Nandithas
THE FIGHT BEGINS

Nandita has just finished her final training. He's getting ready to go back to the boarding house.

Tired manor adorned her sweet face. He walked slowly with his head down. Occasionally massaging his shoulders and neck that feels stiff.

"Mu ..." There was a faint sound that he so longed for.

Nandita stopped, then closed her eyes. Repel the approaching hallucinations.

'There's no way he's here' he murmured.

Although he was angry, but it is undeniable that he often missed Gunadh.

His body stiffened, as someone hugged him from behind.

The distinctive fragrance of a person is out, greeting his sense of smell.

"I'm sorry, sorry for everything that's happened." Gunadh hugged his girl's body.

Nandita quiet. Without reacting anything. Although he realized now he was on the side of the road, became a spectacle of some people.

Realizing Nandita was still sculpting, Gunadh took off his embrace. He changed his body position to the front of the girl.

"Darling ..." Gunadh holds both Nandita's shoulders. But soon the girl was cut off.

Nandita rushed away, as soon as her consciousness gathered. What he thought was a fantasy seemed real. Gunadh is in front of him now. Act as if nothing happened between them. Hugged his body presumptuously, after the painful sentence that the man had thrown first.

Gundah let Nandita walk away. After the girl's body was no longer visible, then he entered the car that he parked not far from the place.

The fight will only begin now. Nandita's heart is back. What he believes is more difficult than when they first knew each other.

Nandita slammed her body into the soft mattress where she lived all this time. Bigger and nicer outposts than the ones in the previous city.

He's restless. Don't know what to react to Gunadh.

Soon Nandita picked up her phone, and contacted someone for advice.

"Ndra ... Mas Gunadh is here. How am I supposed to do?" Ask Candra over the phone.

"Where's what? Yes, you meet ..."

"I don't want to! It's good that he, after making trouble, kept on having no news, then now suddenly appeared as if nothing had happened?" Nandita's emotions are lured. Candra smiled hearing that.

"That's what you said before?" Syndicated Candra.

"Don't dwell on your problems Ta, express your heart. Get used to talking from heart to heart." Candra's Advice.

Nandita quiet.

"The problem must be faced, not avoided. Finish it well and mature. Whatever your heart wants, express it. So that there is no regret in the future."

Nandita was silent.

"Ta, hello ... You still shitting at all?" Upset Candra who did not get the approval from Nandita.

"Yes I'm horrified, continue." He said briefly, while watching someone who got out of the car and walked closer to his room.

"If you still love him, and if Gunadh's mistakes can still be forgiven, give him a chance. But if you want it all to end, say fine."

"Ok I understand. He was in front of my room. I close it first bye." Without hearing Candra's advice, Nandita disconnected her phone.

He had not yet caught his breath, knocking on the door made him even more agitated.

Afraid of causing a commotion, Nandita immediately opened the door.

Their eyes met, Nandita's heart pounding faster like a marathon running.

"Can I come in?"

Nandita was aware of her daydream when she heard Gunadh's heavy voice.

"Mmm, just go in." Said the girl a little.

Nandita's residence is now freer than the previous boarding house. When Nandita was still teaching.

Nobody cares about each other here. While not disturbing other residents.

"Mu ..."

"Yes..."

They call each other at the same time. Makes an awkward atmosphere again created.

For a moment they fell silent.

Nandita squeezed both hands over her lap. Unraveling the nervousness that suddenly attacked.

While Gunadh only noticed the behavior of the woman beside him with the same heart pounding violently.

Now they are both sitting on Nandita's bed. This room has no table or chair to sit on.

Although spacious, but not much furniture that Nandita has in her room.

Gunadh grabs Nandita's hand. The girl was shocked and reflexively brushed off Gunadh's hand.

"Sorry ..." He said when he realized his excessive attitude.

Gunadh smiles.

"I should be the one apologizing." Then, back to silence.

His brain could not find the right line to say to Nandita.

Nandita raised her head. Staring at the man he was trying to erase from his mind.

"I'm sorry for what?" Ask the girl.

"For all the wrongs I have done to you, whether you are aware of it or not. For all the pain and disappointment I have put in your heart. For the stupidity and ego that hurt you. For my past that affected your life. For all that, I'm sorry." Eventually the sentence escaped Gunadh's mouth.

Nandita quiet. Staring at Gunadh with a flat face that Gunadh could not understand the meaning.

"You can punch, slap, berate me for all the wrongs I've done. But forgive all my mistakes." Gunadh took Nandita's hand and smacked it into his own chest.

Nandita took off Gunadh's grip on her wrist.

The girl looked at her interlocutor in full search.

"Did you come just to apologize?" Unknowingly Gunadh nodded.

"I'm sorry about everything. But I can't or probably won't be able to forget what I did back then. My heart still hurts every time I remember my words. I don't want to hear what I want to say. It even forced me to apologize to Mira." Nandita smiled wryly.

"There's so much time that we've been through, can't make you know what I look like. I'm no more valuable than your past mas." Nandita was sick when she said that. Gunadh, too, who felt his chest being pierced by a dagger. Sick, helpless, and sick.

Nandita was hurt, and it was because of her.

"Not like that, baby ... It was all messed up again. Work and project issues drain your energy and mind, then suddenly see you like that, and see Mira's cry. I can't think straight." Terang Gunadh's. Hope Nandita understands the situation.

Nandita.

"If you're sure of me here, whatever happens won't break your faith." Nandita pointed at Gunadh's chest.

The girl took a deep breath before continuing her sentence.

"But in reality the feeling is still fragile. The taste of the mas isn't that big for me." Accuse the girl.

Gunadh shook his head, about to reply.

"Sorry, it's late. I'm tired. I'm gonna take a break." Smoothen Nandita.

"Yes you have rested. Take good care of yourself." Gunadh said as he passed from before Nandita

In his heart he promised to fight as much as possible to get sorry and Nandita's heart returned.