
Look at me with your heart
Not with your eyes. Then you'll know who I am. Because the eyes can deceive, the mouth often even tells lies, but the heart has sincerity that can feel honesty.
A pair of eyes stared intently at Nandita and Mira. From the very beginning the girl entered the mall, the eyes never stopped following where they were.
Tasya approached as if accidentally seeing them at the dining hall.
"Nobody,,,,." Call her with a face.
"Lho, Tasya, what,?? Who are you here with?" Nandita was looking for another figure she might know was with Tasya.
"I'm my own brother,,."
"For what event?? Eehh sat down here first,,,." Nandita realized that Tasya was still standing.
"Oya mas, know this Tasya my cousin." Nandita introduced them.
Gunadh reached out his hand, smiling kindly.
"I am Gunadh" he said briefly.
They finally ate four. The food that was already exhausted earlier, now increased again because Nandita ordered some snacks and heavy meals for Tasya.
On the afternoon, they decided to get out of the mall.
"Tasya, where are you going now??" Nandita asked her cousin.
"Mmmm actually I came here with my brother, but just like I was in the big sister's clay mall, I was directly samperin brother right. Well I'm staying home with my friends." Tasya explained.
"Now I don't know who I want to go home with, brother,,. Brother can anterin me??" continued again. No, Nandita was already suspicious of Tasya's intentions. But he still did not understand what the girl was for.
Gunadh, who had been silent since then, now commented.
"It's late in the afternoon, why don't you go home tomorrow? The plan is not tomorrow you want to go home??" Gunadh asked beside Dita.
"Keep me sleeping her where donk brother?? I can't rent a hotel, because my money is up I used to shop earlier." He lifted some shopping bags from earlier in his carry.
"You're stuck at my boarding house, tomorrow we go home early in the morning so it doesn't get stuck and it's not too hot."
"Ta, your bed is not small, how do you sleep together??" Gunadh's whisper in Nandita's ear. He felt sorry that Nandita had to share a bed, while the mattress was only enough for her body.
"Well, what mas, I'll call a thick blanket under my bed. Poor Tasya too, right, when he's in trouble I'm staying?" Answer her.
Tasya's eyes continued to look at the whispered scene beside him. He believes that Nandita has a special relationship with the man who has one child.
'this is what you look like!! You slovenly man!! Hypocrite you!' swearing in his heart.
Gunadh delivers Nandita and Tasya to the front of the boarding house. Mira insists on wanting to play at the Nandita boarding house but Gunadh forbids her.
"It's late in the afternoon, onty has been our cape cementin from morning. Tomorrow also onty want to go home, want to see his parents, so let onty rest first. Later Mira will meet again onty,,." Persuade him to the child.
"All right,, but then onty doesn't exist, Mira can ya meet mommy,,?" Say the girl. Gunadh does not know what to answer, because he is still not sure when to answer yes. But the nod of Nandita's head made Gunadh also his final agree.
Tasya looked at her third interaction. He was convinced that Nandita was an actor.
"Yes already onty, I'm the same daddy go home first yes,,,. Onty don't stay in her house for long, let Mira play again."
"Yes pretty,,,,. You sulk continuously from this morning, already like a child TK know, T,. Don't like it, yes, especially if there is no onty later, you don't like to make your Daddy dizzy. Don't disappear again, ok,,." His advice to the little girl.
"Heeee ya deeeh,,,." Answer Mira.
"We'll go home first yeah,,,, yeah,,,,. What time are you going home tomorrow?? Let me take you with me." Gunadh.
"Don't do mas, it's a lot of work, it will all be interrupted again. I don't want my transfer to be late, you know..." Canda Nandita so that the atmosphere does not feel sad. Because somehow, he also felt hard to part with Gunadh.
"That I will never forget, the obligation I like the most is, send money to your account." Gunadh said seriously but in a joking way, which made Nandita laugh.
"There are people who like money, even,. Strange you are, my,,. I'm even the most lazy if I have to spend money." Nandita does not understand Gunadh's way of thinking.
"There you are, I'm an example. Udaaah there come in, I'll hug you here." Gunadh whispered at the end of his sentence. But Nandita still heard clearly.
"What mas?? Don't fuck with you." Threaten Nandita with bulging eyes.
"That's why go in there,,. I'll pick you up tomorrow, no rejection. Ok,." - Ok,,." Gunadh pushes Nandita's back to get into his room. Then he immediately returned to his car where Mira had been waiting since.
In the not-so-extensive boarding room, Nandita allowed Tasya to clean up first. He is not too close to his cousin, but as a host he must be friendly, right??
"You have Daleman?? If not, will you wear mine??" Nandita offers her personal belongings to Tasya.
"No, I didn't take a shower. Just wash your face." Answer his cousin then immediately to the bathroom that was shown by Nandita.
Inside that narrow room, tasya looked around. The bathroom space is narrow, there is only a big bucket and dipper. Next to her was a squat toilet, which adjoined the small basket where Nandita's war instruments were daily.
'so at home he lives in such a narrow place. The room is small, the bathroom is also small, the kitchen is also a real emergency. He just wants a rich man. Want to fix his rich fate.' Tasya.
So engrossed in daydreaming, he forgot to tell Nandita that he just wanted to go to the bathroom to wash his face.
"Tasya,, is it still a long time?? I'm kebelet this..." Nandita banged on the bathroom door, impatient to enter.
After a while, Tasya appeared who was a little upset because her daydream was disturbed.
"Why, sister, I was just about to wash my face." His murmur
"Jeez you just washed your face?? What was in the bathroom??" Kebelet Nandita wanted to urinate immediately pulled the hand of Tasya who did not come out of the small room.
