
" James..." Call him with his voice. Violet's chest also felt tight when she saw James crying.
" I love you so much but my love can't break down the walls in your heart. It might be true that you can't love me because of my rude attitude! but you know how much I love you, Vio..." His voice was so soft there was no high tone or snapping just now. His heart softened instantly.
" I know you're a good man, if you're a husband and a father you're a good man for your family! but I'm sorry James I can't love you. I tried to accept it but I still couldn't."
James smiled cynically with them still enjoying the chant of the sad song. Even Violet's hand deliberately wiped the tears of James that had fallen onto her cheek.
The gentle touch made the man close his eyes and enjoy the touch he had wanted from his wife.
" Is my love a burden to you Vio?, is there not even the slightest hope for me to have you again. I can't live without you. For seven years I've been used to you, is there no hope for our household anymore?"
Violet was silent she couldn't answer him, she was afraid to answer. Whatever the question and the answer is the same No and it won't change anything.
" Your silence is the answer that you don't want to fix this household!"
" I'm sorry James. Love shouldn't hurt James should love makes us happy instead of hurting each other like this. I'm sure not only am I sick, but you're sick, I know that."
True not only Violet who felt pain but James also felt pain. They feel the same pain that is hard to say. Only they know what their pain is like and no one knows the pain they are experiencing.
James laughed loudly and even frightened his voice that was so filtering in the room.
" I'm sorry for all my behavior that brought a woman into our house*, you know I brought her there to make you angry and jealous. But unfortunately you didn't move your heart."
" It's not that I'm not mad at James, I don't think I have the right to ban you because I'm guilty myself. Seven years I've been trying to love you, but nothing has made me fall in love with you. I know I'm wrong but that's how I feel."
Violet who said everything now even made James speechless with his thoughts that only he knew what the meaning of his mind was.
" You love me, I don't doubt that. I know how much you love me, but your love hurts me. Do you know that love should be loving each other, protecting each other, making each other happy, not the pain you're giving me. Love doesn't hurt like that James, it's not the love you have for me but the pain you give me."
Violet who was actually afraid now said everything on her mind, she told what she had felt all along. James was silent, he couldn't answer.
" How many times have you hit me, slapped me, kicked me, whipped me and made it all stick in my body. But it can all be treated and the marks will disappear. But not with the wounds you inflicted on my heart! the pain you're inflicting on my heart I won't be able to get rid of because there's no cure for it."
Violet who spoke with fear she spoke a lot tonight. What he felt was now opened by him. James just kept listening to what Violet said. James now speaks a thousand languages he cannot answer. A sad look and a look of pity were now even in the cruel man's eyes.
James smiled sincerely his eyes looked at the woman. " If we don't match, make me your sister again, don't make me your enemy. You've always been my older brother I've always been proud of in front of my friends."
" Violet I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do with you. I was wrong with you and I'm sorry. I know an apology isn't enough to make up for all my mistakes. But I sincerely apologize to you."
The dance came to a standstill with James arriving to release it immediately. James retreated with one step back bowing his head as his apology.
" I'm sorry about everything I did to you. I can't say anything else but I'm apologizing to you."
Violet froze where she knew the man would not be young to apologize to her. Everything changes quickly. A few hours ago she acted as if her life was hers but now everything is like this. James willingly bowed in apology.
Bugs!! James even knelt down quickly when Violet did not answer his apology. Violet retreated she was afraid of what James was doing. Violet could not read what was on the man's mind.
" What are you doing James?, stand up don't be like this!, get up..." Violet told him to get up but he stayed on his knees.
" Say you forgive me Vio, otherwise I won't stand up."
" I forgave you James before you asked me to, I forgave you."
James stood up with a smile he came over to Violet and hugged her tightly. The warm embrace scared Violet.
I'm sure there's a plan in his brain, what he's planning. Violet's inner self in James' arms.
" Wait here! I have another surprise for you!" Violet now had her heart broken when she said there was another surprise for her.
James who entered the bathroom now immediately make Violet run he opened the door of the room but unfortunately it has been in the key and the key is not there.
" Violet, do you know what this is?"
James showed me something that had been under him. Violet looked at him with surprise her eyes glared in disbelief at what was in James's hands at the moment.
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