
I leave everything to God, no matter what happens I will live this life with open arms. Making peace with the past makes me calmer.
Pov Clarissa's
This morning somehow my feelings became chaotic, even this late I became very sensitive, whatever made me feel uncomfortable I must immediately get angry, he said, even what my husband said in a high tone immediately offended me and was angry instantly, what happened to my heart why I was so sensitive and even very angry.
Like this morning I just didn't want to be far away from my husband, hugging him like this made me feel comfortable, felt I was very safe, and calm, this morning I didn't want to be away from him, I wanted to follow her to the office, but she was in a tone that disappointed me a little.
" Dear, don't be angry..." I didn't care what he said that followed me into the bathroom either.
" Go I want to take a shower..." I kicked him out because I wasn't really mad at him.
I pushed her body as she hugged my body suddenly. " Go away, I don't want to see you..." I certainly rebelled in his arms, pushing him strongly but uselessly as his energy was stronger in his appeal to the man.
" Dear we're going to the office, you can go there whenever you want, don't get angry, I just ask, no other means..." I didn't budge at all, I stayed in his arms even though I didn't want to be around him anymore. I turned the shower so that our bodies would get wet and clear my emotional mind.
I felt his hand reach my nape, kiss my lips with a sudden, I rebelled because I was still angry at him, I was disappointed because his tone was a little high, even if it's spontaneous. I pushed her because I just kissed her, not in spite, but the hug tightened up, as if the kiss was saying sorry to me.
I kept rebelling, pushing her body but the forced kiss couldn't escape my lips, but I didn't want to get back at her even though the forced kiss became a little lumata*, she pressed myself against the wall even more, instead of her because I didn't reply to her, she punched me in the neck, mengesa*nya and always left a sign of ownership, he just made me, I moaned as her lips still teased my neck with her pressing down on me right at the bottom. We looked at each other, I looked away from me because I still didn't want to look at him.
" I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean it the way you thought it would..." I was forced to stare at her when my chin was held gently by her, until our eyes were fixed with different gazes.
" Do you have a stash there?, so you're afraid I'll come there..." I said what I was thinking about earlier. I know my thoughts are ridiculous but anything can happen.
Now the sweet kiss touched me before the second touch was deeper and closer as we tilted our heads. I closed my eyes, reciprocated every touch she gave me, the soft touch was now a touch so clayy and demanding, we were breathing each other in that wild kiss, she said, we immediately stripped off all our clothes that were wet from the shower water droplets, that passionate kiss* seemed really intoxicating.
" Hubby don't you really have another woman?" I still didn't let go of what had stuck in my mind.
" No dear, no one can drive me crazy like you..." He was furious when we were still performing our hot ritual.
Alex sat down on the toilet, sitting me on his thigh, and I immediately put my hip when our bodies were fully fused together, his hands that were at my waist offset the tempo I created through my movements, we were incubating each other because of the pleasure we created in the morning. This bathroom became stuffy due to desaha* and our growl from earlier.
" Hubby..." Desaha* I was restrained when his other touch reached me quickly.
" Dear, don't think bad about me, you're the only one I love..." His growl when I was still on his thighs, exerting my hips quickly, stirring the blunt object still in my body made us feel the same pleasure as this.
" Hubby I love you..." Desaha* my length when the urge burst into my body, I was pushed to a very favourable release.
" Da*n baby..." For example, before I felt there was his den*utan that filled my body.
We love each other, it is natural that if I am afraid of losing the figure of a man who is one thousand and one in this world, he only belongs to me, only mine. I'll keep him no matter how. Our love takes a long time to unite, not a short time to unite, so I have every right to keep his love for me.
I love a man named Alexander, a man who has a thousand ways to make me his, I love the man I met at that nightclub, I love the man who used to be my lecturer, I love the man who used to be my contract boyfriend, and now he's my husband, a husband who is always helpless when I am above his body.