunadh's face turned serious. He lifted Nandita's bowed chin.

"Anged again the same?" The girl shook her head.

"I'm ashamed of you ... We are almost a stranger's spectacle. Oh, no, not about,"

Gunadh restrained his rascals, not wanting to make Nandita even more upset at being laughed at.

"Not to think about it ... We don't know ...." Said the man while embracing Nandita's body, and held her tightly.

"Uuhhhh it feels like this all day just like you yank ...." Continue again while kissing the tip of the girl's head.

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The couple are lying together in Nanditha's room. After dinner, they decided to go back to their room.

All this time, they never told from heart to heart. Their chatter was always just a minor matter that was common everyday.

"Not look at that ... Kaya never saw a beautiful girl," said Nandita while pulling Gunadh's nose which is currently sleeping on his lap. The girl was misbehaved, having been noticed since.

But instead of obeying his girl's words, Gunadh actually more intensely staring at the face that was focused on staring at the television screen.

"Thankfully I can see this face again tau yank ... God is so dear as to return you to the side again."

"Return, what did I borrow? The choice is so good ...." Chuckle at the girl, this time staring at her interlocutor.

Nandita's hands unceasingly rubbed Gunadh's thick hair, creating a sense of comfort for the man.

"It's true. When you left, it felt like the world was destroyed. Dark all the roads that go through. Wanted to make things right, but it just got worse." Gunadh recalls what happened shortly after Nandita's departure.

Nandita is swept up in the past. The time when he started his life in that country with a heart that was still bleeding.

"Oh baby, how's Aslan doing?" Gunadh asked after a moment of silence.

"Well, why him?" Nandita was uncomfortable. It was hard for him to forget the man who had been coloring his days. After succeeding why now reminded again with the handsome figure?

"No ... Is that okay, can't you?"

"Ck, don't talk about other people when we're both." Suddenly Nandita's mood changed.

"I went to the toilet, yes mas," with a face that was no longer as bad as before, Nandita lifted Gunadh's head, moving it on the pillow.

Gunadh notices the attitude of his lover, he knows there is something Nandita tries to cover from him.

'Sorry Ta, sorry for being selfish. The opportunity that God loves this time will not be wasted anymore. You have to stay beside the mas, as much as possible mas will give whatever you want so that you return to the way you used to.' his mind.

Even though he was in pain, he tried to keep smiling.

Nandita's feelings are no longer a hundred percent for him, making him realize his struggle is still long to reach happy.

While inside the toilet, Nandita looked at her face in the mirror. Trying to dive into what his heart wants right now.

'why do you have to reveal his name again. Is it not enough to be by your side? I was struggling mas. Attracting a sense that was too far to wander, bringing him back to where he should have reigned. If you knew what I was nervous about, would you believe me? I do not want us to hurt each other and feel hurt.' he lamented in his heart.

He hoped Gunadh would know what his anxiety was, without having to explain himself in words.

Nandita washed her face several times. I hope to bring the mood back to how it was.

He took a deep breath again. Realize that he has made a mistake. Again.

Why should he be angry? Doesn't Gunadh not know what he's been hiding all this time? It's the taste that's been tormenting him all along.

"Darling ...." Gunadh is standing at the bathroom door.

"Why is it so long inside?"

"I ... I'm kebelet mas ... Sorry ...." Lied to the girl.

"What is the cirain. You're not angry, are you?"

"Mas, why do you always think I'm angry anyway?" Nandita was embarrassed, three times the man asked the same thing in one day.

"I'm afraid if you're angry, I'm afraid you're gone again." Sahut Gunadh with his head bowed.

Nandita's heart melos hearing Gunadh's words.

He scooped Gunadh's face with both hands, pulling the man's eyes to stare at him.

"I'm here, you'll never leave." Speak softly.

"Don't say that sentence again, I'm sick of seeing you this weak." The connection again, while closing his lips for him to unite with Gunadh's lips.