"Sister iiihhhh why use a date anyway." Tasya protested but the door was closed.
"Sorry yes, I'm very tired. If still belom finished washing his face, continue later or in the sink wash his face."
Hearing Nandita's words, Tasya's mouth moved annoyingly following Nandita's words.
Were it not for a particular purpose, where he would have lived with his cousin, in a place that was not worthy of him.
He looked around the bedroom again.
'her bed is so small again. Basic people are difficult, from the first have been living hard, so the standard taste habits down this way. Even though Grandpa has given quite a lot of money as he did. Why not find a place a little more luxurious than this??' said again. His body he put on a small mattress belonging to Nandita. He immediately went to sleep without a care later Nandita will rest where.
To the sewer day, when Nandita was ready with clothes complete with jackets and shoes, Tasya was still fun curled up with a thin blanket on his body.
Yesterday Nandita was forced to sleep under a small carpet and a thick bedcover, because yesterday after urinating he all took a shower and shampooing. As soon as he opened the door, he saw that Tasya had slept well. Although a little upset, but Nandita still tried to be patient. A mattress size of 120x200 should be enough for both of them, because Tasya's body is no bigger than Nandita. But Nandita's step-cousin seemed to accidentally sleep in a straddle position, with the head also not in the right place of the pillow. The sleeping position is a bit slender, making it difficult for Nandita to fix it, so that he can also sleep beside her. Be Nandita sleeping downstairs. However, he could still sleep well.
"Tasya,,, banguun,,, this is seven o'clock. It'll be hot in the afternoon on the bike." There was no response from Tasya.
Nandita waited 30 minutes, but Tasya did not wake up.
"Tasyaaaa woke up there was an earthquake in Tokyo,, CEPETAAAN..!!!"
Tasya jumped out of bed and ran out in shorts and a tank top without a bra. Nandita is between funny and annoyed at the girl's behavior. But he tried to keep his facial expression flat, so that Tasya knew that he could also be upset.
"Kak Dita, why the hell waking up so good, can wake up well." Tasya said as if he were a victim.
Gunadh who just got down from the car frowned when he heard the commotion in his pujaan girl's room.
"You were built it was difficult, from earlier brother has been patient waiting for you. Shower, it's noon. What time do you want to stay at the kosost??" Nandita's voice was firm, sounding very annoyed at Tasya.
All this was heard by Gunadh, but the man did not enter the room because he knew the limits.
Nandita was going out to throw out the Styrofoam box for breakfast, because she was not cooking. His intention was to take a shower and prepare, he woke Tasya up and took the girl out together. But until he came from buying chicken porridge, the girl was still sleeping. Until Nandita spent a portion of her portion, Tasya still did not move as well.
"Lho mas Gunadh,,,." Nandita was surprised but there was also a sense of pleasure that he was trying to cover up. The man seriously wanted to drop her off.
"Why the hell early in the morning? Not ashamed of the neighbors??" Gunadh reprimands Nandita for her attitude.
Being still upset, Nandita just shook her shoulders.
"Mas really want to anterin me??" Nandita did not respond to Gunadh's protest, instead asking another question.
"Yes is real. Why??"
"Kirain was joking yesterday, and I'm taking the bike home. Wait a minute, you're still in the shower." Nandita took a chair from inside her room and placed it in front of her room. I understand that chair for him.
"Thank you for the future wife." He said in a seductive tone.
"What the hell,,,." Nandita shyly hits Gunadh's shoulder a little hard.
"Ta pain,,, not yet your wife, yes,,,." Goda Gunadh again.
"Isssh don't joke, I don't like it." Nandita put on a jutek face.
"If you seriously like means yes,,,." Gunadh pulled down his eyebrows.
"Just not dating, instead say wife-to-be." Nandita grumbled again.
"That means yes ... We are dating now "
"That's what he meant,,,,. Iiissh mas ahh, not funny to know." Between shame and want Nandita to be.She who has never dated, does not know how to behave.
While Gunadh, does not want to date. He wanted to get to know Nandita and her family more closely. After that, he will decide to propose to Nandita immediately or have to rethink his feelings for the girl.
After waiting for Tasya for about thirty minutes, they finally left for Nandita's hometown. But before that, they will deliver Tasya first. Nandita looked at her grandfather.
Just an hour away, Tasya asked to stop by the side of the road. He said he was sick because he had not eaten anything. Although upset, Nandita finally asked Gunadh to find a food stall near the area. After seeing her, Nandita decided to cross the street by herself to buy Tasya mixed rice and mineral water.
"I'm sorry I'm taking nicotine." Tasya told Gunadh.
Right now they are alone in the car.
Gunadh wants to come down, but Nandita forbids. Not wanting to be too flashy, Gunadh follows Nandita's will.
"Look easy, don't think about it." Answer Gunadh as he is.
"I'm not good actually bother Dita, but how else,,. Yesterday I slept downstairs, so it was hard to sleep well brother. By dawn I could sleep, so bad luck woke up. Not to mention there was no breakfast at his kak Dita. The end is gini,, my stomach acid goes up." Terang Tasya's.
Gunadh only listened to what Tasya said without responding. For him it is none of his business.
Meanwhile, Tasya's grinning smile showed even just a glance. He deliberately slandered Nandita, because he really hated the second son of Darma sir. Because because of Nandita and her family, the rations she and her mother reduced. During this time he was free to ask anything to the grandfather, but now for the sake of his name justice he must be willing to limit his expenditure.