Not Ustadz I (Unrevised)
10. This is not the end of everything (End S1)

..."I am friends with you without any distance or boundary that should be illegal for me because I do not understand, you tell me to be self-conscious so from now on we can no longer be as we used to be." @doctorhoki_...

It's been a month since the last time we met, I don't know what's going to happen with our friendship. I started wearing a hijab and clothes that were more closed than when I first entered school, many friends also wanted to chat with me.

"Amanda, yesterday there was a boy who wanted to meet you. If it's not wrong, Ryan, Sehun, and the class president." Said my friend, Glen.

"Stevens?" My reply made him glance at me a little.

"Huh, who else would call out to him bravely other than you. Even I feel the air she gives is lighter when with you." Glen said at length while writing something in his book.

"Hmmm.."

Glen was the smartest kid in the class, at least before I was. After I ranked first he was bullied for his quiet nature, I made him my friend and pulled him from the creepy world. Even before I made him my friend he had a decline, even he became the lowest rank. His low mental state made me unable to turn my eyes away from him.

"Glen.." Call me hesitate.

"It's okay, my uncle will pick me up. So meet up with your friends okay?" Glen said as if he knew what my heart was saying.

"Well, by the way your uncle is creepy. Why not just be a teacher at this school? Hahah I'm just kidding." My words tried to stop this awkward atmosphere without chatter.

"I want to, but uncle has a lot of office work. He was creepy because he always vent his fatigue in the gym, even he tried to smile for me. I feel tired from being too weak." He said in a annoyed tone.

"No! You're strong, trust me!" My reply is full of emphasis.

"But.."

"No word but! You're a strong boy, okay?" When I keep smiling at him, I feel that way.

"O-okay."

Actually I already knew Glen's background, he was the adopted son of a city gangster. Indeed, sometimes riots always envelop life, everywhere is always there and will not disappear. But the child who can hold back his emotions is a strong child, who does not try to take revenge on his friends even though he is actually a strong child is one of the keys to strength. Actually I have such a belief because of something that happened a few days ago.

Flashbacks

Sports hours will start in minutes while I still have not changed my clothes because I just finished the task from the teacher, when my feet stepped into the bathroom. I saw that it was full of students, and I finally looked for an empty room without giving up.

(Shelf!) ("Haha")

There was clearly the sound of something falling and a group of girls laughing out loud, I tried to find the source of the sound by running.

'Please?' My mind is a little upset.

After that I found five girls hanging a girl by pouring water, I moved my teeth and my hands were perfectly clenched.

"Now let's put this cloth in the mouth of the street* this siala* hahah!" Said a girl beside him.

'Bye my peaceful school life...~~'

"Stop." I said with a big smile.

I looked at the five hateful girls, I didn't like the child who bullied the weak students.

"Can you go." My words made them a little silent.

As they froze suddenly a girl came up to me and spoke in an arrogant tone.

"He's our slave, do you want to join and become our friend to have fun with him?" Ask the boy confidently.

I turned my body towards him. Slowly I approached her face while gently stroking her hair that was loosely spread, this dyed blonde hair was really suitable for such a pretentious girl.

"Hm, alright I can join you. Then I made you his slave, I destroyed this make up menor and doused your face with gasoline instead of water. Because I know water's too ordinary for you." My threats made him shudder a little.

"If you don't want to. Go now!" I made him run with his friends.

As they ran, I intended to invite the still silent girl to change her clothes immediately. I pointed my hand at him, then suddenly he brushed my hand away.

"What's wrong?" I wonder at him.

"You.."

"Yes, I'm blind. I was bullied for this, you better get away from it"

I hugged her tightly without caring about the water around us.

"I don't care, be my friend. Don't go anywhere if it's not safe, make me your shield." I speak with a strong intention in my heart.

"Hahahaha, you're funny. I'm not a weak man, we should change our clothes." His words made me a little relieved.

"Let's be together." Ask me to surprise him.

"Can we be alone?" His ink made me pull him right away.

(Shelf!)

"We've entered the bathroom, now take off your wet clothes and just put on my clothes that are still dry. Let's hurry." My force made him sigh long.

"Don't regret it." His words made me laugh a little.

"Well, I won't..."

I really did not expect to see this, how could the body be filled with old wounds and where did the arm muscles come from that had been covered with long hair.

"Can? I don't think it's too late to back off." He said while showing off his smile, when he intended to wear his clothes again I prevented him.

"Wear my shirt or you'll catch a cold." My words made him even more surprised.

"I'm not surprised because I see this more often in my real house, so just calm down and put my clothes on." I try to stay calm.

I ended up changing my clothes together with her in that bathroom, we were exercising together. Without realizing it, he was my classmate.

Flashback end

Now I've been on the roof of an old building that was rumored to be haunted, but it's true because this place is really haunted by three boys who always disappear.

"What's Steven, Ryan, Sehun?" I asked directly to the point.

"Why have you been missing lately? How come you're always busy when we call your cell?" Tanya Sehun tried to open the conversation with a question.

"I'm busy anyway, I can't play around this semester, right? I'm not a prodigy like Steven who plays but still gets good grades." I reply to smile a little at him.

"But why is it as if you've been avoiding us ever since you put that veil on?" Ryan asked slightly lowering his tone.

"Of course you should know my reason, right?" My question made him look surprised.

"Are you still angry?" Steven asked briefly.

"No, I'm not angry. I just need some time alone and figure out how to behave to all of you." Keep me calm.

"We're really sorry, please stay with us.." Pinta Ryan made me bully my teeth.

"I DON'T HATE YOU GUYS. I SAID I JUST NEEDED TIME. CAN'T YOU GUYS NOT FORCE ME?! YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW DISTURBING THE MESSAGES THAT COME IN ALTERNATE EVERY SECOND AND EVERY TIME. APPRECIATE ME TOO DONG!" My screams couldn't hold back, I finally left them.

I left without leaving any other words aside, I felt annoyed that all their numbers I deleted. They couldn't appreciate me even though they knew I needed time to be alone and absorb the opposition between us. Why don't they think of a solution to what they told me.

...The End Season 1...

..."Maintaining the feelings of others is not a human obligation, but it would be nice if every human being always keeps the feelings of each other so as not to destroy each other." ...

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