Nandithas
ONE MONTH

Early in the morning Satya called Nandita. Asking the girl to help him prepare a surprise for the lover.

"Please Ta, yes. We're not just the two of us just go, there's my sister is the same Kiara as well. Yes, yes ..." Get him on the phone.

Nandita snorted resignedly.

"Well, what time do you want to be here?"

"Later about 9 I'll pick you up."

"Hmmmm" said the girl then disconnected the phone.

Nandita lay back down. Feeling tired, but he did not know what the cause was. There was a hollow feeling that he did not understand because of what.

The usually agile girl, now seemed to lose power. Even the laundry that he usually finished drying, is still intact untouched. He has no activity.

'You know Gunadh, don't ya?' he murmured on the ceiling of the room

'for what? After all, he was also busy with his business, without sharing with me.' he said again considering the change in Gunadh's attitude that has become increasingly quiet lately.

Two weeks ago Namira came home from the hospital. Nandita always took the time to visit. But the more here, the more uncomfortable the feeling became

"Mas Mira's mommy lives here?" Asked the girl a while ago. For a long time he noticed the behavior of his ex-wife lover. He was not like a guest in the house, even his behavior exceeded that of the hostess.

Ruling here and there that makes Nandita uncomfortable.

"Son, he only stayed a few times. That's if Mira whines for company." Gunadh said he was enjoying the afternoon atmosphere in the park behind his house.

"Why? You're not comfortable, are you? Be patient, wait a minute. Until Mira is completely healed. I can't see the boy is sad." Gunadh looked at the face of Nandita sitting beside him.

The more he gets here, Gunadh's attitude is getting soft on his son and ex-wife. He is like a man who has no firmness. Different from before.

"Yes, it's okay. But sorry, I'm not comfortable. If he's still here, I better not come too often. To keep each other's feelings." Nandita.

The girl was bored and caught off guard by this hassle.

"Where can you get close to Mira yank, if you rarely come here? He'll have a harder time accepting our relationship later." Gunadh said.

But Nandita who had long harbored a sense of annoyance, finally got out of control.

"Mas! Why the hell are you always thinking about Namira? Can you not think about my feelings once? I can also get tired. Every attitude he has I must understand, the arrival of Safira I must understand, the complexity you guys have to accept. Then who wants to understand, understand, and accept my discomfort? I am also an ordinary man. Not a goddess from heaven who has an angelic nature. I can be angry, can be upset, can be jealous, and can hate someone."

Gunadh must have been shocked by Nandita's words. Didn't expect the girl in front of him to utter such a long sentence of expression of her feelings.

"Then how should I? Forcing Sapphira to leave, and it'll make Mira even more distant from me." Gunadh's gaze was full of disappointment to Nandita.

"If you can't be strict, let me go. I don't mean anything to something I don't want to do. But don't force me to do something I don't like."

"What do you mean? You want to leave me that way? Want to end this relationship?" An angry flash emanated from Gunadh's eyes.

"Who said he wanted to end the relationship? Or is it mas?

Equally tired, both do not know what to do, making them easily ignited emotions. Maybe this is a saturation point in their relationship. Something that must be passed with adults, if you want the love story to survive.

"I'm tired, I'm back. I don't know when I'll have time to come here again." Said the girl, rising from the rattan chair beside Gunadh.

Gunadh closed his eyes. Trying to dampen the glittering emotions. He should be able to hold back. Otherwise, this relationship would be ruined.

Like a captain whose ship had been shipwrecked, he did not want it to happen again. It was not just the mighty waves that he had to watch out for. Rocks and rain storms should be avoided.

Soon he rose up following Nandita who no longer saw the end of her hair.

Half-running, Gunadh chases after the girl who is already preparing to wear a helmet.

Grep

The girl's body was submerged in Gunadh's burly arms. Can Nandita hear the roar of breath and the sound of a male heartbeat that now immerse her in the chest of the masculine-scented field.

"Never be tired, please don't give up. I'm fragile without you as a crutch. I'm empty, I need consciousness, and you're all I want, carrying a drizzle in the soul's barren."

Nandita tried to remove the heavy hand, but the power was not up to half of Gunadh's power.

"Let this be for a moment. My body, mind, and feelings long for this warmth. I realized something had changed between us, and I was tormented by it."

Gunadh stretched his arms. Staring in Nandita's round bead. Unable to bear what Gunadh did, Nandita ventured to kiss the man's lips.

