
The cold snap into the skin of every human being. The cold seemed to peel off their skin that could not feel the cold.
The two human children who were still asleep in their sleep, their bodies tightly looking for warmth, with their innocent bodies as if adding warmth under the thick blanket that covered their bodies both.
Ara half-consciously, opened her eyes when she sensed that the lower one wanted to do the urinating ritual. Ara put away Jonathan's hand that was clinging tightly to her body.
Ara ran small towards the bathroom, picking up a new towel neatly arranged there. Turn on her warm shower to clean her sticky body due to sweat activities she had with her lover last night.
Ara was like hearing a chat from outside her bathroom, signaling her lover was awake. Ara opened the bathroom by wearing a simple but nice house shirt on her small body.
Ara was a little surprised that the small object that was on her lover's cheek was her property. A feeling of fear seemed to hit his soul, his heart was pounding, his fur seemed to stand up as his eyes stared intently at the fig.
" so all this time you've been doing it behind me." jonathan's voice sounded cold.
Ara had no idea what had happened and who had contacted her this early and it had to be her lover who picked up the phone.
" i don't understand what you're saying." Ara said by walking towards her lover who was standing in front of the window still holding the little thing. "who called me.." the sound of figs sounded vibrating when the gazes of their eyes met.
" you don't want to have children from me until you hide and hide from pregnancy prevention."
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` mampus I was caught ` inner fig with a down.
" answer ara.." she snapped to close her eyes. "does you really not want to have a child from me until you don't ask me about all this, you hide it from me.." go with a high tone.
" it's not like that jo, I'm just not ready to have a child. I mean.. I'm afraid if I have a child and we're not ready then that child will be abandoned." Ara said in a trembling voice.
Jonathan touched both arms with a firm grip. "I've said many times that I want your child only because I can tie you up so that it's not far from me.." jonathan pressed his word that made there a little fear.
" but I'm not ready to have Jonathan's son yet." argued ara.
" if you're not ready to have a child you can tell me without having you hide that you're wearing prevent pregnancy."
" you won't want to if I say it."
" of course I wouldn't want ara, I love you I'd marry you if you were pregnant, what my seriousness to marry you is because you consider it nonsense ha.." jonathan again snapped him making ara also provoked his emotions.
" i don't want to be committed to anyone jo, I'm no one compared to you who is rich, I'm just a prostitution** that you deliberately take to satisfy your desires, you know, when you get tired of me, you'll leave me. And I don't want any children between us because I don't want the baby to feel what I feel.." The tone of the fig is just as high.
One blow jonathan threw on his wall made the fig retreat instantly.
" do you think I'm a man who easily sleeps with other women figs, what you think about me is just that. Can't you see the love in my eyes, I not only want your body, but I also want your love and your heart. Don't you see there's sincerity in every behavior I do to you, what's in your brain is just ugliness there." Jonathan said with a sharp look at his lover.
" do you just think that I took you because I need your body, do you think I need your money, I've liked you since I met you first. Ah no that's my second meeting with you. Maybe you know the first time we met on a street when you crossed an old pedestrian, when you were in a fancy car and you came down just to help the old man. From that moment on I liked you and I didn't manage to get you, now I love you ara and you accuse me of just loving your body, all that nonsense." jonathan's words made ara speech silent, what Jonathan said was two years ago.
" where are you going." Ara prevented jonathan when he stepped up to go from there.
" think of your mistakes."
" i'm not wrong about Jonathan.." Ara still won't admit her mistake.
" you are stubborn, even you do not realize your mistake." Jonathan finally left there leaving the fig silent like a statue.
Ara shuffled to sit on the floor limply, she did not think that today she would be discovered that she was wearing a pregnancy deterrent.
Jonathan was angry because what he said was outrageous.
" does he just think like that. Does he think I just want his body, does he not see the love in my eyes.." he said by restraining his emotions. "arghhhh.." cried jonathan by random shuffling his desk.
" ara ara you really do not want to have any commitment with me, why do you do this with heart.." breath jonathan who hunts because of his anger, as if claustrophobic in his heart.
Jonathan went into his bathroom, cooling his head with cold water. Cold water in winter does not make jonathan's body cold, the heat in his body as if covering the cold that hit his skin.
The debate this time could not be avoided by the two of them, ara pondered every thing that Jonathan said earlier. Every word of his was still clearly heard in the ear of the fig.
" have I wrongly thought that to Jonathan.." his mind raged in his mind. "do I have to apologize." continued by immersing his face in the pillow. " god, why did it have to be like this, when I called the doctor yesterday to say that I wanted to stop because I was getting married, why did it become like this." he continued with annoyance.
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