Naughty Woman
Unsure
Making the decision to get married is a difficult thing especially someone who has failed in marriage. Establishing a commitment requires a mature mind and the readiness of everything. Being dumped and thrown away is a terrible thing to repeat.
Amelia Arabella.
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" don't you think baby, there's me being your family, there's sofi mom who's already your family isn't there?" Jonathan spoke so softly to his woman who was about to cry. "the way I'm serious about you, I said again. I want us to marry ara, I don't care about your status, I feel good about you, I love you." Jonathan said his seriousness again.
" jo I don't deserve you.." Ara did not want to commit to anyone, she was afraid because of the disappointment that would be obtained again.
" there's no inappropriate word, I love everything that's in you, or your past." Jonathan tried to convince her.
" jo you are a man of honor, having everything while I am only a woman you take from the dirty circle, never play with the word love jonathan.." ara really doesn't want to commit anymore.
" what exactly are you afraid of, I'm sure you have a mind of its own. Tell me ara.." Jonathan knew something was going on in his heart.
" i failed in my marriage because I was in a hurry to make a decision to get married. I also fell because of his name of love. She also said love to me but she also abandoned me and made me a woman of the night until you took me from that abject place." a little told her past so hurt her heart.
" not all men are equal, me and him are different."
" i know you guys are different but your status is the same. Same rich guy who has jo's position."
Jonathan didn't give up on convincing his woman. "tell me who that man is."
" i don't want to remember her anymore, Jo."
" ara I just ask for a thought again my offer for us to marry, until whenever I will persuade you to marry me. Don't you want a clear status from me.." Ara only shook her head softly when she was asked that. Actually he also wanted to have a clear status but he was afraid to build it again. "you're the only woman I don't want to marry, maybe if another woman he'll whine me out right now.." continued again.
Ara simply smiled wryly in response to jonathan's words. Maybe if he does not fail first, maybe at this time he will also be happy because there is a man proposing to him.
" we don't get married nor do we make a difference jo, we stay from home, one room and we can still do that.." fig's words make jonathan raise one eyebrow.
" obviously different baby, if we get married we have a clear status, if we marry me and you become one, everything I have will be yours rightfully too, he said, if we get married even if we have children, our children are also obviously dear, if we get married there is nothing that can separate us except death and the law. I'm only yours and I'm only yours, then everyone will know that arabella belongs only to jonathan cristopher."
" can't we have each other now."
" we now have each other but neither in the eyes of the law nor of our religion."
Ara just stared at the eyes of Jonathan who was not afraid to say the seriousness of his marriage ara this time.
" i don't know jo."
" think first what I say, don't make a rash decision. I'll wait until you're ready." Jonathan won't just give up convincing his woman.
Ara did not answer him he fell silent, he had to think more mature at this time. Because he also did not want to be trapped a second time.
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Convincing a person to have another marriage bond after his or her marriage fails is the hardest thing to do. Convincing someone who does not believe in love is also difficult. How many times do we say love will not be trusted because love for him is ridiculous and impossible.
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That day Jonathan always said he wanted to marry his woman but was always opposed by the woman. He always said he didn't believe in love. Her failure in her household made her no longer want to commit in any way.
Even dating together is difficult. Because he does not want to have a commitment at all, especially with marriage. She always just laughed when I asked her to get married.
" hans find out ara's past, I want the file tomorrow morning at my desk." Jonathan tells his assistant to find out all about the woman.
" well sir.." hans spoke slowly. Actually before his parents told him to hans already a little for the sake of finding out the past of his young lady who was valued by his master.
Jonathan felt dizzy when he thought of women who did not want to get married.
" hans why ara doesn't want to marry me." jonathan raved when he sipped a drink in his glass.
" sorry sir.." hans was just next to her listening to her boss' grievance.
" he always said I didn't deserve him, he always looked down on him because he grew up in an orphanage." His boss's hans made him listen more carefully, because it was the first time Hans knew that his young lady was from the orphanage.
" if you may know from which orphanage sir?" Hans asked heartily for fear of his boss going berserk if he inquired about his young miss.
" Oklahoma if it's not wrong." jonathan answered by sipping another glass that has run out.
" master we should go home, young lady will worry if we come home late." hans invites her boss to go home and use her fig excuses.
" you're right. Later he'll think I cheated on him again, but I just got better and I don't want to fight anymore, let's go home hans.." Jonathan pulled his assistant's hand and took her home immediately.
Now the two of them had left the nightclub they had been to. At first he only checked his finances but because he wanted to drink he finally sat down at the table to finish his drink.
While ara still thinks hard, he is not ready if he has to get married again. It takes time to get rid of all this.
Trauma in marriage is an annoying thing, because we will imagine the shadow of a failed marriage when there is someone who wants to be serious to us.
We can't be on our own, having a shoulder to lean on is a happy thing, having someone to share the burden is fun. But trauma in marriage seems to slam all of it.
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