Cup

"Udah yes, let's end the confiding session first. It's late afternoon, if you want to meet you can go to the boarding house or just after lunch. But don't ask me to come here. I can't afford it yet." Nandita's request was accepted by Gunadh. And the girl left the residence of her lover, ushered in a wave of hands from Gunadh.

But reality is not as beautiful as a shadow. What was the agreement between the two of them, could not be done as expected. Several times Gunadh broke his promise, until Nandita felt careless.

'Mess up what it will be like, hoping in humans it will always present disappointment.' His advice to himself.

Until today, his meeting with Gunadh only happened twice and it was only a short time. Not as imagined.

Nandita's annoyance at the circumstances, make him lose maturity. Until he agreed to Satya's request to accompany the man to buy a cover ring without asking for permission from Gunadh.

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There is someone who dances happily over the straining of Gunadh and Nandita's relationship. Who else if not the ex-wife. Mommy Namira, is the mastermind behind the limited time Gunadh gives for her girl.

He was the one Nandita saw hiding behind a pillar when the debate took place. Even when the two of them were sitting in the garden, Sapphira was already following him.

He who knows Nandita's complaint, so has a weapon to attack secretly.

Always heating up Namira so that the boy hates the person who helped him.

"However, make their relationship end baby. Because if you don't, your hope of living happily with us your parents won't be able to come true. When likened to a garden, we are beautiful ornamental plants that complement each other. While Nandita is a weed that disturbs the scenery. You want the beauty of the garden to be stained by the unexpected presence of plants?"

"Mother ... The grass should be removed so as not to disturb the eyes." The little girl said.

Let them devise a plan, how to make Nandita even more angry at Gunadh. All ideas come from Sapphira, and the one who runs it is certainly the child.

"Reg ... Can I ask you something with Daddy?"

"You what? If you can Daddy will give it."

"Reg ... Daddy is getting married to Dita. Even if I don't agree, Daddy's gonna do it, right?" Gunadh nodded, without refuting or interrupting Mira's remarks.

"So can't I ask Daddy for time while I'm sick?"

"And Daddy never leaves you, Daddy always asks you."

"It's not that ..."

"I want to enjoy being mommy and Daddy's son for a month. A child whose parents are still intact. We went three, ate three, spent a time that I'll never have again in my life." Mira said while looking down. The girl revealed the contents of her deepest heart.

"Later, after Daddy married onty Dita, I won't be able to feel that moment again Dad ... It's not possible, is it? We walk three, I'm mommy with Daddy while onty Dita we leave at home. And I also want to feel like I'm going with my real parents." Mira now looks into Daddy's eyes.

"One month only dad, give me memories of being a child in general. Memories I will keep in my heart. Which I will make until adulthood. Which will be my encouragement, wherever I may be."

"You have a whole parent. You can get our love, even if we're not together anymore, son. Whenever you want, you can ask mommy or Daddy to accompany you right? Do not have to ask for 1 month, your whole life Daddy will get affection from Daddy. Do not think after Daddy married onty Dita, you will be Daddy abandoned. But we can't go all three. That's not possible." Reject Gunadh

There was no way he could do that, there was a heart he had to keep from getting hurt. But Mira's stuffing also he did not ignore.

"One month only Dad. Those memories mean so much to me. I want us to vacation three, photo three, watch, eat, shop ..." Mira no longer continued her sentence. The melt of tears on her cheeks, made the girl's breath sting.

"A I don't pu her into that ngan. Sam pai ka pan I'm not a pu. Huuu huuu" Mira's voice faltered by her sobbing.

Gunadh was only able to hug the princess. The dilemma still has to be how.

"You're all selfish, just selfish. Why should I be born if only you would be disappointed? Why don't adults give up? I've even accepted Daddy's choice to stay with Dita onty. I relented. Don't ask Daddy to come back with mommy. But just for my simple request Daddy won't go along?" Mira's eyes are no longer wet. Yet a disappointed look clearly emanated from the black bead.

"Even later I have to live with Dita onty for the rest of my life. I wanna. Why won't Daddy give me a month's worth of memories of being the kid I want to be?"

Gunadh. His head was hit by a big hammer. His chest seemed to be crushed until it was difficult to breathe.

Is that how Mira's longing for a full family?

That child did not ask to be born. He is present because of the desire of two adults who feel able to give life worthy to the seed that they beg the power in the name of love.

And now? Just time together he can't give. Why does he so easily deny that? It is as if the prayer that is thrown first is only a word without meaning to the creator.

By force, Gunadh finally responded to the child's wishes. Even so, he would hurt his lover.